Tuesday, February 28, 2006
i din go to sch today.sicksicksick!!arg..ivy is nt goin on sun!!hwhwhw??shld i go??
Posted by van at 8:40 PM
Monday, February 27, 2006
gosh!im stil havin temp!!i tot i wld be fine aft having a gd rest.apparently NO!arg!!im feeling terrible!!i noe tat im weak.yes i noe... :(
Posted by van at 7:24 PM
im so supposed to be slping soundly by nw.but im stil online doin project.im tired.pimples r poppin out coz i lack of slp.arg.i hate tis la!!becoz of mi, guanheng cannot slp.he's hlping wif the project.im so sorry.u r such a gr8 fren gh!!thks!
Posted by van at 2:15 AM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
we lost to src 2-0.both goals were scored in the 1st half.we din play as well as we did ytd.i almost scored 1 by my reverse.yep.we had 12 players today so it was quite tiring.i was being put to play center mid den right mid.i was kinda shocked wen coach put mi in the midfield.he wans mi to learn all kinda of positions.he said sumday he may put mi in defence.i cant defend 4 nuts la!!anw, 1 of the src players gt sent out as in she got a yellow card cos of mi.mayb my reaction was too big.all i wanted was a free hit nt a card.i got the ball n she was trying to 'steal' the ball.instead of gettin the ball, she kept hitting my stick.the recovering wound on my figure rubbed against her stick n it bleed.the moment tat happened, i screamed.it was v painful.*ouch!* my hand got hit my fen's stick coz i went on the wrong side.no bruise @ the moment.i can stil move my hand.((: coach said tat i hav to be strong when i hav the ball.he said tat i win the ball so nicely bt i was firm enuff to get the ball thru the defenders.coach roy said tat i hav to be tough nt so gentle.hahaoh ya.my belly n chewy gav mi my belated birthday gift last tues.i left dem in delta aft nat. trng on tues n i oni got it bac today.yep.a GREEN pencil box n a card!(:it's designed by belly!!nice rite?:Divy gav mi choco all of a sudden!!reason being im nice to her.haha.silly ger.wat r frens 4?wat's mre we r sistas!!((:my choco frm ivyhmm..ppl say tat gers hu r in love wil tend to put on weight.i think it's kinda true.i hav 2 life examples.i dun wana to be in luv in tat case.haha..
Posted by van at 8:16 PM
as promised ytd, im hir to upload those pics.here dey r:
frm the left to the right: van, maznah, adelyn n rachel
i duno y m in the pic..haha
the j1s n the birthday girl!!((:
jing n mi
the 1 hu deflected the ball n the ball violated mi :x
the birthday girl n mi!
laila n mi.she's my partner in rj hockey trng (:
those r my seniors.love dem all!!
tat's mi trying to pose.waHAHahA.:D
Posted by van at 10:02 AM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
today is a FANTASTIC DAY!!((:
i enjoyed today's sch trng coz we had fun tking pics aft trng (i wil upload dem tml) n i almost dribbled past sir!!sir was playing 4 the j1 team n i was playing 4 the j2 team.it was a 5 vs 5.we were 2 goals dwn.i got the ball n was gonna get passed sir wen he deliberately did a foul.he rather giv a foul than letting mi score.he knew tat it wld put his team into danger if i get thru him.haha.i was like wth i almost got past sir!sir praised mi!!lala..anw, tat foul tat he did, caused mi to hav a new wound on my knee.:( i shall wear knee guard 4 every trng!!anw, i was vv hungry durin trng coz i din eat since ytd'd brk.i was complainin tat im hungry n jing asked mi y m i so hungry n i told her tat i din eat since ytd's brk n she gt a shocked!i told her tat i always skip lunch.she looked v worried 4 mi.she said" u muz eat.if nt u wil get gastric den stomach ulcer" i said" i noe i noe.gastric wil lead to stomach cancer.it's v hard to tel whether it's a gastric or a stomach cancer 4 some1 hu has gastric.den by the time u find out tat it's stomach cancer it will be too late.u wil be gone by den." she was like u noe den u r stil skipping lunch!she asked mi wher wld i usually be on mon cos she wana send lunch to mi.lol..she's soo nice.aft tking pics, we walked to hawker.i din eat wif dem coz i nid to meet ni.jing wanted to buy lunch 4 mi.she wanted to ensure tat i tk my lunch.i rejected her offer n promised her tat i'll eat.((:
ni was late today.while waiting 4 her, i went into shops to look 4 the perfect pair of shoes.i set my eyes on the purple ascis shoes n a adidas shoes.aft tat ni came.i asked her for opinion.ascis cost 209 n the adidas cost 109.i prefer the ascis shoes to the adidas shoes.hence, i called my dad.he wanted mi to pay the 109.i said"bt i prefer the 209" he was like ok la.haha.i asked 4 my size n i gt the correct size 4 mi n wanted to pay.the saleperson told mi tat the pair of shoes cost 156.i was like huh.lol..i was kinda shocked.next, i went to buy bag.i wanted the other colour of the bag i wanted.bt ni said tat the bag wil be dirtied easily.i feel tat she's got a pt so i reconsidered n bought the one same as the gal in my sch.
