Saturday, April 30, 2005
woot!it's the end of the week again!!yeah!:Dnth happen much on mon.same thing.go to sch,xtra lesson bac hm zZZz..*gRiNz* went to pizza 4 lunch on tues coz we had xtra lesson immediately aft sch.had lasagne!!FINALLY!!weeeeheeeee!!yum yum..nth interestin happpened on wed too.sham was sick.she din attened the xtra lesson.we asked his bro to accompanied her bac..n he DID!!hehe..had chem n phy xtra lesson ytd.chem was boring bt phy was fun!!haha..i accompanied bryan to re-fill his bottle.mr selva said, "bryan, u trust tis ger??" i was lyk dots!!lyk i wil rape bryan liddat!!haha..idiots 9 minus yong n sham were sittin wif mr selva.had fun der..tokin crappin..kq bryan n i touched mr selva's tummy!!hehe..*gRiNz* i nided eraser so i opened mr selva's pencil.to my surprise, i saw sham's lost pencil!!soo mr selva is the ass tat took her pencil!!lol..jk.he saw it in the lab so he tk.i used tong's pen to draw on mr selva's eraser.n nw, tong's pen has NO INK!!i kept drawin on my paper.mr selva asked mi wat m i doin.i replied, "i used ah tong's pen til no ink!!" he took the pen n asked mi hu's ah tong.i told him n he shouted his name.wan to hai mi!!i said, "no!!dun hai mi!!" he then told tong tat his neck looked lyk rooster!!wah kao!make mi luff til siao!!he's a teacher hu is full of nonsense!!bt im lovin him!hehe..crap n crap.he played with my hair too!!he's the 1st teacher hu did tat to mi!!waHAHhaah..HE'S CUTE!!kq left earlier than us s ytd was her leo bday!!ohya!!HAPPY BDAY LEO!!she left byan fud wende n mi bhind..n ya ytd i n bryan held hands!!lol..i 4gt y we did tat..haha..dun anihw tink hor.we r bez frenz!!went cp.hlped fud choose a attraction attention hair clip coz she's IS AN ATTENTION SEEKER.*nod nod*kq did things 4 ger leo.hmm reminds mi of *him??haha. today went to hg green the bao bao cha guan to celebrate sham's bday!it's fbi culture!to hav lunch 2gether as a form of celebration..it has been a long time ever since we hav lunch 2gether.had chicken chop 4 lunch.the place was pretty quiet.we tried to luff thru our nostril.haha..we CLDNT do tat.wan zhen is stil the same.she's a 3-yr-old kid.naive n innocent.haha.she's always huh-ing.read jac's msgs w/o permission.im sorry. shldnt hav done tat.:( i hope she's nt angry wif mi.*prayin* we catch up wif each other..jac noe a little mre abt my life 2day.hehe..ohya!!hw can i 4get tis!!my sch guzhen players R GD!!esp my kiang kiang!!im so proud of her!RESULTS 4 TIS YR SYF
CO: SILVER
GUZHEN: gold
BAND: silver
MLDDS: SILVER
congrats to all teams!!n to cl, congrats!!ur laz yr n ur team made in to the finals!!:D
exams r comin.gona conc. on chinse!!haiz.im scared!!i did badly 4 the recent chinses test!!*frowns* peeps gogogo!!all the bez to ya papers!!
wil be doin flag day tml @ cityhall aft tat buyin wallet wif sham!i seriously nid a wallet!!do cum dwn to cityhall to support!!:D
kq: treasure wat u hav k??dun care abt 4eva!nw is most impt!!haha.all the bez of the both of you!!
jac: dun make a decision tat u wil regret.make a GOOD decision!!wat's most impt is u!u muz be hapi with the decision u made..
