Sunday, September 28, 2008
after so long of cooping at home to mug, i finally dated my bf out!((: we went to the grand cathay to catch biggie stann.hehe. well, all we wanted was a day out tgt so the movie didnt matter.(: i insisted on watching comedy cos i wan to laughhhhh. okay not a very good reason.:(
anw we went to hot dog factory to hav late lunch. we shared a meal((: bf had oreo milkshake. hes not afraid of the china milk crisis cos hes insane! lol. okay wait my entry sounds kinda boring and im not typing coherently.
alright let the photos do the talking:
inside mad jack at park lane(:
wooooo
yummyyyyy!! i had grilled fish that doesnt look like its grilled and strawberry milkshake.bf had chicken baked riceeee and some macha ice blended.and.... we shared cheese friessss((:
unglAMMMM!!
he posed for the camera..
he practised a few times...
well, im jus the background...:(
finally not the background anymore..((:
yummy nice drinkkkkk((:
isnt it beautiful?
up the great wall of china at fort canning!:D
somebody felt tired aft climbing the great wall..heheh i noe why!hahah
near smuuuuuuuu lalalala i love waterrrrrrr but i dun like to swim
alrigth thats all!!hes at the door now!!bb((:
Posted by van at 8:21 PM
Friday, September 26, 2008
hello im back. i went to collect my Alevel cert w mas mas today. mas, bel, fiz n i were supposed to collect tgt n chill a lil at our usual spot but bel doesnt want to collect w us.:( oh well nvm.
hmm i was soo happy when i reached rj. i feel that im home. i feel upset that im alr out of sch. i miss every single bit abt rj. i wan to be back in rj studying. i dun like uni life. i seriously hate it. the thing w uni is that every tests counts and there isnt much support from the teachers. it is very independent. mayb cos im not from poly so im not used to not having teachers to nag at me, going the extra mile to help me.
fyi i failed my midterm. 6 out of 16. the average is 9.14.this test tks up 20percent of my final grade. upon knowing it i really cld come to terms w it. aft visting rj n i read my testimonial from mr loo, i kinda feel more encouraged to keep trying.i hope my batch ppl didnt do v well for the test so i hav a chance to get a better grade. but what are the possibility?lol
on a happier note, mas drove me home!!! AHHHH i feel sososososososo loved! i miss my bunch of frens in rj who played a part in the making of a smarty me. HAHAHAHAHAHA. okay not that smart aft all.:S
the society is complicated. human relationship is more complicated than ever. it wldnt be complicated if u noe hw to deal w it.my dear fren, its really time for u to learn n open ur eyes to things that u try to avoid.im here to listen to u(:
Posted by van at 4:41 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
im not a person who is able to perform right from the start till the end.
den how? wht shld i do since i cant change the sch sys? i seriously wonder what m i doing here in the university. do i belong here? is this where im supposed to be? if i cannot do this course well den why m i hogging on to this spot? why do i have to let my dad's hope fly high when i noe i most probably will dispoint him at the end of the day?
come to think abt it the tests are only 2percent of the total so why do i hav to feel so dejected?mayb exp in rj makes me feel so.in rj no matter how hard i try i jus dun do well.i cannot afford the history to repeat. sigh
i duno hw my biochem mid term will turn out. its freaking 20percent!right now i jus wana dig a hole n hide myself!:(
Posted by van at 10:16 AM