Monday, October 26, 2009
emo-ed abt that matter again. i really dun wan to think abt u but i cant hlp it. u jus keep popping into my mind no matter how busy i am. looks like my plan to forget u by being busy has failed. i duno. ARGGH. i hate this. why why must this happen?:(
jus ranting. im fine
Posted by van at 2:52 AM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
okay i quick post before i go n lie on my bed. i had abt 2hrs of slp last night so im feeling a lil tired. sch's been real busy. i cannot tk it. ahh. partly because i hav jcrc responsibilties that i have to fulfill. i am really really tired.
anw i tired to tok to him but he ignored me. forget it. i will not try to initiate a conversion w him. i will and hav to steer clear of him. mayb i shld jus delete him off my msn since we are no longer frens? i duno. i will not deny that he still occupies a rather impt place in my heart thus his act hurt me quite a bit. BUT i will not break cos i noe i am STRONGER than this.
to him:
if this is really what u want, so be it. we will jus be strangers for the rest of our lives. u go ur way, i go my way. we will jus be invisible to each other.
Posted by van at 4:07 PM