Monday, March 24, 2008
Tile :DJ Sammy - Heaven(Slow Version)
Oh, thinking about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now, nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me coming back for more
-[CHORUS]-
Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh, once in your life you find someone,
who wil turn your world around
pick you up when your feeling down
Now, nothing can change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
'Cause our love will light the way
-[CHORUS]-
Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heavenAnd love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heartIt isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
I've been waiting for someone
something to arrive
love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times
And the bad
I'll be standing there by you
Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Ohh, ohh, ohh
Ohh, ohh, ohh
We're in heaven
isnt the lyrics nice? ahhhh i miss my bf!! today's just the start of the 3wks in ocs. damndamndamn!:((
Posted by van at 5:28 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
woah i havent been blogging for quite some time. quick update: i hav quit my job n hav yet to find a new job! actually im pretty worried cos i can sense tat my ah ma is going to blow up at me again for being stupid as i didnt find a job b4 i quit.zz damn i so dun wan tat to happen! i dun wan to feel like shit n frustrated abt these insignificant things!anw my ah ma pestered me to do my uni application (i tot tat's sth parents shld be anxious abt?ha) which made me feel very annoyed n i almost didnt want to do it.tat was how bad it is.
i hav been unemployed for a week n life's pretty nice. i guess it's because my bf is having blocked leave so i get to spend alot of time w him! im soo happy. we went sentosa ytd n visited rach at her workplace!i think the steak she recommanded was nice! highlander has nice music n live band so visit there n make rach serve u!hahahaahahahah!!oh she recommanded a rather unique drink to bf which left a deep impression on him.he is either fascinated by it or the drink is really nice. ha. i cld c a composition of both in his eyes n tone when he talks abt it.hehe. well if oni i rmb to tk a photo of the drink u ppl wld understand why i said it is unique n why my bf kinda likes it. unfortunately my day didnt end perfectly. i shall not elaborate on it. all i can say is that things may get uglier for us bt i really hope we'll be able to hold on to each other n tide over the difficult times tgt.
on a lighter note, i met bims today!we were booked like two weeks ago?lol. anw we had pizza hut n those sweet gals paid for my share n the cost of the dress tat bel supposedly bought for me is shared by the gals as well. what can i say when i hav sweet frens like dem?im glad i met dem in rj. ohoh fiz gav us easter eggs! we did alot of catching up today n nice mas agreed to sastify our itchy hands so we went to bels hse to play bridge!!cheers.im a happy gal!((:
we meet different ppl in different times of the life n are forced to handle different problems n situations. what we can do is that we learn, forgive n forget to make urself a stronger individual n hopefully a more matured one as well. i sincerely hope tat every1 on this universe will not give up on anything jus bcos they hav encountered shit n hav lost hope in everything or mayb jus tat particular thing/issue (i cant seem to find a better word than 'thing' mayb cy, bel or jus ppl w gd standard of english can hlp.ha). tho it may tk awhile for u to forget abt tat matter, pls dun lose hope.it is really impt for u to tell a fren if u really feel sucky/frustrated abt what u hav jus encountered as bottling things up will not solve the problem n it may actually drive u mad.listen to what ur frens hav to say abt it n heed those advices (i mean those gd ones only). BELIEVE IN UR ABILITY cos tat's sth tat cannot be taken away from you!
okay im pretty much done w it. i wana tk out my contacts!bb
Posted by van at 10:46 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008
now tat ive passed my As, i hav to worry abt uni course. it seems like ive been worrying non-stop. it was season then common test den prelims den As den results now course in uni. zz it suckssssssss. damn it. i do not hav any idea on wat to do w my life. im serious. i duno wat course to tk. i dun wan to tk the wrong course n regret my decision! how, how do i make a PERFECT decision? tell me wat is best for me. tell me wat shld i do next. tell me which course shld i tk. i need some1 to guide me. i need some1 who is invincible, some1 who knows wat is gd for me n suits me. where can i find such person? ha. zz.
to tell the truth, im actually apprehensive. im uncertain. im afraid to tk the step out. im afraid to make the wrong move n jeopardise my future. sigh. i dun wan to be asked to do sth i dun like either. im troublesome right? i guess it is bcos this is a grave matter tat cannot be tken lightly. mayb this explains why i am so uptight.
i wan a course tat i will enjoy studying and will lead me to a job tat i will enjoy doin. in addition, there must be a market for it! wat will this course be?
on a lighter note, today's my last day of work! im be enjoy life w bf n look for a new job in the meanwhile!!yayness! oh oh i bought clothes!!haha ive been buying clothes ever since i started working! i only buy when there's sales!hehe!i bought a skirt for 11.7! cheap isnt it?lalala. i saw this nice necklace which cost $24. i was soo tempted to buy it!oh boy, it is so lovely! i asked bf to buy it for me as he still owes me my bday present but but he REFUSED to. he thinks tat it is my bday so he wants to give me sth unique plus he doesnt think tat i need a necklace!! arg! wat a jerk! haha!
anw, i went for national and u21 trials. it was ______. anyhows im sooo glad to be able to play hockey w wanting again!!hahaha she injured herself again!!!! how sad.rest well babe!
Posted by van at 5:12 PM
Friday, March 07, 2008
AHHHHH!!! IM SO PROUD OF MISS SITI MASTURA, MR NEO SHI QUAN, MISS CHEW KAI QING AND MR ANG GUAN HENG!!
AND OF COS MYSELF!
Posted by van at 5:03 PM
Thursday, March 06, 2008
i realised it is easy to say "aiya, ive did my best so i will not be upset even if my results is like shit" but it's difficult to do it. im worried. yes, wat's the use of worrying when everything has been decided and there's nth a pathetic mortal, me, can do. i noe that all along but it jus doesnt make me feel any better. i noe i will be disappointing many. i noe i wld cry when i see my results. i noe i will be vv affected by it. i noe i'll be laughed by many. i noe i wld be in a vv bad mood so whoever reading this BEAR THIS IN MIND, DO NOT ASK ME FOR MY RESULTS. i swear i'll BLOW UP. i noe my results will be somewhat similar to my prelim results which means i'll only pass math, chem and econs? well, im not so sure abt econs.
does it really make some1 better prepared for worst if he/she noes that he/she will get shit results? mayb yes, mayb no.
my dad thinks tat jus a pass for every sub will do but in actual fact it isnt. it is so competitive here in singapore. it is soo freaking tough to get into any local university!i guess i'll jus go to poly aft this.hmm get rdy to enter and adapt to a new environment in mid april?yes, tat's wat im going to do.LAUGH ALL U WANT, ASSHOLES!
ifeellikeimstandinginthemiddleofthecrossroads,notknowingwhatmynextstepis..
Posted by van at 5:34 PM
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
as i was thinking abt the release of results on fri, i came across this familiar phrase "trying is what counts" (yes, it is on my msn nick). i no longer worry abt the release of results. i no longer worry abt failing to reach the expectation the ppl around me hav of me. it is because i hav tried. i didnt give up when things didnt go my way. i didnt give up when some of dem in sch were laughing at me for going to rjc when im only a neighbourhood sch student w only 20pts. der were many times where i felt like giving up but i didnt. isnt tat gd enuff?
look, it was easy for me to go thru a jc education. it wasnt easy for me to go thru a jc education in RAFFLES.
i shld plan wat my next step is instead of worrying.
ALL THE BEST TO THOSE COLLECTING UR RESULTS THIS FRI!
Posted by van at 3:53 PM