last bt nt the least is my match against theresians!we were the same u21 team playin against the premier team of theresians.dey hav mani mani nat. players!guess wat?we drew wif dem 2-2!!!i played much much beta tis time round.i used to be vv afraid of tking on senior players coz i dun hav confidence in myself.i dun believe tat i can dribble passed senior players.today, i was different.i duno y.i cld dribble passed senior players today.im nt boostin.im jus vv surprised n happy.for mani it's like nth to dem bt 4 mi it's a big thing.i nv knew tat i cld do tat.i used to tell myself to hav confidence in myself b4 every match bt it was totally useless.bcoz wen i c dem i got scared n i forgt to believe in myself.
tml is another tough match.it's gonna be hot!i hope i can play as well or even better than today.((: i gona save $$ to pay a stick soon!!:D
im nt gona msg him anymre unless i nid to ask him sth.i dun wan him to tink tat im irritating.
Posted by van at 10:27 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
woot.it's weekends!!yeah!i came hm n i slept frm 5 to ard 9.i oni woke up when i heard my ah ma said" aiyo!nv cover blanket" lol..hmm i was so damn tired!!i woke up n i realised tat i hav two msgs.i din even hear the sms tone la.i stil rmb b4 falling aslp i was thinkin if i shld tk my contact lens out.in the end i din lah.i fell aslp.oops.wende cannot noe abt tis.if nt, he wil scream at mi.haha..he's kinda swit.aft the news abt contatc lens, he msged the 3 jade ladies who wear contact lens.he told us to be careful n stuff.hehe.he's swit rite??it's a pity tat he's the type i wan.haha.female blog readers hu r interested to noe him, TELL MI!i'll intro tis nice fren of mine to u!:D
i wana donate blood bt i dun wana gain weight n it's kinda impossible to gain weight coz i always skip meal when der's sch.i always skip lunch durin sch days n sumtimes i skip dinner.today is a gd eg.i skipped both lunch n dinner.(:
chem pract was alrite today.bio pract was crazy.i was kinda lost n tired.my mind was kinda blocked durin gp.ohya.econs i was like lost.in fact, i was lost since the start of the new topic.haha.
der wld be a chalet 4 the idiots nx weekends!!i wana go.i've alr told nan tat drinking is nt allowed in the chalet.haha..even if dey wana drink, i wun join dem.a promise is a promise.((:
sch trng tml!!hav to be in ri like 715??omg!!tat's EARLY!i dun even reach rj tat early during sch days.tis wld mean tat i hav to wake up earlier!!argh!i hope he doesnt ask mi to do the fitness tat the rest had done on thur.i hav game tml n sun.i wil be playin against theresians @ 6pm tml n against src on sun @3pm.tat's soo nice eh?wat a crap schedule.BOO!!!im goin queensway wif ni tml b4 our match n aft my trng.im so gona get my hands on tat pair of adidas shoes!!i may get a new baggy too..lala..im so lookin forward to it!((:
belly was complainin tat she din c her dear for like a day.is tat the power of luv?for most girls, even wen dey face their special him for one whole day, dey wil stil miss their special him when dey reached hm.dey jus cant get enuff of lookin at their special him.
i waved at him today!i din noe i can do tat.hehe.
sometimes, i wonder if we gona stay like tis 4eva.i reali dun wan to bt things arent in my control nw.i cant say i wan tis means tis.i cant..
i jus cant hlp wonderin if u stil like mi coz der's no assurance frm u.i think u stil do rite?i hope u stil do.(:
i duno if u kinda gettin ovr wif the incident or maybe der wun even be a day wher u wil get ovr wif it.i reali reali hope tat u can get ovr wif the incident.
i miss u, boy..
tis is for anione n everyone hu has high ego.
