Saturday, July 30, 2005
yeah!!my sch gals won!!lalala..im so tired now..:x
Posted by van at 12:40 PM
Friday, July 29, 2005
waHAHha..weekend is comin!!weeehee!!my match against jans tis sat @ 730 @ delta!!lalala..im soo xcited!hmm..nothing happened much these few days.2day during chem ssp, bryan called mi sth baby!!omg!!lol..tat crazy guy!oh ya.ytd i took wende's drink to drink den godpapa saw.he was like dont't u afraid he wil pass disease to u.i was like.no lah!haha..in sch, sharing food with frens[guys included] is v common.((:
sk c div hockey gals r playin semi against teck whye!i wan dem to beat teck whye!!go c'gals!!
Posted by van at 12:04 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
hey ppl!!y do i feel empty??feel so nt rite!!arg!i HATE tis feeling!!GET OUT GET OUT!!goin crazy soon man!!spare mi devil!!OUT OUT!!
Posted by van at 12:17 PM
saw sum1's nick: i saw ur face in a crowded place, bt i duno wat to do coz i'll nv be wif u.it makes mi think of u.i feel the same as my fren.i reali duno wat to do wen i c u.tears juz flow dwn my cheeks.it reali got mi thinkin.so wat if i see u??wat m i goin to do?we can nv be 2gether.i noe i've said b4 tat i juz wana be frens wif u bt my heart think otherwise.
Posted by van at 4:49 AM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
yea bac bloggin!!waHAHahAHA..ytd can be said to be a rather BALANCED DAY.
i felt tat havin tuition on the weekdays is such a chore so i wanted a change of tuition time.i can oni hav my tuition on sat if oni the ppl frm 10am slot can change wif the ppl frm 3pm.so durin recess i asked the guy frm 10am slot if he's willing to change.he rejected mi and asked mi y i wana a change.i told him tat i hav matches on sat.he said, " ur game is ur business.u dun hav to go wat. U R JUST A BENCH PLAYER." upon hearin tat, i was fuming. my fren was trying to save the situation by humourin mi.he told tat guy tat im nt a bench playing.he claimed he doesnt noe.
*the guy hu pissed mi: hey!so wat if u dun noe the truth??does tat giv u the permission to shoot ur mouth??wen u dun noe a thing doesnt tat mean u hav to jump into conclusion??!!pls tk a gd look @ urself b4 u insult ppl.so wat u r a vice cap in sch 4 bball??r u tat gr8??no u are nt!!if u think u r gd, ask urself tis: m i recognised by other coaches as a gd player?u r the tallest among ur frens.so?u dun run any faster than ppl wif shorter legs.n ya.i was jus askin u if u r willin to change wif us, u dun hav to giv ur comment on wat kinda of player i m.so wat if im reali juz a bench player?@ least im able to get to play 4 combined schs.@ least i hav the chance to put on tat jersey.do u even hav the chance to put tat jersey on??think abt it.
enuff of tat assy guy.nw is a grp of assy guys.during recess my frens n i left our bac on the bench n went to buy food.wen we returned, my classmates picked up our bags from the floor n put dem on another bench.dey told mi tat dey saw tat grp on assy guy throwin our bags on the floor.hw unreasonable can dey be?so wat if dey hav always be sittin der??der isnt any name on the bench.all of us were furious.we didnt confront dem coz we r civilized.i bet if dey were in our shoes, dey wil pick a fight wif the person hu threw their bags.ill-bred is the word do describe dem.
reached hm n i was frantically packin my bag 4 match.lookin 4 blue grays socks to return.cldnt find it til mum came bac.guess wat??she told mi tat she hasnt wash the socks since last sun!!i was like omg!!damn pissed!!
aft which went to meet my fren to go bugis.looked 4 the bag i saw laz fri.n i managed to find it!!wahAHhaHA..went to eat n rushed to redhill.
