Friday, March 31, 2006
im vvvvvvvv worried abt A div!!ohman!i reali wan to win the tournament!!I WANT!i reali hope tat each and everyone of dem wans it too.bcoz oni den we can all strive for it tgt.hockey is a team game.if im the oni want hu want the gold, the team wun make it.boooooo!!I WANA WIN THE TOURNAMENT!!:x
Posted by van at 11:00 PM
i jus fin my work!!i seriously duno wat to write 4 gp!!lol..i sux @ it!
his match is on sun.i cant watch!!!i hav bnio test on mon n der r 5 chapters!shit lah......hai.i wish u all the best.
Posted by van at 1:10 AM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
boo!!hir i m online to do work again.pw nid to do some preliminary ideas.i hate it coz im simply nt creative @ all!i hav to write an article 4 gp.i dun hav a clue on hw to write it.im struggling....:(
Posted by van at 2:18 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
im soo tired!!work, work n work!!gosh.
i seriously cant believe tat im bac wher i was 4 yrs ago!!i was out of it last yr yr-end n @ the start of the yr i got into another mess!i dun like tis.i seriously dun.i wana get out of it.which gal doesnt wan to love n b loved bac?i nid to get out of tis asap!
perhaps it was all a mistk frm e start.
Posted by van at 10:09 PM
Friday, March 17, 2006
im bored n tired!bt i cant slack nw!i hav to complete my hmwk so tat i dun hav to worry abt dem wen i come bac frm jb.tis sux!anw, i found out sth abt myself.i prefer choco w/o nuts.i kip eatin choco today even tho i noe i shldnt eat coz of the number of pimples on my face.i jus cannot resist the temptation!!lol..okok..off to do gp essay:x
Posted by van at 2:33 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
he asked mi y i dun tok to him when i c him AGAIN!i jus conveniently tell him the same old reason.he din reply mi aft tat n i got kinda worried.hence, i sent another msg to tell him tat it was jus a joke.i dun wan him to feel awkward when he sees mi the nx time.i nid to overcome tis barrier!i nid to tok to him so as to prove tat it was a joke!!i always tell myself to overcome it n tok to him bt..i jus cant do it!!im gona try n try til i can do it!!
i duno if u noe tat i lied to u.
i dun feel gd lyin to u..
i stil like u, boy :(
Posted by van at 9:47 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
die lah..my ankle feels kinda weird.i tink i got it during ytd's trng.i went delta today!i tried tis grey-limegreen stick!it's soo nice to use!the price is even nicer!190.will any kind soul donate $$ to the poor mi to hlp get tat stick??lol..
Posted by van at 10:31 PM
hey big bully.tis entry is delicated to u.(i noe u may nt read it)
nw tat u hav found tat beta one, i hereby wish u success in woo-ing her.im sure she's a ger hu doesnt has a v bad past, is gentle n is vv innocent.i will nv tok to u abt us again.we wil oni be frens.no mre toking abt us being tgt or nt bt if u wan to tok abt it, im fine wif it.i dun tink u wil wan to.if u tink tat i like another guy den u r wrong.anw, i guess it doesnt matter nw.i dun deny tat im hurt by wat u hav done which is by choosin her ovr mi.dun worry abt tat alrite?it always happens in tis game called love.im jus unlucky to be the one hu is nt chosen.i will get ovr wif it soon.all i nid is time.
i havent changed.im always hir 4 u.ilu
Posted by van at 10:35 AM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
we lost to theresians 2-1.tis is so shit la!!dey scored in the laz 30s.boo!!arg.coach said i played well.kaibin n haz's bf said i run v fast.lol..anw, another player got yellow card coz of mi n i elbowed adeline.lucky, she's nt angry.haha.((:
my hols arent hols!!mon to wed day camp.thurs learning journey, sat n sun i'll be in m'sia playing frenly.hw can i complete my hmwk??oh gosh.will sum1 pls hlp mi??:(
sometimes when i reminisce, tears jus roll dwn my cheeks.i noe i hav to get ovr wif it.all i nid is time.i hope tat aft tis so called hols i wil be able to get ovr wif it.
