Thursday, September 29, 2005
tis is my 200th post!!haha..i hav a gd news to share.i got an a2 for my eng paper 2!!1st time in my sec 2 life n i'm soo delighted, over the moon blah blah blah..hehe..anw cant be too hapi rite?tis isnt os n i stil hav paper 1.yep.heard frm fren tat those hu did the topic on teenager din do so well.guess wat?i did tat topic!!!im soo worried can.gosh.im soo worried for amath too.hai.chem paper 2 i think i've already lost like 5 marks due to carelessness.yep.tat totally sux.
hmm training tml.abit scared la.u-21 training!!AHHH..tat's soo scary.gettin emath paper 1 n mayb amath 1 n 2 eng paper 2 bah.worried for combine hum.i put in alot of effort for it.i'm soo worried tat my efforts wil go dwn to drain.
ohya.ytd told dad i oni got 61 for amath.he din reprimand mi.all he said was" tat's gd enuff.dun xpect to always be @ the top." i was like huh??i told him it was over 80 guess wat's his reaction."oh.even betta" i was taken aback.i din expect his reaction to be like tis.i xpected him to reprimand mi n tryin to convince mi tat my way of studyin is wrong.he did none of tat sort of things.i was soo surprised bt stil, i felt tat i let him dwn.he doesnt give mi any pressure.the only thing he said was tat he hopes tat i can get into a jc n complete uni.i wana do it.i wana make him proud of mi again.tat has always been my soure of motivation.
exams are over.tis week is packed wif events!!yah!!NO BOOKS FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK!!*cheers!!* gona watch my FIRST NC-16 movie tis fri.accompanyin ah ma to a wedding dinner on sat.goin town wif cousin on sun.yeah!!((:
Posted by van at 8:21 AM
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
din do s well s my expectation for paper 1.n tat seriously sux!u ppl may think tat im askin too much frm myself.BUT HELLO?math is my strenght.if i dun score distinction in the sub den wat m i supposed to do??my other subs are weak so i HAV to score distinction for math.arg!!im soo pissed!!i din check.wat went wrong huh?BOO!!
Posted by van at 2:49 PM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
well..decided to upload some colours award pix!!anw ivy's name was pronounced wrongly by some principal wen he was readin the name of those hu's gettin the 4th yr zone colours.tat was soo hilarious!!!ohya.on tat day which was ytd i saw my godbro.he has grown!!erm..taller??n abit better lookin as compared to last time.yep.stil rmb he wanted to commit suicide??haha..anw, hir goes the pix!
yep.tat's the sec 3s n 4s frm u-16'o4!!
4th yr zone colours?yes.we r the ones.xinni, mi, ivy and limin.thick n thin together we go thru..
my fren, meixian.my sista, ivy
whose feet are those??haha.who else bt the 4th yr awardees??(:
n it multiply!!haha..plus laura n meixian!!
Posted by van at 1:20 PM
seoul garden today!!a treat frm the manager n coach!!yep.tat marks the end of combine schs elite.yep.luch was great n i was late(as usual).bleah.hav lots of fun n laughter wif the peeps.celebrated dahlia's bday too!!had two cakes.damn full can.im sure i've put on weight.lalala..no cares.im free n alone.dun hav to kip my figure to kip any guy's heart.yep.dahlia encourages us to work hard n prove ourselves.she hopes tat we wil be in the nat. team??yah.we will.(err..i hope?) nx yr combine schs elite wil no longer b under dahlia.hw sad ah??hai
forward line has bcum mre competative.reali hav to work hard to get a place in the team.bt..hw to??wif os comin alone tat' unlikely!!!how how
how??i reali wan to be in the team!!!hai.sometimes i wonder if im promoted to the nx age grp juz bcoz im too old to be in the present team?i feel tat im a vvvv useless forward.im such a failure!!im a failure in everytin!tat's reali sux!
i tot everytin was goin well between the both of us.u did say b4 tat the thorn between us is HIM.yeah.i dun deny.ytd colours i was soo excited to c HIM??WHY??i reali wan things to go well between us bt it doesnt seem it wil happen nw..i reali dun know wat im lookin 4..hai
Posted by van at 10:17 AM
phy was a killer.hai.sooo disappointed!!!amth i made mistk.boo!!!!!feelin soo damn lousy ya?joel got 79/80 for amath paper 1.tats like WOW!!arg!!i feel so stupid.im feelin lousy.tis sub nt doin well tat sub nt doin well..arg!!:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( tis is soo shitty!!!so demoralisin!!!i HATE HATE it!!!sians!!im losin my confidence..
