Tuesday, May 31, 2005
hey ppl!!havent been bloggin.i gone blog abt 2day.had my o level chinese paper 2day.wat can i say abt the paper??well oni 1 word "SUX" BOO!!!hurmpz!i duno wat was i tink 4 the 1st 45min of paper 1.i wasted soo much time on the letter writin which carries 20 marks??the paper was soo damn messy so i decided to re-write.wat happened nx?i dun hav enuff time 4 compo which carries 50 marks.wth.my suggestion n conclusion are lyk shit.boo!!!studied the 135 chenyu.sentence makin both qns 2 words oni!no chenyu!!wth!!!i juz anihw make a sentence.pissed!!fill in the blanks out of 5 i oni wrote 3.haiz.close was alrite.coz it hav to depend on my luck.coz i duno wat's the meanin of the words so i guessed.checked ans wif my fren.confirm 1 wrong.the compre was a KILLER!!the ans cannot be found in the text and it carries 6 marks?i juz crapped..haha..playin wif my marks eh??dun care..can get b can le..i dun ask 4 mre.enuff of tat stupid exam.went compass point aft tat 4 lunch.had bk!!yepyep..aft which accompanied bryan to look 4 a tie..coz he doesnt hav 1 and he nids it tml as career quest is tml!.bought veet to remove my leggy hair!!waHAhahHAHa..went bac n out again to meet up wif wende,qing and bryan to go to rivervale mall 4 a haircut.went wende's hse to c the clothes tat he's wearin tml.it's ok lah.bt abit too baggy.went rivervale mall the ec hse.der was 3 hair dresser.2 female n 1 male.a lady was alrdy waitin 4 her turn went we reached.shortly, a lady hairdresser had finish cuttin, the lady hu was waitin asked us to go 1st.kq went.den the male hair dresser was free so bryan went.finally tat hair dresser tat the lady wans was free.both wende n mi dun wan the guy to cut 4 ask.i wan the 1 hu was cuttin 4 kq n de wan the other lady.i knew bryan wldnt tk a long time to hav his hair cut so i went outside to hide.leo,wende n i talked outside ec.we went in n den a man walked in.c-ing tat bryan wil soon b ready, i told the man to go 1st.hehe..lucky he agreed!!nw, wende n i had our hair cut by the hair dresser we wan!!yeah!!went wende hse the bus stop to wait 4 him to go bac n pass his mama sth.den the 3 of us,bryan, wende n i had to wait 4 leo.tat ass.he went cp.assy!haha.waited 4 a long time.we took bus to kovan to play pool.well i stil s lousy s b4..sianz..haha.
Posted by van at 2:48 PM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
i cant say tat im nt affected by wat had happened..i cant say tat im nt scared..i cant say tat i did not cry..i cant say tat i was nt 4 hopin sum1 to be der..i cant blame tat person 4 lettin it happen..I CANT I CANT!!
Posted by van at 2:55 PM
i dun nid a shoulder to cry on..i nid it in the past bt nt nw..i dun nid it in the future too..nv wil i eva nid it again..nv..
Posted by van at 11:51 AM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
hir i am to blog abt ytd..hehe..a lil late though.*gRiNz* went to my fren's hse to do work.watched my fav program 1st.missed a lil bt nvm..coz usually i oso miss a lil.yep.left around 3plus.went to buy conatct lens.i took quite along time to wear it!!sickening!haha..left eye was harder!tking out was ez.guess im a pro nw??lol..no lah no lah..reached hm stared at com 4 awhile den went dwn to play bad..gosh!im soo rusty nw!!somehw i miss sun jiao lian's shoutin,miss him callin my name,miss him teasin mi,miss him sendin mi to mrt station aft trng...I MISS HIS EVERYTIN!!:(younger bro was jealous tat i'm allowed to wear contact lens..lalala..i used my own $$ loh..din ask $$ frm daddy..havent been saving..spend n spend is all i do!!i gotta save $$..i havent pay my bills yet!!lalalalala..sory singtel!!hehe..dinner was gr8!!had steamboat!!coz elder bro goin india 4 20 days today!!it's lyk a farewell dinner 4 him..he's leavin 2day..he's goin to a village to teach the kids der..hao wei da ah!!haha..his sch send him der de lah..wil i feel weird w/o him around??*sHrUgS* anw, wish him hav a smooth journey!!byebye kor!!chinses Os is comin wo yao yi lao yong yi!!work hard n get it done!!yep..to all the ppl hu r tkin Os tis yr: all the bez!!give ur bez!!