game against a england team.coach seperated us into 2 grps.1 4 1st half another 2nd half.i played the 1st half.we din play well @ 1st.kept defendin n we made lots of mistks.i had one on one wif keeper.i dived to tk a shot @ goal n the keeper saved it.tat was my 1st dive.another 1 was i lost control of the ball n the ball was goin out, i tried to save to ball so i dived.the laz 1 wasnt reali a dive.coz i took reverse n fell.tat's normal.anyway, i scored wif my reverse!!wahAHAHha..far post!!i noe it was juz pure luck.bt tat goal was nice!!!tat's the 1st goal 4 our team.was soo tired!!!as a center forward im supposed to run 4 the loose ball.der was once left wing missed the ball n i din collect the loose ball.i din even bother to run 4 it.all i noe was i am tired!*grins* the 2nd goal 4 our team was scored by mi!!hehe.n limin assisted mi.she swept into the D n i 1st touch n the ball went in!!phew!i din miss the ball.weeeee..den 1st half was over.min scored the 3rd goal 4 our team in the 2nd half.the england team scored their 1st goal in the 2nd half too.full time score was 3-1.SINGAPORE won!!lalala..it's gd enuff coz we dun train 2geta.:D
tat match reali brightened up my day!!if i screwed up tat match ytd was reali my bad bad bad day!!hehe..aft tat match, we played game among ourselves.hahaha..so fun can?we were shoutin hir n der.i made my junior fall!!all of dem blamed mi.i fell dwn too k??:x go wif no injuries bac wif injuries!hw gr8.hehe.bt i dun mind!!i play hard 4 the team n 4 myself!!
went to eat wif xinni n trace.min n ivy joined us.trace n ni went to buy food.trace came bac n cldnt stop luffin.she told mi tat while dey were lookin @ the stores, she turned to xinni n wanted to tel her sth bt she cldnt c her.den aft tat she saw her pickin up her slippers!!lol..xinni fell dwn!!she stood up pretended nth had happened.hilarious.:D
i seriously miss my darling teamates!!my u-16 (2004)!!i wan to go kl!!i wan to spend time wif dem!!cant believe tat im in sec 4 nw!!arg!!
i dun noe if it's a crush
all i noe is tat
i like to stare @ u.
i feel happi weneva i c u.
though it's juz a short-lived happiness,
im contented.
i tink i love u.
ps: love to look @ u wen u r doin ur work!!
Posted by van at 2:46 AM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
yo bac bloggin coz sum1 demand an update??hmm..mon sch was alrite..gt bac amath result.i wun say it's fantastic coz i made stupid mistake tat caused mi to throw away my marks.chem result isnt tat gr8 either.coz the same thing happened.my carelessness caused mi to say GD BYE TO MY MARKS!:x bt my ss result brightened up my day!!i tot i wun cross 30 mark bt i did!!hehe..had phy lesson bt we din get bac our paper coz of sum students hu havent sit 4 the paper.i asked my god papa my result he said i do ok oni.tat reali saddened mi.
tues results too occupied my whole day?we oni got bac phy papers.phew.i din do reali badly 4 the paper!!the rest of the day was juz goin thru papers.went pizza hut wif qing n sham.qing burped n the ppl seated a few tables away frm us looked @ us!!it was such an embarrassment!!so I OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE TAT QING'S BURP HAS REACHED THE HIGHEST LEVEL!she burps EVERYWHERE.on top of tat, she burps VERY LOUDLY!i hate her 4 doin tat bt @ the same time i luv her coz she's my bud.contradicting rite??lala..tat's the way i m.haha..while eatin, qing's skirt bursted!!the hook dropped out.she was like omg!i so fat til my skirt bursted??lol..wen it was time to pay the bill, sham n i asked qing to go to the counter to pay the bill.she happily walked towards the counter.aft tat she came running bac to her seat.guess wat?her skirt was about to drop!!we totally 4got tat her skirt has bursted!sham gav her a hair pin coz none of us has safety pin.she tried to fix her skirt while sham went to pay the bill.i told her to try tuckin her skirt into her shorts.haha..finally her skirt was fixed!all thanks to mi rite qing??hehe
got bac math paper 2day.phew.i din fail overall.haha.had to go thru the passage 4 our exam again.reason being is tat we did badly.hai.die.my eng.i tink i failed.expected.BOO!!