Posted by van at 3:39 AM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
amath today.guess i made some mistk though i hav checked???haha..it's always the careless mistk..bleah..BOO!!
Posted by van at 3:13 AM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
eng summary and sbq din hav time to complete ytd.tat's soo hai.2day chem practical.va was like SHIT!qa stil ok..sian..tml AMATH!!omg..:x
Posted by van at 8:15 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
woot.mt papers dwn!!yeah!!din study much ytd though i dun hav to go sch.jus no mood.bleah!!mt tian xie han zi damn difficult can???!!!even if study oso not confirm noe hw to do.anw wan zi ju zi n zao ju i took a gamble.out of 3 2 are correct!!yeah yeah.i did compre 1st.it's soo much easier than os??haha..paper 2 was a crap la.i was crappin can.den i reali duno wat i was writing.heck.it's OVER!yeah.
i got a new cpu n i FINALLY gt pics on BE URSELF DAY!!here we go!!
the four IRRESISTABLE JADE LADIES!!
it's us again.damn.my arm looks so fat!!:x
woot!!FBI!!yeah!
macho guys!!and..
GERS POWER!weee!!
together we r SOARERS!!
Posted by van at 1:48 PM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
3 papers dwn.ytd was FBI anni.wen i looked @ my watch 4 the date, i den realise it was our 3rd anni!!woot.time reali reali flies.haha.well, eng paper was alrite.i did my bez @ least.time start, i was fingerin out wat to write 4 the stituational writing.crapped all the way.den comes the essay.essay was rather SHORT same ting, crap n crap.(: aft eng my headache was GONE!!lalala.tat was soo gd man.wee.den emath.it's relatively ez.yup.can do lah.anw din attempt 7 marks coz of time constrain.it's alrite..
started studyin geo paper @ abt 9/10??haha..v late eh??hehe..so i suffered.study dev alone til abt 130??prepared to wake up @ 4 to study env n mayb agri bt i din wake up.reason??i was afraid tat my grandma wld be awoken by the alarm so i put the alarm under my pillow.:x the next time i opened my eyes it was 6.i was like wat the manure!!lol..bath den rush thru env.of coz i wasnt able to complete it.
took the paper today n i wanted to attempt section B 1st.i looked @ the qn on env n dev.i was blank!!nth seemed to be ez.so i started wif map reading.phew.map reading was relatively ez.den did manufacturin.the last qn was "y is it vital for sin to hav manufacturin ind" sth like tat.without givin much thot, i went str8 to section B coz time was running out.looked @ the env n dev qns again.thinking if i shld tk a risk.yep i did.i did devt.the 13mrks was tough.i crapped my way.i duno if it's correct.hai.*praying fervently*no sch tml.yeah!!
msg for FBI: it's our birthday!!even though we hav drifted apart, tis day 13 SEPT wil always remain special to mi.all of u yao jiayou ah!!overcome tis stupid O!!
Posted by van at 5:37 AM
Monday, September 12, 2005
Dahlia, i wana thank you for guidin us thru.u r a gr8 coach!!since last yr combine, u guided us thru the games.i rmb u tellin mi to do sth do my spects s it was a burden to mi wen i was playin.tis yr, no mre burden.u said i did improve since last yr.u told mi tat im playin well n tat u wan to c mi tkin on the defender mre often.i wil.i promise.i wil rmb wat u said.i wil do it.i wil rmb to cut it early n tk a shot wen i hav the chance to do so.i wil kip improving as u said b4," dun play like ur age.if u r 15 or 16 play like 17/18." i wil do it.i wil always rmb to noe wat kind of situation im in.u said u tot i wld b in the u-21 squad wen u discovered tat i wasnt selected.nw, im in the squad.i wil make gd use of the chances i hav.lastly a big THANK YOU to YOU!!