Posted by van at 5:14 AM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
trng was ok 2day.i cldnt do wat i was told to do.duno y sia.bought a src shirt frm meixian.the shirt is plain n nice.yephmm..ivy n limin noe tat i dun hav tuition 2day so dey ask mi to go dwn 4 premier game against csc.it's @ 430 @ delta.i was rather reluctant to go.haha..bt stil went.reached hm @ 3 left hse @ 330.was soo tired.reached delta round 420 i guess.quickly changed, did a bit of stretchin n the game started.played forward.the score 4 1st half was 1-0.fulll time score was 5-0!!haha..i scored 2!!1st 1 was min hit to mi n i deflected it in.2nd was a one on one wif the keeper n i scored!!weee..one of my teamates dived to put tat ball in.tat was soo nice!!wonder if the cameraman took it.sprained my rist n my lil figure n hav sum scratches on my knee..bt it's ok coz i havent been playin in a hockey match for soo long!!hehehad dinner wif ivy n min.it's been soo long eva since the 3 of us eat together!!had yu ruo mee fen.yumyum!ohya.nid to THANK LIMIN N IVY for askin mi to go dwn 4 the game!!yawns..b4 i go, i wana wish xinni HAPPY 16TH BDAY!!
Posted by van at 2:16 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
yoz!!sory ppl havent been bloggin!!haha..hav been too bz wif my work.my results r disappointin!sigh.gt to buck up!!chinese results sux the most sia!sianz.chinese Os is comin!!im scared!havent been bloggin n i duno wat to blog abt.hehe..have been eatin at fast food tis week.spent alot of money sia.omg.i shld b savin money wat m i doin??well shall start savin next week!!!n ya.i tink i wil put on lots of weight..BOO!!haha..fatty mi!!got to recall wat happen tis week if nt tis entry wil be damn short!!erm..intensive mt started on thurs.wah kao.no pe t4 two weeks!damn!they give us lots of work!!hais!!tis weekend wld b a weekend tat can enjoy..shit!haha..mt Os is comin.SCARED!!!! i wan to do well coz der is the sub tat i can score!4 common test my L1r5 is 21!!nt qualified for a jc!!wth!!had health check on thurs.i tot i wil hav high blood pressure bt thank god i dun hav!hehe..wanted to stay over @ sham's hse tis sun bt daddy dun allow!!his reason is lame.ur bro is leavin on mon.stay @ hm n look @ him.i was lyk "huh? look @ him??" lol..well, it's juz bcoz he doesnt hav a reason nt to let mi go.tuition is cancelled tml coz we wana conc. on chinese.muz jia lots of you ah coz my chinese is gettin worse!szp.haha.reali hope to get gd results!!
Posted by van at 12:30 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
woke up @ 10 2day..watched my fav children programs!!hehe..it's juz sth tat i wil do every sunday morning!!haha..aunties came.they were lyk "hey, wat had happened to ur face??y is der soo mani pimples??" haha..my reason is simple..stress mah..haha..dey did asked abt results.i juz said aiya dun ask lah.it's bad.hmm..well it's reali bad..yep
went ot to study chinese with gh.we bet on the words.well, i won all the 4 bets!!haha..i had my milo n my ice-cream..he stil owe mi one box of 6 piece nuggets n a drink..waHAHahAHA..im the big winner 4 2day :D oh ya!!i bought a new watch!it's different frm the previous !!hehe..
walked hm.he wanted to go pungol park bt it was rather late.the place punggol park reminds mi of *him..hais..i miss those times.sumhw wen we walked bac, i seemed to c i and*him walking bac hm aft movie.hais.these r all in the past..we can nv b lyk b4..
