Sunday, May 25, 2008
i havent been happy aft matches till today. other than my better performance, i am happy for my gd frens. i really am. it felt as tho i was the lead!hahaah. to my frens, u noe who u are congrats and i am happy for u ppl. bims, i wan to meet u gals soon!!(:
Posted by van at 12:01 AM
Monday, May 19, 2008
ytd's match was crap. well, ever since 2nd round has started, we havent had any decent match. it is true that the results that we have obtained in the 1st round is by fluke? being a member of the team of cos i will deny it. but then again, what evidence do i hav to support my stand and convince others? i am really upset abt myself and the team. i duno why we played w lil or no spirit. i havent been performing since the start of the season! just wat is wrong. every match i try to bring up my game but i always failed. i want to know the reason. i wan to rectify it. i dun like playing this way. i dun like.
Posted by van at 5:56 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
omggggggg nus is taking way too long to process my application! Maybe they don’t want me. Upset.
On a lighter note, my weekend was great. What beats being able to meet my boyfriend and spending quality time with him? Anyway, that guy was supposed to meet me like around 12-1pm to study for his test this week. In the end we only met at around 530! I was still thinking that if he finishes early, we could catch what happens in Vegas! Sigh. It wasn’t his fault though. He didn’t sleep much on Friday night due to project. I heard he finished his project only at 6am. Life’s pretty tough in there. *shakes head
He stopped studying at about 830 and wanted to have dinner. I requested for supper buffet at sakae as I had been craving for it a long time ago. Since he didn’t have anything against that idea, we went for our dinner-cum-supper at hg point. We had 45min before the buffet started so we waked around and spent most of our time at this fashion! I wanted to buy ¾ pants for university so I walked around to look for suitable ones. After some time, I finally set my eyes on these particular two ¾ pants. He suggested on getting a top to go with them so I could make better judgements.
Hence, we kept going round with a mission in mind- to look for a decent and matching top. I almost couldn’t find anything that fits the bill. At last, I found one blackie toppy that fits the bill pretty well (:
The next step is the practical time! Haha I tried both bottoms with the top and I think I look like auntie. I thought I was oversensitive so I walked out of the changing room to show him. He asked me to wear a skirt instead! I told him what I felt and he felt the same! I think I should go hunt for jus-above-knee pants instead!
Well, time passes fast when you are occupied. Soon it was time for the buffet! We went there full of hopes and are prepared to wipe out the sushi there. We tried the salmon and prawn on the bend. Both have a little foul smell and tasted like … we thought it was because they had been left on the bend far too long so we ordered salmon and prawn. To our horror, they tasted as bad. Those made us lose our appetite totally. Lucky we ate better and safer food- sushi and dofu- before the salmon n prawn were served to us. We rotted till 12am. Hehe. I like…
ohhhhhhhhhh i want a BLACKIE hp next. Okay that’s very random.
Off to do my own stuffffff buaybuay
Posted by van at 3:46 PM
Friday, May 09, 2008
Apologies for ending my previous post abruptly! I was asked to do work and I had a feeling I would have the time to finish writing. Well, I was right about it.
Hmm so actually the building that my company is situated at has pretty cool lift system. I heard from a colleague there are actually TWO lifts in which HOLE. One will be able to travel all the way to B1 while another can only bring us to level ONE. At times, there will be abrupt stops and “the woman” trapped in the lifts would say,” serving other deck”. It actually sounded more like “SAVING other deck”. Haha. Maybe there are problems with my ears. Oh well who cares? (:
Thought it is cool to have such lifts as it cuts the waiting time, I don’t like it simply because it gives me headache when it does that way too often in a single ride. I have low blood pressure since I was young so I get headaches and feel giddy easily while travelling in motor vehicles. This is not an exception.
Anyway, I did mentioned that I bought a new stick right? Last night was the first time I used it. I actually felt good. Hahah. Let me show you my new love. Hahahahahaha.
Alright people, I am tired so I am going offfff. TAKE CARE (:
Posted by van at 9:27 PM
Hellooooooooooooo!
Yesterday, I almost lost my hp again. Lucky the whole of this floor belongs to SLA so a colleague picked up my hp. I thought I left my hp in the toilet so I rushed to the toilet upon realising it. The toilet here requires us to use a key to unlock it and only staff of SLA has the key. When I went to the toilet and found out that my hp wasn’t there I thought it was some dishonest colleague of mine who took it. I went back to the office panicky as I thought I really lost it AGAIN. I called my hp and a lady picked up. Here’s the conversation:
Me: hello may I know who is holding on to my hp?
Lady: what model is your hp?
Me: E65.
Lady: where did you lose your hp?
Me: in the toilet.
Lady: in the toilet……
Me: yes, in the toilet.
Lady: what is your hp plan?
