Friday, May 21, 2010
many do not see how much their parents love them till they are caught in a situation or they need hlp. it is the same for my younger brother and myself. my dad was bz on my 21st party and he tries to fulfill my wants. hahah. im really evil. i keep asking him for things.
tk the day i missed my lab exam for exam, the original condition was to do better this year to get a new mp3 but i told him i cant and i still wan a mp3. he said okay. lol. im still looking for mp3. only creative has expandable memory and i dun wan creativeeeee. zz..
alright. jus felt like typing,hoho.
Posted by van at 6:53 PM
Sunday, May 09, 2010
i wonder if i really do hate u.
i wonder if im feeling this way because of the phobia that it has left me
im over the emo period but there seems to be sth that i cannot seem to be able to express or get it out. i myself duno wat im feeling. i wan to help u yet im afraid of facing u. i duno hw i wld react and i do not know if i hav the capability to contain it.
i really wish u well. look forward to ur 21st and a new environment, nus, i guess. jiayou. change is a constant. some dislike while others embrace.some would feel lost and aimless when there is a change but we all need to be able to deal w it within the shortest time n move on w life. this is how some ppl keep their smiles on most of the time. i hope u are able to do so as well(:
tat was wat i typed b4 the trip but it didnt feeel right to publish. haha. i feeeel so much better aft the trip and a nice talk w mas on our last night tgt in msia. i will be like iris (character in the holiday), goodbye past.
i jus wan to enjoy my life with the lovely friends that i have found and create more beautiful memories to keep and look back on:D
Posted by van at 11:25 PM