Posted by van at 12:39 AM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
had trng.woke up @ 9.felt soo sleepy.ran 1.6km 2day.ran wif laura, rui, jingyu,sha and yuan.we started off veri slowly.1st rnd was 2min plus.overall our timin was 826.coach say she expects us to do below 8.yep.wil try harder aft runnin i vomitted.haiz..havent been running leh.rusty le lah..stopped trng @ 130 coz i nid to go 4 tuition.soo tired.backachin.im old.hehe.reached cp @ abt 3.went to buy food.wanted to buy fastfood bt den i hav no time to eat.ate bread instead.when i was waitin 4 my bus, cyn scared mi!!haha..jaz was der too.the 3 of us chatted awhile and the bus came.aft tuition dad picked mi up.n hir i am bloggin..havin a headache!!soo tired!!havent been studyin..sumtimes i juz feel so tired!i feel lyk givin up the race bt i cant.i stil hav a long way to go!!sumtimes results hav a gr8 impact on mi!wen i studied soo hard n the result is juz up to my xpectation.it jus discourages mi.havent been studyin since fri..i shall start tml bah.sum of my clzmate r reali hardworkin!!stress!!hAHa..i shall do the same too ;) sumtimes i reali wish tat i hav nv met u..hw life wld b w/o u..gd/bad?*shrugs*
Posted by van at 10:43 AM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
yeah!!common test is over!!haha..FINALLY!!!the results isnt tat gd la.though i havent get the papers bac.i noe la.haiz.tis time my results arent tat gd coz wat?i failed my EMATH tat's the 1st time eva.haiz.amath i lost mre than 10 marks.1st is tat i missed ot 1 qn.2nd is tat i discover my mistk n wen i wan to change teacher said, " pens dwn!" damn.wanted to carry on writin bt i dun wan to cheat.so juz put my open dwn n stared @ the qn..haha.another 1.i 4gt abt the change in y.guess i wil get sum method marks frm der.
thur was phy.even with all the guide given by teacher i tink i wun do well.yep.dumb mi.had pe lesson on thur.played soccer with most of the boys n uncle raj.fun sia.hehe..i missed quite a no. of goals.im seriously nt gifted in soccer.during the game i pulled wende so he cannot get the goal.mi v jian rite??haha..qing was our keeper.she gt sick of being keeper so i swapped with her durin the laz game.im was soo scared tat i wil let in a goal.well, i din!haha
uncle raj asked mi if i wan to go jc n he asked mi which jc i intend to go.i told him sa.he asked mi if i wan to go vj or rj coz he can hlp mi.i eva thought of goin rj.i duno which to choose.guess i will juz send my application to both schs n c hw my o bah.most slightly it wil b sa..coz im afraid tat ppl in rj wil look dwn on mi.im nt s bright s they r.gona work on my sci.i seriously nid hlp in phy!!can ani1 hlp mi wif it??
Posted by van at 10:00 AM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
i tink i screw up my summary.sianz.erm..chem was alrite.:D mrs raj askedus nt to feel so stressed up as tis is oni common test.n ya.conformation: COMMON TEST RESULTS R OUR SA1 RESULTS!!bac to wat mrs raj said.she told us tat she's worried 4 us.she's afraid tat we might juz brk dwn b4 the big Os."save ur energy 4 the last" tat's wat she said.yep.peeps, tis is juz common test so relax!!!the best is yet to cum!!haha..announcement of the new system,DSA.ppl wif talent can enter thru the back gate?yep.i wana go sa.i wana tk sci.der's phrase 1 n 2.phrase 1 is tat a no. of ppl wil be shortlisted.phrase 2 guess is open to those hu arent shortlisted.im goin 4 tat.coz the ppl hu wil be shortlisted wil be those hu gt 14 n below 4 L1R5in their last yr eoy n tis yr mid yr.my mid yr wun be gd n my last yr L1R5 is 16.sianz..haiz.gona work hard!!
Posted by van at 10:44 AM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
BOO!!fell dwn ytd n a construction worker luff @ mi!!!so embarrassin can!!!haiz..emath paper is soo ass!!it's nt difficult!10 qn consists of: 3 graphs n 1 drawing n six qn.the six qn has mani parts n we r oni given 2.5hr!!i cldnt fin my paper!!abt 40 marks gone??der goes my distinction!!hais.tml chem..sian!!soo much to study!!argh!
Posted by van at 10:00 AM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
im angry wif my junior!u shld noe hu u r!y do u wan to torture urself??worth it?wake up!!tink over!!isit worth it??
Posted by van at 1:15 PM
woke up n i felt abit uncomfortable.had slight fever.wanted to do sum work b4 tuition bt i juz cant.felt weak.packed my files instead.
got a call frm bryan n he asked mi nt to luff @ him wen i c his hair.tis stupid guy.lol..i was v curious so i asked him to send mi his pic.all i can say is his "flower" has bloomed!!keke..by the time i go tuition i felt a lil beta.
tuition was ok today.der's a ge tai nhear mr wong's hse.damn distractin man!!the last 1hr or so, i felt tired n had a headache.i cldnt absorb wat mr wong is teaching.Zzzzzz..my headache is KILLING mi!!
went to cp aft tuition.bought phy tys n i went to look 4 serene n yinxi.went mos n eat their food!!hehe..sory peeps!!went bac hm bathed eat..n hir i m bloggin!
uncle juz reminded mi tat Os is comin.he asked mi to prepare..sianz..u tis big fat O!!GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!i hate u!!u make mi feel so stressed out!!!