*me getting increasingly impatient and annoyed
Me: why are you asking so much?!
Me: starhub
Lady: no. what is your hp type?
me: nokia E65.
*heard her voice approaching……
Posted by van at 2:53 PM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Hello. I am finally done with the work given. I am left with half an hour at work! Time fliessss!
Anyway training was a killer as usual. Doing weights before going to the field to train killed me right away. I have absolutely no strength to lift up those weights! I need help! Maybe I have to do self training but I am reluctant to do so. Sigh. My left arm is very weak! It is very much weaker than my right arm. Yuck lopsided arms. I seriously don’t seriously do not want my arms to get any bigger! I am a lady not a man. Sigh.
Alright I am going to pack. Sorry for such a short post but I am really tired. I wana sleepppp.
Posted by van at 5:32 PM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Hello again. It is 1.5hr away from knocking off! (:
Have I mentioned that the rjc hockey girls were denied a chance to enter quarters? I guessed I didn’t. Well, the girls were a little unlucky this yr and maybe they have a part to play in this as well. They lost to aj 1-0 so the rest of the matches were very crucial.
I went to watch their first match which is against aj at ccab. I understand that they might be nervous as it was their first match. Second half of the match was postponed due to lightning from a far away land. I thought it was good that the match was postponed so they would have the time to calm themselves down and play a better match. However, I was wrong or aj was lucky and they defended well. In the end the score line was 1-0 to AJ. I was very disappointed. I heard they won aj 3-0 during friendly match.
Their last and the most important match was against ac. They needed a win to enter quarters. They drew with ac and so they were out. I heard from adee that they were very unlucky.
On a high note, I have TWO acc for this laptop that I am using in the company!!! Hahahahahaha. One is with extremely restricted internet access and another with less restricted internet access. Obviously, the acc with extremely restricted internet access is what I am supposed to use! I cannot be bothered as surfing the net is what I do to kill y boredom. Lalala.
Oh oh, ntu offered me chemistry and biological chemistry. I can do green chemistry, medicinal chemistry or food and technology (I think.). Yes, it is a lot of chemistry and I really like chemistry. I should be happy since it is something I will like. I will not deny that I think I will like studying it but I know for sure I will not like to make it my job. This is because I will have to do lots of research work and I really loathe it. I have never like doing research and reading the ever long articles. ):
I actually hope to enter the same school as bf. Look, we have been in different school all the time and this is university where the both of us will probably stay in the hostel during the weekdays. Where do we get the time to meet up? At least if we are in the same university, we can still meet up as and when we feel like it. Then again, it should be alright if we are in different university right? Alright, I pray and hope that nus offers me a course that I will want though I know the probability of it happening is very low. ):
Ahhh I want to get into nus because I know most of my friends will be there!!!! I don’t want to wander into a new environment like what I did in JC though the end was good. -screamssss
Posted by van at 4:31 PM
Monday, May 05, 2008
Hello World Wide Web! I haven’t been updating about my life much right? Here you go
The national team/u21 team played against the aust team last mon and tues, the score lines were 4-1 and 4-0 respectively. We lost both games, I felt that we could take them and we weren’t that bad actually. Everyone in the team got a chance to prove their worth and I guess I blew mine away. I actually trembled when I got the ball! Haha. Is that how someone playing at the national level should have reacted? Sometimes I wonder if I really did start playing hockey since I was in pri 5. The way that I’m playing and how I have reacted in some matches showed otherwise. However, I am not going to let these affect me. Like I have told sup, I am going to build up my mental strength because I realised that it is my weak mental strength that let me down in most matches. I will start with the psychology booklet that Chris gave us and I will constantly remind myself to press on during all trainings- the tough and the slack ones.
I slacked both fri and thurs away. I did my usual idling around on wed and met bf at night to chill out. It is nice spending time with him by just sitting at the void deck. It slows the pace of life (well my pace of life is pretty slow though) and allows you to notice the little details that you will tend to miss out in your all-so-hectic life. It also allows me to talk to him more as he is usually busy in the weekdays. OCS is killing my bf, constantly draining him out and thus, he doesn’t have the time to call me and falls asleep after a few messages.
When he just entered OCS, he told me that after these two weeks he would go to air wing and would have more time for me. He used to call me everyday and now that he is in air wing I hardly receive calls from him. He said that if he was in infantry, he would not have the time to send the few messages that he sends me now and books out on sat which means less time to hang out. Well, one starts to get greedy when they have little of something or have achieved their aim. Now, I feel that my results are not good enough as I cannot get into the course of my choice. I have a friend who has already reached her goal but because of her gp result, she felt upset about it at times. See what I mean by greediness? I guess it is because of the presence of competition that the nature of human character is showed more evidently. Alright, I will learn to be contented with what I have. Besides that, my bf suffers more than I do (: JIAYOU BF!
