Monday, March 30, 2009
Life is fragile and unpredictable. No one knows when his/her time is up. It is important for us to constantly remind ourselves to live life the way we want and be an angel to most of the people especially to those whom we cherish. It has suddenly dawned on me that people only started to have a conscience after the ones whom they have been bad mouthing about have passed on or are down with chronic illness. Why do people not realise that saying “i am sorry” and “i shouldn’t have” after he/she had passed on is a little too late? All they wanted to do was to make themselves feel better and are not sincere in repenting. I wonder if this applies to all human beings. Will there be people who will think that he/she simply deserves whatever misfortunate that has befallen on him/her? I hate this ugly side of us! Why we cannot be a little more forgiving and less vengeful?
Posted by van at 12:44 AM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
WEEKLYYYYYYYYY POST!
met up w the bimz on fri for a get-tgt and bday celebrations. well bel n i forgot to bring the presents over so it became a get-tgt. mayb that will give us an excuse to meet up for more bridge?HAHAHAH. it was yet an enjoyable chiling session at mas mas place. unlike all the other meetings at some1's place, this time round we had home-cooked foood which was yummy! i seriously suspect that mas had an evil plot in mind to make us gain weight! she is ought to be ...... PRAISED!hahahahahaha! well good stuff are to be shared w frens right so she should be loved and praised by us! lol. i love her manys cos she lifted me off the ground n turned a few rounds when she saw me on fri. it was as tho shes my lover. HAHAHA. it is the typical scene u see on tv aft the couple hasnt seen each in ages.
i was telling my bf abt mas being my lover and he gave me a whatever look. hahahha. so cute! he sent me to delta on sat and something happened along the way. i duno if the stress has been secretly building in me that made me brokedwn all of a sudden. i felt kinda depressive and i got him worried:( i should be fine i guess and i hope. sigh. it is the time of the sem again. omgggg
till dennnnnnnnnn
Posted by van at 6:54 PM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
i wonder why some can speak fluent english while some cant
i wonder why some has no problem in putting their thoughts into words but i cant.
i met up w rj hockers the other day n rach mentioned that employers employ ppl w B for english for O-levels and at least a C for gp at A-levels. it made me feel that no matter how hard i work, i will still lose out eventually. i will still hav to lose to the silent barrier that i hav failed to overcome all these while. i cant help but to hate myself for not being able to brush up my english. it jus doesnt feel good to hav all ur dreams crashed jus like that.
myfutureisapieceofdarkness
Posted by van at 8:46 PM
i hav decided to keep a checklist on the things that i have to do aft exam
ahhhh studying is driving me nutssssssss n the future looks sooo uncertainnnnnn omg
Posted by van at 1:14 AM
Friday, March 20, 2009
here comes my weekly update. i came home ytd!the original plan was to go home w bf since he would be near by but... he freaking tk 4.5days of leave!however, bf didnt mind picking me up despite of the distance!(: like many other girls, that made me very happy and had been looking forward to it since monday?bt sth had cropped up to destroy my dreammm, kill my enthusiasm. i almost killed him for that. i was real tired ytd as i only had abt 4hrs of quality slp. yes thats how lil i had. all of that contributed to my inability to be forgiving. i actually called him to call off the whole dinner outing. being the soft-hearted me, i called him again to ask him to meet me at vivo. zz. anw, we went to white dog at vivo n spent a total of 60bucks!woahhhh thats is second to the amt we spent at fish n co. lol. my poor bf's pocket burns a hole whenever he goes out w me. its not like i dont wan to pay but he refuses to let me pay. hahaha. i still wan to be a lady in the next life (if there is) cos i get free food n entertainment from bf! yay!hahah nah im joking(:
my week has been pretty boring due to the impending exam. zz anw we managed to celebrate my dear 'sis', guan qun(she dreamt that i was her lil sis-.-!), birthday on 12midnight of 19/3. we actually messed up her room in the attempt to 'feed' her w some cream.hehe NICE YUNG CHUEN mopped the room.as for the poor birthday girl, she had to bathe AGAIN!
