Saturday, April 23, 2011
my uncle's gf said that its high time i find a bf.she asked me abt guys in ntu. -.- den went on to say that i should go out more often, make more friends etc ( she was shocked to find me home when she came over again -.-||) and so she gave my ah ma the idea to ask my cousins and their bf to intro me guy friends all in the name of widening my social circle. ah ma said, " i want to drink the tea for ur tea ceremony." since she has alr made her request, as the very filial granddaughter, i will oblige. we'll see how it goes. maybe it will change my perspective that good guys are all taken? LOL. i pray for a prince. hahahaha.
did i mention that my ah ma has serious stm? the msg might not even pass to my cousins. my cousins will find the idea ridiculous and wouldnt take it seriously. plus my very high expectations.... i dun even think my cousins will bother looking for a guy close to my ideal:D
anw, have been feeling contented this whole week. no emo-ing abt not having anyone there. we are all greedy. greed makes us sad and the only way to around it is to be contented w what u have. (:
went out for sham 22nd and my ah ma tot i was out w gh. she has the wildest imaginations! nevertheless, it is still fun to have her around. :D
Posted by van at 9:59 PM
Monday, April 18, 2011
saw this quote" Without Tasting the Worst situation,No one can Taste the Best things of Life... Dare to Face anything in Your Mysterious Life! " :D nth is certain in life. we all need to gamble once in a while isnt it? ((:
many blissful couples in cheer. im really happy for all of them! from stir shit to sth true and sweet.haha. for me, i think i will focus on academic, my future. no room for the second person at the moment or rather he hasnt shown up! HAH. still, i think i wanna try to achieve as much as possible in this life. i wan to do the impossibles. i might not be confident that i can do it but i believe things will turn out the way i want it to be. all i need is determination. im not sure how things will go when the road in front seems a lil dark and gloomy. i will see wat comes my way and the doors that are opened for me.
i hope to be able to work overseas n have intention to further my studies.
Posted by van at 7:32 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2011
and so i had outbreak for more than a mth! well done! pls revert back soooons! cannot tk it alr lahhh! sad. i jus realised how lonely i am! this is no good! the only ppl i interact daily is pork, bel n gk. without them, im super boredd. goshhh. this is bad. where is the independence! :(
anyhooos, frens hav been really concern abt my "happiness" aka my other half. frens in sch wld say "u are so active in hall im sure u hav suitors". those in hall wld say "ehh when is it ur turn (aft a new pair is formed)" or "cheerleading seems to be very "prosperous" in relationships. go find one in cheer" -.- some wld say " aiya as long as u lower ur expectations, u will be able to find one." i admit that i hav a long list of expectations but that doesnt mean i will follow strictly to that! it all boils down to FEELINGS still. i jus dont hav any suitors. PERIOD. gosh stop saying i hav high expectations. i hav alr come to terms that im not attractive to guys and im not wat they want. i shall live alone for the rest of my life. pffft
Posted by van at 10:15 PM