Friday, July 30, 2010
yo jeum eo ddoeh kye ji nae yo? it means how are u nowadays.
i hav wanting to ask u how hav u been doin. are u well but i think it is evident that you are well based on the photos ive seen thus far. u and her are still tgt and loving. i dun think theres a need to ask. ya, im still at it. it is really not easy to put everything behind and move on.
frankly speaking, i think i am coping better than ive expected. theres always sth to look forward to every week. it was not jus waiting for you to give us some time tgt, looking forward to the particular day of the mth. i hav my frens. up till now, i still hav ppl i havent met for catch up sessions. i hav alr met some a couple of times and we are still goin to meet up. next week i will be meeting my course mates and mayb catch my dad's darts game. the following week i will be meeting sup and the rest. my sec sch frens whom i havent met for a quite some time i think we are meeting soon. i jus rmb i havent replied my pri sch fren regarding meeting up. my life is a lil empty yet colourful. i am blessed.
i am gonna be the fake freshie for the upcoming hall camp! i used to be excited but im dreadin it now. i think is because of the age. HAHA. oh wait hav i shared a gooody news w u? i aced the mod i took for special sem! hahaha. happpy!! i was really shocked as i didnt attend lesson much due to travelling.with that i managed to make up for the horrendous results i got last sem(:
sch will be starting in a mth's time! i will JIAYOUUUU. heh. thats all folks!:D
Posted by van at 10:32 PM
Friday, July 16, 2010
the dramas that i would usually watch are involved bgr. in specific, how two individuals overcome all sorts of obstacles when they are brought tgt not by choice. i just caught takre care young lady where there is a twitch of roles. in the usual dramas, the male lead wld always be one who is rich and arrogant. i wanted to watch sth; a switch of roles in particular. the drama was hmm bad. hah. it was kinda boring. personal preference was nice. it captivated me much more than take care young lady. it made me wanna watch, cry uncontrollably. it wasnt because it was touching. i guess it hit the button. a button that allows the overwhelming emotions that i hav been tryin to keep at bay to drown me over n over again.
i asked my mama, is daddy ur knight in a shinning armour? my mama smiled and asked, hw is it with ur bf. is he ur knight in a shinning armour?
ther are things that i wld wanna pen down but i guess this isnt the place i should do so.
na neun ja yo.
Posted by van at 12:42 AM
Saturday, July 03, 2010
I always ask myself " Why do I have to go through so much while others lead a fairly comfortable life?"
Do you remember how much i needed you and trusted you to be able to take me away from these?
Will these ever end? Will i ever feel lighter?!
What I want is easy, JUST F-ING LEAVE ME ALONE
Posted by van at 1:02 AM