Posted by van at 11:23 AM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
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Posted by van at 12:39 PM
i once again hav a cooked face coz i had trng tis morning frm11 to 2..so hot can!!laura told mi wat old liao wil hav black pigments on our face so muz put sunblock.i startin to get worried.haha.warm up round @ the track.400m..wore turf shoes.guess i wil hav to buy a new turf shoes soon.did agility.dahlia [coach] wanted us to do 400m run bt we bargained.we suggested running 4X100m.the teams were sng, nss and mixed.we won.*cheers* played ruby too!!it's soo fun!!anw my team lost.sigh.i lost touch wif hockey!!feel so weird.lol..havent bee trainin 4 soo long.felt tired aft trng. (:
we r supposed to tk 3 tests.haiz.sianz.tkin 1 next week.gona run 1.6km below 9min.the 2nd 1 wil b in july n the 3rd 1 will b in sept.div1 startin in july n ends in sept.so near exam.dahlia said we r supposed to b the future natioal ladies.ya rite.mayb sum of us bt definitely nt mi.im nt even in u-21.hw can i eva b a national lady??if tis is hw far i can go, so be it.
dad was supposed to pick mi up frm trng @ 1345.bt he couldnt make it so i had to tk cab.almost fell aslp in the cab.reached hm bathed n had lunch.dad fetch mi to mr wong's hse.had tuition.learnt electrolysis.yep.dad picked mi up aft my tuition..
went bac n out again..went ot 4 dinner.went pizza hut.wanted lazagne [nt so sure of the spelling] bt bro wanted pizza.wanted to choose set meal coz it wil b cheaper.set meal 4 2 doesnt hav mixed.like lazagne n pizza.so i choosed pizza.coz lao di hav nv eated lazagne n i was afraid he wldnt like it.
limin tiold mi tat mr gary is nt leaving anymre!!!yep!tat wil mean i can stil learn frm him!!yes!!tat's gr8!!(((:gona slp den do hmwk..*yawnz*
Posted by van at 12:10 PM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
went to ava 4 the 1st period.the sec 4 xpress classes were gathered der.mrs cheng asked hu's nt goin 4 2day's speech day.i stood up.told her tat im nt feeling well.i din lie.im reali nt feelin well.instead of stayin @ hm i went to watch movie.finally!!lol..ppl dun watch INFECTION it's nt nice!boo!!sorry ppl 4 such a short entry..havin headache.:(dying..trng tml!!hais
Posted by van at 1:10 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
sch n sch..had phy test 2day..open bk test..we kept discussin..sharin ans etc..(: 2day sth happened.was a little dwn.hais.dun care lah!had NAFA!1 word lousy!standing board n shuttle run.....haiz..worse than last yr.is it coz i havent been training 4 a long long time?guessed tat's the reason!put on weight!!!haha..cant jump s far s i did las yr!shuttle is coz i kip slippin.made so much noise while running!!lol..1st time man.RESULTS2.4: 12.50minshuttle: 10.7spull up: 19sit up: 32sit and reach: 40cmstanding board jump: 190cmfeeling so xinku nw..my throat is a little sore nw..so uncomfortable!!!fallin sick soon i guessed.recommend u ppl guang liang's tong hua!!it's vvv nice!!!im addicted to tis song!!yep!n ya!!my junior praised mi!haha.she said i sang well!!waHAHAHA..yea yea!!goin out tml!!!finally!!shit lah headache!!!xin ku ah!!ppl im feelin soo sick nw!!:(Tong Huawang le you duo jiuzai mei ting dao nidui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shiwo xiang le hen jiuwo kai shi huang leshi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen meni ku zhe dui wo shuotong hua li dou shi pian ren dewo bu ke neng shi ni de wang ziye xu ni bu hui dongcong ni shuo ai wo yi houwo de tian kong xing xing dou liang lewo yuan bian cheng tong hua lini ai de na ge tian shizhang kai shuang shoubian cheng chi bang shou hu nini yao xiang xinxiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi lixing fu he kuai le shi jie juNi ku zhe dui wo shuo
Tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
Wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi
ye xu ni bu hui dong
cong ni shuo ai yi hou
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi lixing fu he kuai le shi jie juwo yao bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi lixing fu he kuai le shi jie ju wo hui bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi lixing fu he kuai le shi jie ju yi qi xie wo men de jie ju
Posted by van at 12:08 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
lessons s usual..had xtra lesson wif the hod of eng.she's gd..haha..a fren of mine said sth which is soo nt nice.which pissed mi a little.is sth tat is soo nt rite!!haiz..guys..i brought a spoilt watch to sch coz ytd tat crazy dm asked those upper sec hu didnt wear watch to stand up!!!i was honest n i stood up.so in order nt to let the histroy to repeat itself, i HAVE to bring a watch 2day.my darling watch had gone missin 1 week ago so 2day i hav no choice bt to bring spoilt watch.((:ms mel told us tat ALL the sec 4 express classes r to attend the speech day on fri!!wth..im nt goin!!!crazy man!!i wana go out!!haha..all of us wil b dismissed @ 1120!!waAHAHha..no xtra lesson!!yep!!tat's gd!sometime we tend to tk things 4 granted.wen it's gone, we'll start to regret..bt it's all too late!you xie dong xi cuo guo le, jiu zai ye zao bu hui lai le..shi shang zui yuan de ju li shi wo zhan zai ni mian qian, ni que bu zhi dao wo ai ni
Posted by van at 12:05 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
the whole clz gt scolded by mr teoh!!we were scolded 4 nt lockin the math rm n leavin litters behind.yep.2nd time man.1st time was the com lab thingy dunrin the march hols.haiz.ya."u ppl arent responsible.u r juz a bunch of selfish students.u r nt the bez clz coz u r comparin wif the worst tat's y u ppl look gd." tat's wat he said.2day is a day w/o mani hmwk!!!gona do xtra lesson hmwk!!gona go n slp le..tired!!tata dudes!