NV LET UR EGO CONTROLS U.dun lose ur special someone or mayb even a fren jus coz of ur ego..((:
Posted by van at 9:29 PM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
i had sch trng today.my muscles were vvvvvvvv tight!!arg.tis sux.i din do fitness coz of tat bt i hav to do it sumday.i wore sports shoes 4 trng today.haha.i few dwn twice today n i liala bang into mi today.i felt giddy aft tat.hai.i din dive today bt i stil hav a new wound on my knee.1st fall was coz of my senior's stick.i was dribbling den i stepped on ur stick n i fell.next was wen i was runnin wif the ball n i tripped ovr her stick.haha..i guess i shall wear my knee guards next trng.
im glad tat he understands tat i feel shy weneva i c him.he has been tking intitiative to start a conv wif mi ((: hai.feel so useless la!!i dun even hav the courage to say a simple hi to the guy i like!!:(
anw, i saw tis ger in sch carryin the bag tat im goin to buy!!tis is so irritatin!!i may stil buy tat bag.:D i love tat bag!!it's jus so nice!!
Posted by van at 9:54 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
ohya!!i forgot mention the outing wif my sec sch peeps on mon!!we went seoul garden.it was great!!it was supposed to be reunion for idiots 9 bt yong cldnt make it.nvm.@ least the 8 of us madeit.we had fun tking pics.all thanks to bryan.the 4 gals wanted to tk pic so we asked bryan to tk for us.he took the pic n aked us to tk again.he did tat mani mani times!lol..anw, fud left us behind all of the sudden coz of her bf!hai.he's so annoying.boo!!bt fud stil loves him lots.tat's the power of luv i guess.i wanted to donate my blood today.i noe tat i cant donate coz im nt 45kg bt i stil went to the sem rm.who knows if i've put on weight?the 1st ting the guy asked mi was r u 45kg.i was like oh shit.anw, i lied.i told him i weighed myself n i was 45kg.he asked mi to stand on the weighin machine.i was prayin tat i did put on the 0.6kg.guess wat did he say?u r 43kg.i got a shock!i lost weight!!i lost like 1.4kg??tat's kinda crazy!i tink tat machine is spoilt!pics of seoul garden:4 jade ladies!!er..wher's fud??woooohoooooomy bestie cum toilet partner cum go hm partner cum class partner.in short his my everytin partner!!lol..we did mani tings tgt wen we were in sch.HE'S MY PARTNER FOR EVERYTHING!!love n miss hiM!!url to my fren's web.she posted the rest of the pics up.i look kinda fat in those pics!!:shttp://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?p=999&gid=9279098&uid=4335271
Posted by van at 8:12 PM
today is like the 1mth n 1 day aft we told each other tat we r interested in each other.i stil rmb hw i felt tat day.i went 4 my 1st ever rj trng feeling vv vexed.i msged him wen i was on the way bac hm frm trng.i was tinking whether to end the relationship wif my guy.tat day wen i reached hm, i felt tat i shld leave my guy.tis is bcoz i dun wana tis to drag any further.i felt relived wen i broke up wif my guy.nt long later, big bully replied my msg.i told him everytin abt my lovelife except tat i lied tat i had a crush on one of my classmates.suddenly he replied i dun like u.i was kinda shocked.i tot he knew tat i like him n he was telling mi tat he doesnt like mi.aft tat i tink again.mayb he din like wat i was doin.hav a bf bt fall 4 another guy.i took it s the 2nd 1.i replied him n explained myself.aft his match he replied tat he was crazy b4 a match so the "i dun like u" dun mean anythin.he kept askin mi hu i like n i suspected tat he like mi.i told him tat i dun hav a crush 4 my classmate n he told mi tat i caused him to be affected in the game.lol..i was damn happy wen he said tat.haha..by den i was pretty sure tat he like mi.he forced mi to tell him hu's the guy i had a crush on so i told him n he admitted tat he like mi too.i was vvvvvvv happy den.if nt 4 tat mistk i had made, mayb we r tgt nw.hai..:(
i tot he wasnt in sch on tues.i was kinda shocked to c him wen i was walkin towards the life wif my fren.i wanted to say hi bt i din.i was kinda shy n my fren was toking to mi.i duno y wen i saw him tat day, my heart kinda skip a beat.i wonder y i dun dare to tok to him wen ppl we both r der.mayb bcoz i usually dun tok to him wen dey r ard so wen dey r ard i dun tok to him @ all.nt even a hi.
sch's alrite these few days.i failed my 1st ever bio test!!i got like 17/35.i cld hav passed the test.anw, i din reali study much 4 it.ohya.i got 5 marks deducted 4 toking during collection of the test paper!!!haha..