like i hav said my week has been pretty boring so i shall end hereeeeeeee
Posted by van at 7:01 PM
Friday, March 13, 2009
helllllooooooo. another week is gone n exams will be here in like 30days?things were bad last week but it is alright nw!yep(: i jus love the way things are going. i mean who would want there relationship to be on the rocks?
anw i met bf at jp ytd for dinner!!i jus tot it would be goo to meet him as we didnt meet last weekend n it is a good chance for me to tk a lil break (i HAV been tking breaks!ooops) aft my paper ytd.he then came over to my room to slack n SLP.hahaha. hav i ever mention that he's a PIG?hehehehehe we had japp food ytd n probably contributed to the decreasing number of salmon on earth.lalala. i gave him a lil something ytd n immmm happy that he loves it.yes!hahaha
oh wait before i forgot, i would like to announce that VANESSA PLAYED GOALIE LAST SUN FOR HER PREMIER MATCH!hahahaha.it was really a scary n novel experience! i did save some goals n of cos switch on the panic bell for both my coach n team mates as the opponents almost scored on a few ocassions.HAHAHAHAHA. i was really lucky that day i guess.
the first one that i saved was when i stretched my leggy out n the ball was deflected off my pads(((: when i was the goalie, i realised that i am too accustomed to using my stick to stop the ball. on a few ocassions, i found myself using the stick rather than the pads to stop the ball. for those who do not know, the goalie stick n player stick are different in terms of weight n shape. i did save one by kicking it tho. that was like the 1st proper one n the last(: i was using my stick initially den i dunoo wat had happened that made me use my legs. i was really afriad that i would let in any goals cos we were only leading 1-0 n i was extremely scared whenever i see joan, serene, zhangjun n the angmo in the 25yards:s
no1 from theresians actually knew i was the goalie till some1 called out my name when i made some tyco saves. juanma n roy saw me un-gearing n they were kinda shocked.hahahaha. jansenites players are flexible n well-trained in this area.HAHAHAH.
we will be playing theresians tml n i hope i will not be the goalie!hahahaha. this kinda experience is ought to be shared w others. lol.
Posted by van at 4:16 PM
Sunday, March 08, 2009
hav i been too consumed by the drive to strive?
or is it wrong to do so?
i have been trying
trying hard to make this work
well it doesnt seem like it will
mayb this is the end of it and i shall
bury this deep in my heart.
Posted by van at 11:23 AM
Sunday, March 01, 2009
it's the 1st of march. in abt 4 more week, we will be done w 1/4 wif the yr.woah. thats incredibly fast isnt it?whenever i blog(not recently cos i hav been blogging way too often), i hav nv failed to realise how fast time has passed. it seems like only when like this it den dawn on me that time has zoomed passed so quickly. i believe that this is what many of us would feel when we finally slow down our pace. has anyone ever wonder why does it seem like we are trapped in this cycle of racing time n den realise that time has zoomed passed so quickly again n again? we jus age a yr aft another.why?
oh before anyone of u think that im in some kinda of trouble thus the top of the entry, i would like to clarify that I AM OKAY. MY LIFE HAS BEEN GOOD. it was jus a random thought. haha. anw i hav asked my bf to make has choice of uni only when he has sufficient information abt the universities. i was talking to him the other day n had expressed my thoughts abt it. i swear i didnt tell him w the intention of propaganda him to ntu.i jus thought that it is a very srious matter that has to be given much thought before making a decision and closed all other options. yep. im glad that he understands n didnt feel offended.
anw like i hav said today's the 1st march n that marks the end of recess week. what hav i done so far?i did bs107(both tut n lect notes), math(lect notes),script for project n my project(slides-animation and background) which i will probably get it done today. hahahah.
i hope i will be hardworking till the end of exam and get good grades!((:jiayou my frens!((:
Posted by van at 9:21 PM