Posted by van at 7:30 AM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
had xtra lesson.went bac wif fud.walk til half way fud n i decided to walk bac to the provision shop to get sth.haha..crazy us.despo-es..haha..while walkin to the bus stop it started to drizzle.den larger rain drops!!fud n i didnt run.we walked our normal pace happily eatin.went up the bus continued eatin.we are juz so pig!hehe..i missed my stop!!!i tot the bus was goin to stop so i didnt press the bell!!!dumb mi!haha..had to drop @ the bus stop aft my stop.walked to the mrt station.saw joey..he stared @ mi.he asked mi wher im headin to.he went to hg mall n i continued my journey.wen i was @ the traffic light a kind lady sheltered mi.yep.kind soul!!!:Dwendrey: dun feel sad le k??gt to ovrcum it!!if cryin makes u feel beta, cry den!!dun tink soo much k??it isnt tat bad..(:ohya!HAPPI BIRTHDAY SHAM!!!
Posted by van at 9:00 AM
Monday, April 18, 2005
woke up quite early 2day..watch tv n aft which i did my work.did emath.it killed mi!!!omg!!!i duno hw 2 do mani of the qns!wth!!!i was so pissed!!!y m i so stupid??!!!i 4got all n i mean ALL my sec3 work!!!tat's the last ting shld happen!!!damn it!went 7-11 wif my ron n bro.had fun tokin n tat definitely killed the pc-ness in mi.i nid a BRK!!can i tk a day off tml???i wana to hav a day tat i can rest reali reali rest n nid nt worry abt anitin n everytin.tok to fud juz nw..erm..seems tat she's doin well in her love life!haha..im hapi 4 u dear!*gRiNz*nt every1 can b lyk u..treasure him!!dun eva let him go k??hehe
Posted by van at 10:53 AM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
hmm..sth happened ytd..it make mi feel a little terrible.i hav been thru tis so mani times n yet it's stil able to bring mi dwn a little.i wun say wat it is coz i dun wana so mani ppl so know..coz things wil be spreaded ard tat's sth i dun wan.i wil stand up on my feet again. bt i nid is time.i nid time to recover.So much for my happy endingoh oh, oh oh, oh oh...Let's talk this overIt's not like we're deadWas it something I did?Was it something You said?Don't leave me hangingIn a city so deadCaught up so high On such a breakable threadYou were all the things I thought of youAnd I thought we could be[chorus]You were everything, everything that I wantedWe were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost itAnd all the memories, so close to me, just fade awayAll this time you were pretendingSo much for my happy endingoh oh, oh oh, oh oh...You've got your dumb friendsI know what they sayThey tell you I'm difficultBut so are theyBut they don't know meDo they even know you?All that they talk aboutAll the shit that you doYou were all the things I thought of youAnd I thought we could be[chorus]It's nice to know you were thereThanks for acting like you caredAnd making me feel like I was the only oneIt's nice to know we had it allThanks for watching at the phoneAnd making me feel we were done[chorus X2]oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Posted by van at 3:50 AM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
yes!it's end of the week again!!!had chem test 2day..it was alrite..wore fud's spect n dey say i look lyk a malay gal.so dey gav mi a name fatimah bt i dun lyk it.it's so eew.haha.no offence.juz wana to be different.fud invented a name farasha 4 mi.haha..*gRiNz* n ya we hav a galfren handshake.[the guys dun get it] lol..lame..