i went 4 nat trng ytd.it was crazy.we had to do 200m within 40s for 5times.we had rest 4 like 20-30 min.we did basic n 2-on-1 during tat period of time.aft which, roy told us our positions n the game plan.i played forward wif the seniors.i was vv scared upon knowing tat im playin wif dem @ the forward line.pau asked mi nt to be scared, jus play my game.i felt kinda ok aft tat.i tink juz like the 10 or 15 min, my legs' muscles were vv tight.it was vv painful!the same thing happened to mi tat morning when i was trying to run to sch as i was goin to be late.anw, i endured til the 20min was up.i rested for 10min or so n i went to do beep test.i stop @ lvl 8.haha.so lousy.the same thing happened: tight legs' muscles.hai.
dahlia gav us tis letter sayin tat our fitness arent gd enuff.if we miss trng, we hav to join the men's trng!!omg.i dun wan.it's vv demoralising to run wif dem.if i reali nid to run, i rather do it in sch on my own.mayb i can do it on my own on thurs b4 trng.hai..tis is so annoying!
belly n her guy r stil so loving n swit!!dey r goin two yrs!!!tat's like long!im jus so jealous of her!haha ((:
big bully,
we r kinda distant nw, do u realise?r u like giving mi space to look 4 the better guy?if yes, i dun like tat idea.bt if u reali want it tis way den i'll go wif it.i guess u nid tat space to look 4 the better gal.do u stil rmb wat u said tat day wen our feelings were made known to each other?u wanted to know if i reali hav feelings 4 u.u wanted my ans fast so we can bond tgt b4 the release of results.besides tat u said tat the ball is in my possession. whether to hit it or nt is up to mi.it was kinda funi.im givin u bac those word: the ball is in ur possession nw. whether to hit it or nt it's entirely up to u.ohya.i always denied tat u r swit.nw, i wana thank u 4 being swit to mi durin tat short period of time.u r always being surrounded by lots of ants!!!(:
Posted by van at 5:49 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006
tings r kinda alrite between us nw as in we r frens.i do hear things abt him things as in bad stuff.im nt gona ask him firstly, we r oni frens nw n i hav no rite to interfere wif his personal stuff.secondly, if he wans to hide sth frm mi, der's no way i can get it out frm him n it might jus strain the frenship.lastly, i trust him.yep.
next sch!!i dun tink im coping well wif my studies.i simply hav no time to mug.im always vv tired aft all those trngs plus der's a tournament coming up.i hav matches on both weekends 4 tis week.der will be a trng camp in sch during the march brk!!omg.tat wld mean tat der gonna be fitness trng!tis is so annoyin.BOO!!i hate it, i hate it!!
Posted by van at 4:45 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Ghost Of You And Me
what am i supposed to do
with all these blues
haunting me everywhere
no matter what i do
watching the candle flicker
out in the evening glow
i cant let go
when will this night be over
i didn't mean to fall in love with you
and baby there's a name
for what you put me through
it isn't love it's robbery
i'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
seen a lot of broken hearts
go sailing by
phantom ships lost at sea
and one of them is mine
raising my glass
i sing a toast to the midnight sky
i wonder why the stars
don't seem to guide me
i didn't mean to fall in love with you
and baby there's a name
for what you put me through
it isn't love it's robbery
i'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
the ghost of you and me
when will it set me free
i hear the voices call
following footsteps down the hall
trying to save what's left
of my heart and soul
watching the candle flicker
out in the evening glow
i can't let go when will this night be over
i didn't mean to fall in love with you
and baby there's a name
for what you put me through
it isn't love it's robbery
i'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
i didn't mean to fall in love with you
and baby there's a name
for what you put me through
it isn't love it's robbery
i'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Posted by van at 7:38 PM
i had sch trng tis morning.quite tired!the whole world has alr watched i nt stupid too bt i havent!:(
no tears so far even tho im stil kinda sad.chewy said tis to mi b4 "if he did say tat he dun mind ur past, he shld 4giv u.tis incident is considered s ur past rite?" mayb to him it's nt considered as my past.fren told mi tat he was coming to sch to teach her stuff.the moment i heard tat, i got nervous.actually i was also quite scared tat i might breakdown in front of him.aft trng i tried to be normal n left sch.while walking out, i was tinking if he din ask mi to 4get abt tat day, hw the situation is goin to be like.
since he has alr made up his mind n wans us to be like tat, i'll jus go wif it.tat's the oni thing i can do nw.i cant force him to do sth tat is against his wish rite?i wan him to be happy.by forcing, he wldnt be happy @ all.im nt gona stop loving him.i'll jus stand aside n wait til the day he can get over wif the incident.i noe tat day wil nv come..
boy,
if der's tis day whereby u can get ovr wif the incident, make the 1st move.if nt i'll nv noe tat day has come.if u nid a listenin ear, hlp, anithing tat is within my limits, u can look 4 mi.i'll nv turn u away.i miss u..
if it's meant to be, it's meant to be..
