Saturday, October 22, 2011
Sometimes I wish I didn't care so much. I wish I can f care abt everything and anything around me. The sad truth is I can't. It isn't me to do so. As I try to mend things, making it as good as before, I often stumble and fail. I just want it to be back like before. I just want good things to last. Sadly, it just wasn't meant to last at all. They are transient. I guess I'm too naive and cared too much.
If I can, I wanna leave here for good.
Posted by van at 6:41 PM
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Why do I have so many spelling mistakes?! Lol. Exam is coming! Scared but aren't doing much! This cannot be the way van tan! U need to wake up! Arg
Posted by van at 10:31 AM
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Have you ever felt like shouting out loud how u feel other than when u are feeling upset? I feel extremely happy n blessed today and I just wanna tell the whole world! I duno y but there is this surge of emotions that I wanna let it out. Heh. Babylove, I love you alot even tho we haven't been together for a long time(:
I dun use to do such stuff but I guess when u meet someone right or meet someone who makes u feel right there's alot of rules tat u are willing to bend:D
Posted by van at 6:53 PM
Sunday, October 09, 2011
i almost lost one of the rings that my ah ma gave me while playing basketball in the arcade with ky, cm and bel. i was so scared. it was so dark and i did not know where it flew to. after the game, they came to help me find. it was really a long search and i almost gave up hope. i even told ky to stop the search twice but he did not. he continued to look for the ring. we even got the arcade person to open the cage underneath the machine so that we could look for the ring. we still could not find it. i was so stunted that i did not know how to feel. after the looking for the ring under machine, he went on to look under the machine of the table hockey. i saw him hop/run to the other side of the machine. HE FOUND THE RING. actually all of us did look under the machine but did not notice the ring at all. at that very moment, it felt as though someone just lifted 50kg of rice off me. i was really happy! it is back on my finger:D happy girl.
and soooo we went on date the next day.our very first date after we got together:D we went to vivo for mango chicken from white dog's cafe. BUT they have already changed their menu. no more mango chicken. damn saddd but i think the company made it up for it:D anwwwwww i saw gh on the train that i was taking when i was on my way to vivo. i somehow had the courage to walk up to him to say hi. heh.
back to my date. we watched friends with benefits. it was niceee. hahaa. and i had icecream from awfully chocolate for the first time. HAHA. niceee. it tastes something chocolate fudge brownie from ben and jerry's. we were supposed to have ben and jerry's though. i left the voucher in hall in the gold bag. zz. havent really indulge in ice cream for a long long long time. bimbos used to hang out at ben and jerry's and we would share this waffle icecream. since im on diet, i should eat such stuff right? HAHA. i love foood and dieting is killing me. BUT for the sexy figure and probably a slimmer face, i will grit my teeth and bear with it! i shall not be tempted by foooooood! u know my bf cannot stop feeding me w food!!!:( he makes sure i eat every meal and with meat. he would pass me meat if i did not have any on my plate. hahaha. stupidboy. he knew i like salmon and he gave me like one whole piece of it and he was left with like one?damn stupid right?LOL.
oh and on monday he surprised me by appearing at nie to pick me up from class.HAHA. feeeel so blessed:D hes been a really nice chap. hopefully it ends here;p
Posted by van at 10:06 PM