Posted by van at 12:30 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
the sch damn sux sia.we nid to USE OUR OWN FOOLSCAPE PAPER!!wat an ass!!*BOO!!*had situational writting.had to write resume.damn.i hav nv write tat b4!!i blank 4 a long time sia.write n write den chiong the last paragraph.cham lah.hope to pass.15min aft eng den ss.i guessed i used too much time 4 the 1st qn.chiong-ed my 2nd qn.phew.managed to finish it in time.hehe.aft the paper stil hav sum time b4 recess.stood outside hp's clz to tok to her.havent been toking to her lah.aft recess den normal lesson.chinese was alrite lah.den cme.miss mel told us tat the common test marks may b taken into consideration.wat the hell loh!!1 moment say no mid-yr den nw common test!den tat time say common test marks nt counted.nw???common test marks may be counted!!wat the hell!!!!can the sch STOP IT??i cant stand the sch!i hate the sch!!!bt tat din spoil my mood 4 the rest of the day,:D..lunched @ hg mall food court wif bryan nan n sham.nan n i were arguing where's the upper court.so we were lyk "upper court is der!" bryan suddenly said, "van i tel u sth!tis is a FOODCOURT!" lol..tat crazy bryan!haha..aft eating we made our way to mini toons.n u guess wat?we saw leo qing n fat!haha..we were lyk HEY long lost frenz!!hehe,,went in mini toons.i was lookin @ the earing wen qing PLANTED A KISS ON MY CHEEK!!her muack was vv loud lo!!der was a lady standin bside mi.she din say nor do anytin bt i guess she muz b think "wat the hell are u ppl doin??" lol..went to my sch webby to look 4 the url 4 the forum.bt i cldnt find.i found out sth else instead.haha..im soo surprised!*gRiNz* ah ma gav mi money to buy watch!!hehe..im gona buy bac the same watch!heheah ma say mi wun b able to make it to uni..i WIL SHOW her tat i can do it!!ooh ya!!i almost 4got!
happi bday to eric n kavitha!
Posted by van at 12:06 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
sch was alrite.had pe 2day!!haha..fat, kq, bryan n i wanted to play catchin bt no1 wans to play wif us..tat's so ke lian!!all sham sham's fault!!lol..jkjk..aft tat we went to play soccer wif uncle raj n the boys.uncle raj was in our team.i missed an open goal.hai..im nt talented in soccer.if u giv mi a hockey stick or a floor ball stick mayb i wldnt hav missed it.hehe..juz deflect can le..tat's so much easier..*gRiNz*dismissed frm school @ 1320.went cp 4 luch wif sham n serene.yep.cld fin the bowl of mee.tok n tok abt the 9pm show.aft tataccompanied serene to buy hairband.yephavin situational writting n ss common test tml..sianz.gona mug!!hope der wldnt be any chinese ssp..*pRaY* i hope i wun screw the situational writtin!!
Posted by van at 7:20 AM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
yea!mt paper over!had chinese paper 1, 2 and 3 and nsw sci com 2day..screw paper 1.haiz.the letter writtin i missed out 1 pt.duno wat's wrongly wif my brain @ tat pt of time.i duno if i hav the rite formate 4 the essay nt.cham ah.my whole paper was vv messy.haiz..as the nsw com i any hw do de..heck man!!:Dpaper 1 n 3 stil ok lah.luckily the word jue appeared in my brain in the laz min.hehe.im soo lucky.*gRinZ* qing lost her bottle durin the brk.she's soo sad nw.haiz.poor ger.dun feel so sad lah ger..cheer up.wil u?im such a PIG!slept @ 830.wanted to wake up @ 9.bt the next time i opened my eyes it was already 1030.i continued sleepin.woke up @ 1130.packed my files look thru the words n i slept @ 2.set the alarm.the alarm rang @330.i felt soo sleepy.i den set the alarm to 430.alarm rang bt i stil feel so sleepy!!finally gave up the idea of wakin up early to mug.set the alarm @ 6 to bathe.woke up @ 6 to bathe n mugged abit.yep
Posted by van at 7:43 AM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
it's so hard to type!!im carryin my baby cousin!!*gRiNz* sian tml nsw sci com!!aft mt paper!!it sux!!waste my time oni!*BOO!!* dun wory ppl.i wil stand up stronger!! *he said *he s nt attached lah..tat reali makes mi feel much beta.haha..y do i feel happi wen i noe *he's nt attached??n y do i feel sad wen i noe *he's attached??either way we r stil north n south poles on a bar magnet..yep!!bac to exam!!sianz..ppl havin mid yr we havin common test.which means we cannot go hm aft paper.we hav to do well coz our results wil determine hw mani days to hav to go bac to sch durin the june hols.sian.dun feel lyk studyin!!i wana to conc. on my chinese!!argh!!wat's strong with the sch eh??!!I HATE THE SCH!!