Posted by van at 4:36 PM
Friday, February 17, 2006
i tot tat i wld be fine today.apparently im nt.i went to sch wif a heavy heart.i jus felt so terrible til i cldnt hold bac my tears.i had chem pract 4 two hrs 1st ting in the morning.it was the time i had to pretend s tho im fine.i had to pretend tat im nt sad.
aft tat was break.i told chewy everytin.chewy said,"i dun understand y do u stil like him so much wen he doesnt even wan to 4giv u on sth tat is nt ur fault @ all." well, tat triggered my tears.i wiped off my tears n stopped crying b4 we met belly.chewy den left us to sell the tickets @ the booth.belly n i settled dwn @ the hockey table.she went to buy her food while i sat der all alone.i din wana eat coz i dun hav the mood to eat @ all.i skipped dinner ytd too.i jus dun feel like eatin @ all.belly kept asking mi if i wana eat.seeing tat im nt my usual self, belly asked mi wat had happened.i told her everyting n i cried again.she said tat even if tis kinda of thing happened to her, she wil nv tell her bf.i cant do wat she said coz i'll feel guilty keeping it frm him.
b4 we went 4 our econs lect, we went to visit chewy.she asked mi if im alrite.i told her no n i hugged her n started tearing.i was actually quite scared tat he wld c mi in such a state.i dun wan him to noe tat i cried so badly.i dun wan him to noe tat im nt ok @ all.all coz of sth he told mi tat day"if u r sad, i will feel sad too" i dun wan him to feel sad.i wan him to be happy.
i din c him in econs lect today.i tot he was sick or sth.i wanted to msg him bt i dun hav the courage to.i was scared.i duno wat im scared of.wen my frens n i were goin 4 our bio pract, i saw him.lucky by den i dun look like i've cried.aft bio lect, i saw him again.i was kinda ok den.
aft sch, i can finally tk off the mask.it was drizzling.it reminded mi of wat he told mi tat time.he told mi tat he will walk mi hm frm sch the next time it rains.he told mi tat quite sometime ago.frm den on, wheneva it rains those words will jus kip echoeing in my head.
tat day wen my fren told mi herself tat she stil likes him.i tot of givin him up to my fren.i tot of withdrawing.in the end i din coz i rmb-ed those words ivy n wanting had said to mi.
a gal hu was oni 12 tat yr sumhw got touched by one of her classmates.she was offended bt din hav the courage to confront tat guy.wat can she do?all she did was to kip everyin to herself n of coz tried to move away frm tat guy.wen she was 15, her bf asked if was willing to pet wif him.she broke of with him rite away.1 yr later wen she saw tat guy, she gt freaked ot n ran away.
wanting told mi tat der will be a day whereby u will feel vv terrible wen u lose the 1 u reali like, tat will also be the time u hav to grow up.yea.im growin up nw.tis path isnt gona be easy 4 mi.
some1 once told mi tat women can 4giv their husband 4 cheating on dem bt men on the other hand can nv do tat.tis is because men value their pride mre than anything else.
hw will the me tml be like?i duno.der's trng n im goin to delta to meet tracy.der's a hockey carnival on sun 4 mi.hai.bzbz.wil i be able to play properly?wil i be affected jus like tat time?i duno..
love is patient
love is kind
love is unconditonal
every moment tat i had spent wif u
is the moment tat i treasure..(big bully is big bully.cl is cl.dey r two different ppl)
Posted by van at 5:21 PM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
im feeling damn dwn nw.i jus cant accept the fact tat we can nv be tgt.der's a sayin which say tat loving som1 doesnt mean u hav to be wif him.seeing him happy wld be enuff.it's rite.bt it's hard to do.aft tat incident, i felt v disgusted.i felt tat i dun worth his luv @ all bt i've nv told him.i felt tat he deserves a beta ger.i knew tat a relationship wil oni work when bth of us hav to honest to one another.tat's also the reason y i din kip anyting frm him.since wen i noe wat a horrible past i hav, it bothers me wheneva i reali like some1.some frens said tat im stupid bcoz i told him abt the incident n caused soo much unhappiness.m i goin to jus randomly agree to be wif any guy jus like wat i did b4?nah.im nt.hw long do i nid to get ot of this?another few yrs?perhaps.