Posted by van at 11:22 AM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
hey ppl!!we lost.played golden goal cos full-time score was 1-1.hai.wat a waste.guess we werent fated to win ya??
din start 1st cos i was late.as in wen i reached, coach had alrdy told the rest the line up.yepyep.durin the 2nd min, aisha scored a goal!!den coah sub mi in.ball din cum to mi much la.. got the ball wanted to cut in early coz tat's wat my coach wans to c.the defender wanted to jab the ball. instead of jabbing the balll, she hit my leg.the 1st time eva tat i went on the wrong side to jab went the player was abt to hit.u shld noe wat happened next.haha..i got hit la..oh ya.muz comment tat the goal aisha scored was nice.nt 4gettin those hu had assisted her.stc had to fight hard to equalize.
2nd half i got the ball n i told myself i had to cut in early.tis time i cut in earlier than i always do.i looked up.saw aisha n i pushed to her bt she missed it.it's alrite.hard luck.a skillfull n experienced player was markin mi.der was once i got the ball n i heard my coach shouted, "use ur speed!!" upon hearing tat, i ran faster.yep i got a foul.last 10 mins i haerd sum1 askin mi to play mre on ur right.i was the right wig anw.haha..tried to get the other palyer to play on the right too bt i guess it was difficult.the stc players blocked off the right pass, causing us to play mre on our left which is the weaker side.my captain was injured during the short corner.she went out.
aft the 2 half, it was golden goal!!we fought.we reali did.tis time the other player heard tat sum1.dey heard him askin us to play mre on our right.nt long later, stc scored a goal.it was pure luck i muz say.
we lost.we lost the chance of enterin finals!!hai..coach's words make mi feel worse.she din say tat we played badly.she said she know we fought hard.she know we give wadeva we hav bt we stil lost.we said it was our luck.as usual, went to ask coach hw i played.she said, "u played well.oni thing is tat the ball din cum to u much.if the ball were to come to u mre often, i tink u wld hav put 1 in." tat reali cheered mi up.she oso said tat it was one of my bez game..
we played real hard today.keeper, nurul, was awesome!!w/o her i tink stc wld hav scored mre.most of us r havin prelims next week bt we stil came dwn to play.tat was wat team spirit was all abt.(:
heard frm my fren tat src lost to police in the semis.so stc n police will play in the finals..
Posted by van at 11:07 AM
havent been bloggin abt the things tat hav happened ya?erm..teachers' day celebration was gr8.i love the 2e5's dance the bes.it was reali fabulous.wil show u guys some pic wen i get hold of dem.(:
went to makan wif serene @ mac on thurs.we saw lots of kids' clothing!!i tel u dey r soo fortunate!!their clothes r soo nice!!dey even get to doll up like the cartoon characters!!damn damn.y m i born soo early??-_- hai..ppl i sick of my skin!!haha
sometimes i wonder.hav i moved on or hav i not?hai..these things juz sux!!i dun wana think abt it.i juz wan to concentrate on my studies.
Please wait for me
I'll grow up sum day u c
Saving all my kisses
Jus for you
Sign wif love
FOREVA true..
Posted by van at 2:34 AM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
hai..im scared!!!arg!!tml is semis!!!!!!!ARG!!!
Posted by van at 10:27 AM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
hai.y does sum ppl hav such a habit?jus bcoz im alrdy confirm goin to a gd jc for 1st 3mths i dun hav to care abit about my results?well, if tat's hw u tink u r soo WRONG!!im being confirmed it doesnt mean i can sit bac n slack all day long!!in fact it shld be another way.im being confirmed by a gd sch, the harder i shld work!!so ppl juz mind ur own business n get a life!!stop sayin things like "aiya.y so worried??u r alrdy confirmed by rj."
Posted by van at 4:59 AM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
sumtimes i find tat my frens r inconsiderate..im nt angry or anyting.im jus a lil disappointed
Posted by van at 11:35 AM