reached hm around 245.nd msg mi.he told mi tat his race gona start @ 330.i panic.i quickly bathe n run ot of the hse.managed to reach der b4 330.waited 4 the race to start.the race didnt start till @ abt 5??fud came to accompany mi..we found or mayb i found a perfect place to c the race..saw seng wang [i guess tat's his name] n his fren..tat guy seemed to noe mi bt i dun hav any idea hu he is.haha..sorry.saw cl wen the sec 4 4by400m ppl gettin rdy.yep..fud was lyk van he's hot..haha..
nd: gd try didi!!!
fud: ty 4 accompanying mi!!i dun wana to strain the friendship.sumtimes it's beta to kip mum abt it..:D
Posted by van at 12:10 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
went to sch on mon wif my cooked face!i tot it wasnt red.bt...i was WRONG!!my face was tanned n red!!nan was lyk: hey van.i tink u look beta wen u r tanned!!i was lyk hmm ya..nan!!we hav already broken up rmb??lol..right nw i sheddin skin!!!yep.der's lots of work!!tests n tests!!sumtimes i juz dun wana go to sch!!!how i wish i cld slp all day long..im tired..very.life is gettin borin!!work n work..NTH ELSE!i nid movies!!i haven been watchin movies!!!it's been a long long time!!i hope to find myself dressed up nicely n go out!!!yes OUT!
Posted by van at 12:00 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
DESPAIR
the feeling of being used
leads to hatred,
which dissolve to form a disheartened soul.
suffocated in my own thoughts;
crystal clear images keep on rewinding
in my mind----------- confused mind.
he's the ghost who once dominated my life
but...
now he's the one who haunts it.
he was a river who once provided me water,
once a pillar who supported me, and
once the sun who gave me the energy to live on.
sweet dreams are shattered,
sweet kisses turned sour,sweet words aint music anymore.
my heart rampants
but....
my mind decides otherwise.
hope dampening
,sounds of my heart----------cracking.
Living is no longer an option,
but my life is not supposed to end just yet,
till i serve my purpose.
yep!tat's a poem created my vryan,nan,fat n mi..*beams*HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY KAVINA!!!duno if she wil c tis not..anw juz wana say I MISS YOU!!!
Posted by van at 8:53 PM
woke up @ 530.bathe blah blah den left hse to meet my juniors.so early..*yawnz*had carnival @ cityhall..my team entered semis.yep!!din xpect it.1st match i din play well.so rusty!!haha..2nd game beta.close fight.3rd game oso the same.4th game..haiz..played against sng.i have alrdy given up wen the game starts..haha..cld do wat i did in the 2nd n 3rd game.cldnt dribble tat well.the ball juz stopped movin.was v piss wif myself..haiz 4get it.@ least i did score 2day(: i muz say tat elisa is played than b4..goodwork!!hehe..hav sum scratches on my knee..haha..wanted to go to bed aft writin my entry..ended up online 4 soo long..was hlpin my fren wif her blog..damn tired..ohya..im COOKED!!wahAHahHAha...
Posted by van at 1:52 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
it's juz another hectic week.sigh.im drained out!!i lost my watch!!!tis is weird!i left it on my table bt wen i cum bac hm i cldnt find it!!arg!wher r u dearie??:(
got my amath paper bac.nt reali hapi with my result..careless mistks n mre careless mistks!!i hav learnt my mistk man!slp early 4 math paper!!sigh!!gt so panic the nite b4.was so nervous.my hands were cold.cld tink properly.make mistks tat i nv tot i wld make!*shake head*
2 frens hav friendship problems..1 of them has alrdy reconciled with another fren.al thanks to MI.yes mi.*GrInZ* another fren..haiz..hope dey wil reconcile :D
lookin @ my own frenz..hu has cum in to my life n hu has left quietly..y does everytin hav to change?y do dey hav to leave mi?i didnt do anitin wrong..i hope der wil stil b F.B.I. y cant we be s close s b4??
y do surroundings change the way ppl tink?y gd things dun last?y do we hav to face the truth?TREASURE THE THINGS U HAV B4 IT'S GONE..