Anyway, bf and I caught iron man on thurs. it was good and the company was great (duh). After movie, bf rushed to meet his family and his favourite restaurant to have delicious xiaolong bao (I think) hahaha. Pardon me for my poor memory. I think too much slacking has caused more of my brain cells to die or maybe I didn’t make the effort to remember. Please do not kill me bf! You forget things as well. Hehe. I actually I miss studying. The rate of neurogensis (did I get the spelling right?) in my brain can be regarded as non-existent as I didn’t learn anything new or memorised anything and that also means I am not getting any smarter :(
Friday was my first day of work at Singapore land authority. I had problems locating the building as the directions from the mrt station could only led me to 8 shenton way. When I came out of the mrt station, all I could see was BUILDINGS! I didn’t know which building to go to as I have no idea which is temasek tower! I had to ask around. As a result, I was a few minutes late. Anyhow, meet Adrian as instructed by my job agent from recruit express. Oh wait before I go on, I wanna praise my job agent! He is the nicest job agent I have ever met! He kept helping me looking for jobs when I kept rejecting the job he proposed. I must say, he has really strong perseverance! Thank you for finding me such a great job that kinda fulfils my requirements! Anyway, back to my first day of work. My colleagues are mostly middle aged women. The ones near me are pretty friendly and nice. One of them gave me a cup and just now she asked me to drink more water! Hahaha. They said that I resemble one of the ladies’ daughters while that lady felt that I look like her friend’s daughter. I enjoyed my first day of work (:
After work, I went to training. I dreaded training yet again. Most of us thought that our trainings for that week would be the two matches we had with the aust team but coach said no. my heart broke when coach announced that there was training on fri. anyway, I went and enjoy the training. Chua xinni helped me with stopping of ball while running! Thanks mate! Actually, I was little worried that I would piss her off as I am not as good as her. Hehe. Since she didn’t show it, so I should assume it is fine. Coach stepped up the weights training so now we are dealing with heavier weights and more repetition per exercise. Oh he has included a new exercise which really KILLED me. I guess u would know what state was I in on the following day.
There came sat. I was aching terribly and I wanted so much to slack n laze on the bed forever. However, I didn’t. I went to mas’s house early to watch dvd! We caught THE GAME PLAN. I know I am very very slow. Apologies! (: after that, we watched 27DRESSES. Well, we didn’t finish it as cy wanted us to leave the house and head to tm. The original plan wasn’t like that though. I forgive cy for disrupting us. HAHAHAHA. Well, she has valid reason. What’s more she has already gotten her punishment. She didn’t get to play bridge that day. Hehe. We met up with bel and cy at tm as told. Shortly, cy had to leave and fiz had arrived. We headed back to mas house while cy went to bugis to met up w her family for a short prayer at the temple. We had our usual game at mas house! What can beat that man! I sooo love the people who taught me this addictive game! About an hour later, cy called and bel said, “okay. Last two and we’ll move” hmm guess what? Mas receive a sms from cy that she was at Tanah Merah and Tanah Merah is about two stops from tampines! –screams we were lucky that she was patient. Hahaha.
We went to bali thai for dinner! The food was okay and fiz was worried that we wouldn’t be able to finish all the dishes! Cy said, “don’t worry. You have mas and van here.” It made us sound like we eat A LOT. After dinner, bel and fiz left. The rest of us walked around actually I was the social escort that day. Cy was asking mas about med interview. We left the place at around 9. I was sooo tired.
I received a call from qing to meet at 401. I went though I was really tired. Those asses didn’t tell me that we might be going to sham’s house to watch movie. I insisted on going back to bathe before heading to sham’s place. The gals were nice as they waited for me at the playground. (: sham is the evil gal who tried to persuade them not to wait for me! Well, I still love you sham.
Sun was meeting bf to penisular for stick hunting. We went to champion first and as usual, they refused to let me hit around with the sticks. They should seriously learn from the other shop! the other shop only has grays stick. I tried 7000 again and I really like it. The price was the problem I thought. I called daddy and told him about it. He told me to get it!! Hehehehehe. How happy can I get?!! I was taken aback when I heard that. If only that someone else realises this as well. Zz. I went back to the shop and tried to bargain. Apparently, my bargaining skills aren’t good. He asked me to try 4000. The feel is different and I wasn’t comfortable with it. I don’t if it is because I have already eyed on 7000 so whatever stick i tried it didnt feel nice. :( I bought 7000 in the end. I went home after that as bf was very tired.
Anyway, I am knocking offffff..byebye(:
Posted by van at 5:59 PM
Sunday, May 04, 2008
i hav no no mood to blog cos im hungry! i hav lots to say tho. leave it for next time.hahaha i miss bf
Posted by van at 7:30 PM