Posted by van at 10:16 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
BOO!!im feeling vv tired NW!!
i wore rg sch uniform today!!laila said i looked gd in tat uniform n she cldnt recognise mi.((:
sch was alrite today.i had bio lecture test.i din fin studying it coz i went to delta ytd to pass ziya the jersey n i somehw got hooked to the matches goin on.hehe.the guys' match was v xciting.i c yellow card goin in n out of the umpire's pocket.tat was like my 1st time seein so many cards! hmm..i wanted to pon bio lect n crash my fren's lect bt my bio tutor is v nice to mi so i din pon.mcq was alrite.i died @ the open ended qns!i toked to chewy wen the time was up n my paper was tken away by one of the teacher.haha..
i hav a v nice fren hu accompanied mi to j8 to look 4 the samsung shop.THANKS!i made a mistk.the samsung shop is nt in j8.it's located in ps!i went der n got my mp3 fixed.i hav to wait 4 like 2days.tat's long!!i wan my mp3 bac!:(
i havent been tokin much abt my lovelife.i dun think he wil eva visit my blog again so i tink it's kinda safe to write it hir.hmm..all these while i pen dwn my feelings somewher.somewher ppl cant read.yep.sometimes i wonder if my feeling 4 him is real.i, myself, dun believe tat i can like some1 wen i oni noe him 4 abt a wk.somehw, tis feeling is confirmed to be real by some events tat had happened between us.the amt of tears i shedded wen things between us went wrong, the feeling of being lost wen he told mi he liked mi n my another fren n the shyness i experience wheneva i see him, all these convinced mi tat the feeling i hav 4 him is real.nw, things between us arent tat gd.sometimes i wanted so much to tok to him ovr the phone bt i jus dun hav the courage to dial his no.i wanted so much to share wif him my problems n crap wif him via sms jus like wat we used to do.i like n hate the day 31/01/06.it was the 1st time we went out n the 1st time he said he missed mi cos he was phoneless for days.it was also the day when i did sth wrong n frm tat day onwards, things will nv be the same s b4..
Posted by van at 8:05 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
2 mre days to vdaY!!yep.it's gona b another vday spent wif my frens.lucky der's trng tat day if nt it wld b a lonely one 4 mi.*phew*
hmm..hav i eva spent vday wif a special sum1 b4??let mi tink..i tink yes, once.yep.tat's like few yrs bac.yepyep.tis yr i've my husband, wanting, wif mi!!we agreed on exchangin flowers!!yeah!!it's been long time since i last receive real flower!wanting i wan a BLUE ROSE!cos i wana get rid of the 1 tat i kept 4 like 4 yrs.((:
love is to c urself thru some1's eyes
love is to find urself in some1's heart
Posted by van at 12:37 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
heyhey..results arent tat gr8 bt im fine nw.
i went to meet the hoc peeps @ queensway.i bought the same turf shoes as my husband!!lala..we r jus so lovin.haha..im so gona buy a new pair of sports shoes.yeahyeah!!daddy is gona buy 4 mi!
uncle said he wana buy mi a mp3 bt it muz hav the function to record.walked ard n ard wif uncle to look 4 1 2day.i saw tis sony mp3 n i fell in love wif it rite away.i din buy tat coz it cant record stuff.damn.walked ard n ard again.finally, bought a samsung mp4!hehe..
semi wasnt tat gd.we lost 1-0.hai.we werent fighting as a team today.we were a team wif no confidence n determination.we din lost to dem gers.we lost it to ourselves.
im soo tired.i duno where to go nw.as in poly or jc.hai.dad n uncle wan to c mi in jc.:(
Posted by van at 9:43 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
results will be out in a few hrs' time.im scared. reali scared! hai.. gp teacher n ct hope tat i'll stay in rj.but i hav my fears, i hav my stress.hai.if i stay, i wil to make a decision on which trng to choose, nationals or sch.workload is another thing.gp is also one of my fears.im afraid tat i wil retain bcoz i failed gp.arg..can i nt study?haihaihai
im goin to buy turf shoes wif the peeps later.wil i go wfi a sulky face all depends on my results.i tink im gona buy the same turf shoes s my husband if u noe hu im toking abt.haha
Posted by van at 10:32 AM