Posted by van at 10:30 AM
Monday, April 04, 2005
wth
was supposed to wake up to do hmwk.slept @ 930 n i was supposed to wake up @ 11 to do hmwk..i set alarm bt..........i set the WRONG time!!imagine hw tired i was!!!haiz..sumtimes i juz cant stand my cousin!!shit her!!anw to day is my mum bday!!!hapi bday mum!
Posted by van at 1:00 PM
Sunday, April 03, 2005
IM BORED!
im bored!!hMm..i so juz gona brush EVERYTIN aside except studies!!!i dun wana noe if i lyk him.i dun wana noe if i hate him..all i wan is the old mi!the old mi hu does care abt sth cal BGR!!yep.im goin to Zzzz...((:
Posted by van at 1:20 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
hmm
hey ppl!!havent been bloggin 4 the past few days coz......im nt free lah..haha..erm..slept frm 4.30 to 8 (tis isnt my longest nap.ytd i slept @ 5 and i woke up @ 10)..was soo tired.wen my mother wake mi up @ 8, i was vvv blur.i 4gt tat i hav to tk my dinner.she said,"eh, u stil dun wan to wake up ah?" i was lyk huh??y do i hav to wake up? i replied," wake up 4 wat?" haha..i was sooo exhausted!!lol..ermm..begin with wed..rushed hm on wed coz i tot i hav training..went hm n out again.reached delta no 1's der.msged laura.she told mi der's NO TRAININ!wth!!she was the 1 who told mi tat trainin commence on wed!damn her!U OWE MI 1 BIG ONE!i was soo tired tat day.i hav even tot of nt goin.bt stil..i went.reached hm ard 7.had dinner blah blah den started on my hmwk.i hav to force myself to do my hmwk as i was juz too tired 4 anytin.
today is my sch annual track n field meet so is my bro's..supposed to run 4 events 2day.100m, 800m, 4X100m n 4X400m.din run 800m coz i wasnt encouraged to run as i wld be tired 4 my relays..gave up 800m.i came in 3rd 4 100m.my team came in 2nd 4 both relays.yep!!right on!haiz..though my team came in 2nd for 4X400m, i'm nt hapi.i was the 1st runner for 4 X400m.i was too SLOW!!!i juz cldnt lift up my legs!!arg!haiz..lucky our 2nd runner pulled the gap bigger!!xui tian u r the BEZ!both our 3rd n 4th runner did their bez to kip the dist between us n phoenix.yep!!!WELL DONE GALS!!xui tian n elisa it's all urs nx yr!!kip goin!!rmb,
WE MUZ CONFESS WE R THE BEZ H-A-HAWK'S THE BEZ!!
ohya.nantha sprained his ankle!!!yong oso!!i was lyk wt!i managed to get a sub bt..nan..asked elisa to get sum1.*phew* managed to find 1.B boys came in 2nd 4 both relays..bt..........haiz..unlucky boys!!!dey were disqualified 4 the 4X400m relay!!!the 1st runner wasnt supposed to cut in bt he did!!he din listen to the instructions!haiz..chun wang was vvvv disappointed!!he tot we wld nt even get 3rd!he told mi tat 100m n 200m are his strength bt nt 400m.i saw the way he run.he did his bez.kayin too, did his bez!all the relay runners did thier bez!!!IM SO PROUD OF THE B BOYS!!!((((:
both C boys n gers and the games participants werent tat bad either.
C BOYS:
100m- 1st n 2nd
800m- (err..im nt sure!sry)
4X100m- 1st
4X400m- 1st
C gers:
100m- 1st n 3rd
800m- 2nd
4X100m- 1st
4X400m- 2nd
sec 1 gers played captain ball n was placed in the 1st position.sec 2 boys played soccer n they came in 2nd.sec 3 mixed frisbee (nt sure of the spelling) they were placed in the 3rd position.sec 4 mixed floorball............................they were 1st!!!waHAHhaHAHa..der wasnt any hockey players der..der's 2 bai cars..nan n yong..lol..GOOD WORK PPL!!
overall champ was falcon!!!erm..kinda expected.eagle shld b 2nd n hawk shld b 3rd!!yep!!cheers!!i wil NV EVA 4GET OUR HSE CHEER WHICH IS OSO OUR SCH CHEER NW..ppl dun anyhw tink hor.is the sch STEAL our cheer..haha..bt it's our honour to share the cheer wif the sch..:D
Posted by van at 2:45 PM