Posted by van at 8:25 AM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
i shld hav gotten used to it..i shld b hapi 4 *him rite?tat's wat i always do wen i noe wen he's attached.bt y nt nw??y do i stil feel so hurt?i simply hate tis feeling!!*shoo!!!*i may nt be hapi nw bt i believe time wil heal the wound!!n it wil be FAST :Dgh: i noe u meant well bt dun try to cheer mi up by givin mi empty hope.i dun wan!i wan to noe the truth..anw ty!!u r my bestest fren!!all the bez 4 ur papers!!*him: hmm ya.i noe we r juz lyk a north n south pole on the bar magnet.we can nv attract.so ya..if u n her reali 2gether i wish u all the bez..jiayou 4 ur papers too!!;)
Posted by van at 4:13 AM
Monday, May 02, 2005
fud told the whole world tat i KISSED HER and by doin this, im telling the whole world too..lol..erm..juz discovered sth.i duno if it's true..hai.heck it lah!!
Posted by van at 11:02 AM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
MY BOO
There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby
chorus:
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo
Yes I remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew you were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby
chorus:
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo
chorus:
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
Posted by van at 1:45 PM
woke up @ 845??i was supposed to wake up @ 830 bt i din hear the alarm.left hse @ abt 830.met sham.waited 4 nan.he reached around 9??yep.we were supposed to meet @ 830 one bt nan was late!!board the train n headed to cityhall.
lucky we werent the oni ones hu were late.took the donation bag n we spilt.fud n i, sham had to follow kq coz she 4gt to bring ic den kq is her tan bao ren den junwei,bryan n wende 1 grp.yong was late.nan went to simei.do n do.gt rejected along the way.walked to suntec.i ask a indian lady if she wans to make a donation in ENG den she asked mi to speak in ENG!!i was lyk "im speakin in eng!!" lol..a kind soul donated $5!!haha..
met yong @ center point ard 1130 n we decided to call it a day.walked to ps to look 4 junwei n wende.waited 4 junwei's sis to cum.she's generous!!haha..donated quite alot!!!*claps* ty!! i also called my jiu bin, andy.haha..bryan they all went to return the donation bag n the acjc gal said his bag was too light.bryan was pissed.tat acjc gal is sooo idiotic!!
nd came @ 1 plus.yong accompained mi to meet andy as the rest were eatin.on the way der, i saw a spca donation box.i donated.den wen we were near the cityhall mrt station, a man stopped us n tok to us.he said he's hlpin the children hu r under 14 yrs old n r being abused.i took out my wallet n he said minimum donation $5.yong n i shared the amt.yep.met nd n he gave mi lots of coins!!he's my gd didi!!haha..a generous chap!!*clap clap* hehe..ty!!aft tat yong accompanied mi to return the donation bag.n den he took train bac.
went to look 4 wende n fud.wende was a little angry.calmed him dwn.glad tat nth big happened.*grinz* went to suntec to look 4 food!!haha..had burger king!yum yum!!went town aft tat.walk n walk.my legs r sore nw.saw nice roxy tops n rip curp!!n a nice skirt in wisma.im eyein on a wallet!!nt v sure if it's roxy..it's quite ex.can ani kind soul buy 4 mi?? *bubble eyes*
cancelled my tuition as all of us were ABIT LAZY.hehe..wanted to go church bt i nid to buy wallet.in the end din go.haiz.so sory di!!
din reali enjoy myself..haiz.erm..coz of *him??haiz.everytime wen u msg mi is either to ask mi hlp u do sth n lend u sth.i wan sth mre than tat!!y cant we chat?we r frenz wat..perharps we hav nth to say..
ps: im nt complainin tat u r usin mi.i juz hope to hav sth mre than tat..
Posted by van at 1:30 PM