Posted by van at 11:36 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
yeah!!it's a brk frm sch 4 a wk!haha..hockey camp coming up.BOO!!i dun wan physical trng!
belly n chewy were sayin tat i dun seem so be as sad as the other time.ya im nt.i din cry as much as compared to the other time.i guess is bcoz i see it coming so when it happened im nt so upset.i can tell tat he reali likes her alot n i guess der's isnt a place 4 mi animre.since tat's the case, i shldnt msg him animre.i dun wan to be seen as a pest.belly asked mi to ask him if he stil likes mi.i dun tink der's a nid.even if her does, it's so obvious tat he has alr made up his mind on who he wans.im definately nt the one.:(
im goin out wif bernie tis sun n aft which i'll go n watch his match.((:
Posted by van at 7:43 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
things r like BADBADBAD!3 bad things happened in like a day??1st was quarrelled wif dad ovr nat trng n sch.next my close og mate din make it bac.lastly he stil likes her.yesyes im feelin low!!my team mates were carin.dey consoled mi even though dey duno wat had happened.thks gers!
Posted by van at 10:12 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
chalet was kinda fun.haha.hmm der were lots of food n the gers did nth other than waiting to be served!!lalala..i went to the rm wif serene n wende to play cards aft we fin eating while the rest were @ the pit.the guys bought alcoholic drinks.dey offered mi bt i rejected.yep.
@ ard 2am most of us went to pasir ris park.we stoned der til 6am in the morning.it was vv cold!!lucky i had nan's cousin's shirt.i was dead tired ytd.i wanted to slp in the rm bt all the gers except mi were goin to the park.so i dragged myself out of the bed n follwed dem.i did slp awhile durin our stay der.der was a police car in the park.most of us were like shit!r dey gona catch us?lol..i wish u were der wif mi.
we return to the chalet ard 6 plus.serene, sham, rishi n i stoned @ the stairs til 8 plus as der wasnt any space 4 us to slp.den finally we had mac breakfast n went bac hm.
i reached hm 10plus n my cousin msg mi asked mi to accompany her to buy stuff in the aftnoon.i went to slp ard 11.i woke up 11 plus n saw her sittin on my bed.i talked to her for awhile b4 goin bac to slp.i slept for like another hr b4 waking up.i got changed n left hse.i bought bernie's present n my uniform.aft which i went to delta to watch his match while my cousin went bac hm.my seniors were der too.i was kinda feverish n my captain asked mi to go bac hm to rest.i endured n watched the whole match.by den i was kinda dead.haha.yawns.im so tired.im goin to slp!!((:
Posted by van at 9:32 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
i din go trng.my eye was kinda painful.i went for the match cos i was afraid der werent enuff ppl.my eye kinda hurt wen i tried to put on my contact.my eye hurts hurts hurts!!:(
im gona buy bernie's present n uniform tml!im goin to watch his match too.yep.
my cousin n tat guy whom she waited for like 2yrs are finally tgt!two mths plus of unofficial n now official!!congrats jess!!it has been a long n tiring wait for u, ya?im so hapi for u!!((:
got to stop hir.my eye is hurtin..arg.
Posted by van at 7:24 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
my eye was squashed during pe today!!boo!!it hurts!!told him abt it bt he doesnt seem to care.perhps it's too much to ask frm him.
bernie is posted to nj.she's leaving us!!im stil gona buy her bday present!she's my buddy in og.hai.it's saddenin to c her go.i dun wan her to leave us!
we were dismissed early for gp coz teacher was pissed wif us.hai.
oh shit.my eye is freakin painful wen i look @ the com.:'(
Posted by van at 6:35 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
im nt fully recovered yet!!BOO!!i had a bad headache during trng n vomitted aft pt.hai.
chalet tml!!haha.no gers wil be der tml nite.i wanted to stay ovr 4 both days bt no other gers wil be der.:x i've decided to buy uniform tis sun n bernie's present b4 goin to delta to watch his match.yep.
ohya.i had fun disturbing my fren today.the guy she has a crashed on is sum1 i noe!!i said stuff like im so attracted to him coz he's soo hot(tat's a lie!cos der's oni 1 in my heart which is bigbigbully(:) my fren thinks he's hot.well, beauty is in the eye of the beholder!
hols are coming.i may nt be able to c him for 1 whole week!hw nice eh?i wil sure miss him.wil he
miss mi??i duno.mayb nt.:(
oh ya my water bottle is leaking v badly!!the words on it is kinda fading.arabelle dropped the bottle n it has scars.:( i nt goin to bring it to sch animre to prevent further damage!
Posted by van at 10:05 PM