Thursday, November 29, 2007
how does it feel to be hurt be some1 u cared for?
how does it feel when u tried bringing the person back to the correct path but failed?
how does it feel when u look all around u are ppl w the look of disapppointment?
how does it feel to see some1 u love crying over tat brat?
how does it feel when the house is turned upside down becos of 1 immature brat?
how does it feel when u noe tat what the rest are doing is not going to hlp but instead spoil him?
how does it feel to see ppl around u looking worried n frantically looking all over the place for a mssing brat?
how does it feel when all tat has been done for him is being unappreciated?
I DESPISE YOU
Posted by van at 1:38 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
booo.bought my prom dress on friday.i love tat dress.i wonder if it's fit for the ocassion.HAHAH.if my qing n rene see these they wld probably kill me.lol.they accompanied me around singapore tat day.poor rene had to carry her lappy around as well cos she came aft sch.im looking forward for another shopping trip w dem!
hmm i feel FAT!i had to tk size m instead of the usually s.zzz.even bf urges me to stop sitting in front of the tv n start exercising.it's tough.getting stadmina back through running is reaaly not easy.i've been trying to run for 30min but i hav been failing.im jus not strong mentally.i even feel tat it's a chore to finish 10min of the run.sigh i guess i beta stop playing hockey..:(
Posted by van at 12:18 PM
Thursday, November 22, 2007
I AM DONE W A LEVELS!!omg!!!LIKE FINALLY!!i can finally rest my mind n slack without feeling guilty abt it.the feeling is nice n weird at the same time.actually it's kinda sad as well cos u'll nv meet ur bestest frens in the familar place n do the usuall stuff anymore.
SITI MASTURA, BELICIA ONG MEILING, NOR FAEZZAH AND CHOY CHIAW YEE
here's a BIG THANK YOU to u ppl. these crazy gals here have certainly brightened up my life in rjc.i wonder how i wld be if u ppl werent there.they were the ones who have made lessons more interesting by having our mini conversation amongst ourselves (tat explains y are my grades bad n im often the one who initiate the conv) and of cos our special way of taking our brains of books during breaks!!!lol..well, we feast aft every single examinations bcos of the bad influence from the rich n pampered kids in our group (cy wld nod in agreement!). it's bcos of dem tat i walk into restaurants other than fast food restaurants to have a meal.anw, i seriously do enjoy ur company esp in bridging!!!lol.thankyou thankyou i love u ppl(((:
SUP, SWEEEEEETHEART, DECOY AND NADZ
A BIG THANK YOU to u ppl as well. when we are tgt, we try as much as possible to luff at others n gossip abt u-know-who or rather update each other abt u-know-who.it's reali enjoyable to hang out w u ppl cos it always if not frequent ended up with stomach cramps.it often makes me feel tat i cant leave the conv. i duno y.haha.usually decoy, sup n i will go non-stop abt our games over the weekends. i guess this is how it is when u r w ppl of the same interest.
nadz: a gal who was quiet to a gal who is noisy now.
decoy: some1 who was afraid of me to my good pals.
sweetheart: some1 i whom i disliked to my good helper in relationship esp the 1 last yr.
sup: i didnt reali noticed her n hav forgotten how she started hanging out w us.HAHAH.she's my cabby partner aft trng n of cos my good pal as well!!
okay ppl im freeeeee so date me if u wan n my bf will be in an island on my birthday so dun assume tat my bf will celebrate for me n i will not be free.plss dun let me spend my 19th birthday alone!!!damn im 19 very soon my age will start w a two!i'll be olddddd n haggard by then.lol.
ciao((:
Posted by van at 9:55 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
bio paper 3 today was a BOMB!omg.im gona see a u for bio on my results slip.....sigh.BOMBBBBBBBBB!!!:(
Posted by van at 11:16 AM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
booo!!my blog is dead so is my tag board.guess no1 loves me n cares abt me.tat's very depressing.5 more papers to go.econs tml i wish it was nv theR!!!zzzzzzzim soo looking forward to prom shopping n remove tat thing is it's cheap n affordable!!hahaha.bels noes wat i mean.i hav many frens in hockey but how many of dem are my goodfrens?whenever im with dem i feel left out becos i haven't been keepin in touch w dem.there's this gap between us.i always tot it's all my fault bt realise tat i jus dont hav gdfrens there.once there is no communication, there wil be a gap..
Posted by van at 4:43 PM