Tuesday, June 28, 2011
因为不喜欢失望的感觉所以选择遗忘。
the line above is something i got out of the recent drama that i have completed. this is how i feel and i hope i will be able to achieve it!(:
been jogging a little here and there. been thinking a lot, about the past, about how i have changed. i really have many memories in this neighbourhood. the boyish me running about, climbing here and there to the girl who yearned to be someone of importance to a stranger.
i want to find the old me back. the one who doesnt think much about anything and just be myself.
Posted by van at 5:03 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Damn! My weight has reachEd a new high! :( super upset. Why is it that I pit on weight so easily!! Sian. Why can't I be like wanting? Eat ali but dun put on much. But thats also because she still attending national trainings. Ahhh why man! I wan thin legs n arms! I want to have a face shape that suits any hairstyles! Looks so horrible now. :( fatty van. Whys. Arg. I need to run. I need to have the motivation to run n workout. Burn those fats! Sigh
Anw, I realize that this is the last long holiday that I will have. Gahhh. My student life is gonna end in a year's time! Dooms. :( I wonder what's waiting for me in the future! I should approach it optimistically as I have encountered things that most people at my age hadn't so what's there to be afraid of? Aja lard van!
Posted by van at 1:28 PM