Monday, January 28, 2008
finally done w grp stage!i will be playing my semi finals this sat at delta at 8pm. IF U R MY FREN, U BETTER MAKE SURE U WILL BE THERE TO SUPPORT ME!(: jokin haha
to my team mates (not like they will read): yes, it's semi. it is a very impt match cos a win gives us the green light to enter finals. pls do not feel pressurized or nervous cos most of the time u will end up screwing up the match. i believe all if not most have played semi b4 so i hope all of us noe how to control ur emotion meaning DUN FEEL NERVOUS/AFRAID.ALL THE WAY JANSENITES!
anw, bf came out of hell last fri n we met on sat. it felt so good to be able to see him aft sooo long!!he is soo much darker now(only the hands n face). he told me stuff that happened ther which made me go "are u serious" w the omg loook.btw it has absolutely got nth to do w GHOST.haha.okay i hav nth to blog now. im feeling tired
Posted by van at 4:25 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
friday was AWESOME!
i met up w sup, rach, lai, nadz, mus and jenna. we had breeks, pool n drinking (only the chinese drank). i had so much playing pool!we had forwards vs defenders and minas vs ah lians. anw, we went to harrys to drink. well, it's rach n sup's plan to make me drunk.i had 2 tequila shots n a cocktail w 15% alcohol!i felt giddy aft the 1st shot!i think u wld roughly noe hw i felt aft everything.zzz.we took a cab home n i puke in the cab!the road was a lil bumpy n it added on to the giddyness.zzz.
i actually told daddy that i drank.he didnt scold me at all.it was my birthday n i was alrdy home- not wandering outside waiting for potential rapist.hehe.i tot i wld get hangover but i didnt!hehe.i woke up early to watch tv!
i had match on both weekends and we won both.tho we won the game on sat, we actually didnt play well. i feel that we are not improving. i feel that we are complacent.i duno how are u gals feeling.semi is going to be tough. are we all prepared for it?
on a lighter note, my club celebrated the birthday for the jan babies!HAHAH.we had soo much fun!!we hav lil choc indians running n chasing each other eg sya n i. lol she was the one who went round wiping the choc on ohter ppl's face n ended up looking like lil choc indians the most!HAHAHA((:
it's time to say THANK YOU
all those who sent me msg/leave friendster comment to wish me happy birthday
sup, rach, lai, nadz, mus and jenna for making time to celebrate for me n the gifts. (esp. laila for changing ur appointment w ur fren)
meixian for the lady-bird bank n ear stud
yong hong for the godiva choc
ivy n xinni for the anti-oxidant cream for the nails n hands (YES, im using it now)
my colleagues for surprising me w a cheese cake
my BFF for the mini celebration n the in-the-trend bag plus flowery coin purse
i havent gotten a full cake all myself for soooo long hopefully i'll get one next yr?anw, i made 4 wishes this yr!hahaha. im a happy gal this birthday!((: bf didnt celebrate my birthday w me tho hehehe
Posted by van at 4:56 PM
Friday, January 18, 2008
HELLO!! it's my birthday today!!yeahhhhhh im 19 while cy jus turned 18 jus mth?lol
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
ohoh i scored a goal last night!!that's my early bday present??hehehe hopefully i'll score one tml as well!!((:
Posted by van at 5:35 PM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
bf is serving the national now so u ppl better be grateful!haha jking.anw bf was kinda dwn in the 1st few days of ns.he misses his scout mates.IF u think scouting is sissy, u are shallow.they do not play stupid games during the meetings. they draw up plans for camps and hikes and they learn 1st aid, goin thru exams..i hav a useless guide fren!haha that's random.:D
u21 has been good so far.we thought we are in the tougher but it turned out we are in the easier grp. we hav been winning our matches and this week wld be a hectic week for us. we'll be playing police on thurs, src on sat and finally crescent on sun.aft which, we'll be having or postponed match on the following sun.we hav played 2 games so far n i havent scored any goals.
my personal goal for this u21 is to get my form back n hopefully play a better game. fitness wise im not too sure.lol i wan to get fit but im lazy at the same time:S
oh oh in case im not going to blog nx week, let me wish my dear abl ALL THE BEST FOR SAT!
Posted by van at 3:22 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
hello bloggy!
currently, there are many things going thru my mind.
i dun wan bf to enter ns
my birthday
u-21
bimbos
bff
rj team mates
bf is going to the 3rd world in two days' time. he will be confined for two whole weeks. actually, i shldnt be worried tat he cannot tk the trng. somehow somewhat, he begins to vomit aft meals recently. i duno what's happening and that retard doesnt even care. anw, bf n i had bliss n fix puzzle on monthsary. we managed to finish it in abt 3hrs! i gave him 4 photos of us. i included the funny shots. he loves the funny shots the best!*grins
we had a day tgt on mon.we went to watch some chim movie n went east coast park!the 1st time we went der was as frens but nw as a couple! yayness. i cannot express how i felt when we went back der((:
i duno what to do on my birthday. i miss my frens. i miss the rj hockey babes. even though we werent very much bonded as a team, we stil managed to hav fun tgt during trngs. the bims seem to hav gone our separate ways aft the last paper. i miss bridging w dem. i miss the wth-i-am-ur-partner-and-u-are-cutting-me eyes.i miss the oh-man-shld-i-cut eyes.i miss those evil grins from the opposition when the other pair is killing each other unknowingly. i miss my bff. endless bitching sessions. dear sham is busy doubt we can meet up soon.
last but not least, the u21. i wan my team to win!i wan to score goals!
Posted by van at 11:50 AM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
1st match was postponed n we won the 2nd match.
next match is against vj.
Posted by van at 4:35 PM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
i had club trng ytd. i was late for trng as my work ends at 6 so by the time i reached there they were getting ready for the frenly against theresians. we lost the match 2-0. i played terribly. somehow i hav lost sight of wat to do when i get the ball. the feeling is crap. seriously, how can i not be bothered by it when my 1st match is 2 days away? how, how do i get my form n my confidence back in 2 days? we hav a new player in the team. i think the most impt abt it is not abt being able to combine well as a team but the willingness of players to voice out wat they want or unhappy abt and giving the other person time to learn n adapt.
i hope my team mates will be able to voice out as sometimes bottling up of feelings cld lead to hatred towards another person. only when this happens, we'll get a bonded team. it will also hlp in the person's play n team improvement will thus be attained.
anw this morning a lady living in the same block as me asked me for sec4 notes. i got stunned. den she asked, "are u from raffles?"
is tat wat all kiasu parents do? if it's true, den my notes can fetch quite a bit of money! lol. haha. i personally do not tink tat notes from good sch hlps. in sec sch, they all hav a textbook. these textbks are moe approved ones. the content of these bks shld nt deviate much from one another. hence, i feel there is seriously no need for notes from a gd sch. if u are toking abt test papers, yes i agree getting from these schs will be a gd practice for ur child but when ur child cant do it, it doesnt mean he will flank his papers. test papers from these schs are known to be tough n tough here means the standard of the papers are much higher than those set by the moe.
okay now back to me n not those kiasu parents. bf is leaving on the 11th jan. it is exactly one week b4 my birthday. he's gonna be confined for 2 wks so he's not gonna be w me on my birthday. im upset cos i think im gonna spend my birthday alone n perharps working. bf asked me to tk leave. i dun wan to tk leave to rot at home.i tot of hitting the club aft work but nth is confirmed. frens may not be free n may hav match the next day so might not be able to go :s
alright, im stopping. knocking off in 30mins time(:
Posted by van at 4:50 PM