Posted by van at 11:36 AM
Monday, July 18, 2005
had trng ytd.yep.my 1st trng aft 2 wks of break!felt so weird!!:( pau told us stuffs abt blood grp.she said tat ppl wif A+ can run fast [yep!i totally agree wif tat.coz im A+ ((:] bcoz the blood can tk in oxygen faster.
did sum drills during trng bt i stil feel weird.aft trng wen food haven to hav lunch wif my frens.ivy's bf came to pick her up.b4 he reached, laura was holding on to ivy's hp.she claimed she was hlpin ivy to say things she always wanted to say to her bf.she typed those mushy stuff n sent dem to ivy's bf.ivy din noe.wen xinni saw wat laura was typin, she bursted out into laughter!!ivy snatched her hp bac.lol..tat was hilarious!
went out in the morning.poor mi oni had abt half to bathe n pack my stuff.met yh under my blk n went to meet emmeline.it has been a long time eva since the 3 of us get together.watched fantastic 4!!tat show is reali reali nice!!hehe..went to tk pix n went ljs to hav lunch.aft tat i had to rushed to redhill 4 a match against aust.we won 3-0 n the seniors drew wif the senior aust team!!WELL DONE SINGAPORE!
wil b havin a match against a UK team tis comin fri @ 6!!im lookin 4ward to it!!div 1 has started too!!yeah!!i hav been waitin 4 it!1st game tis sat at 3 against holland club.man, dey r goin to b hard on us!!hope i wldnt feel rusty..*prayin 4 the bez*
Posted by van at 12:15 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
yay.im hir to blog again.haha.hmm..woke up n went out for breakfast wif ah ma.aft tat around 12 i was feelin tired n i went to slp.woke up around 1 n i went to bathe.ate my lunch n i continued to slp.woke up around 150.yawns.prepare 4 sch.sian.though im nt goin bac to study, i stil find it a chore.uncle drove mi to sch to sit 4 my O LEVEL CHINSE LISTENING COMPRE.
lucky my frens were stil in study area.chat wif dem n gav our qiang mei n bryan their bday presents.owe dem since laz nov??haha..we r gd at delaying ah?hope dey like dem.(:
i dun feel like bloggin.sory peeps.
YOU are all i nid to get me thru
like a falling star
i fell for YOU
Posted by van at 11:44 AM
Friday, July 15, 2005
came back frm shopping!!haha..was in orchard @ 1st a lady approached mi ask mi if im interested in modellin.i said no n walked away.im so short n i dun hav figure.is tat lady blind or is she a conwomen??anw, went bugis so shop.went in adidas shop n we kept trying clothes.haha..saw tis vvv nice top!!i fell in luv wif it.is der ani kind soul hu is willin to buy tat 4 mi?? *gRiNs* went qing mama's shop n bought a bag in bugis street.
came bac n i was in hell.dad scolded mi.say he knew i was goin out aft my paper.kept naggin say y muz i go out aft paper.he also scolded mi frm buyin the bag.hai..cant i relax??wanted dad to buy mi the top bt he refused.say i havent started workin n i kept buyin tings.say wat student ani bag wil do.is der such a logic??argg..
was usin com n guess wat??i was being nagged @.uncle say no com 4 mi coz of Os n tat wen im free i shld study.hello??!!i juz finished my pre-prelim.cant i let my hair dwn 4 a moment?he said bt ur Os isnt over.wth!!!im a human!!im nt a machine dude!!is it tat im tking Os tis yr i need to spend all my time study??hai..c'mon.b mre understandin!
anw,2day is our grp's luo han's bday!!haha
HAPPY 16TH BDAY QING!!
Posted by van at 1:30 PM
amath paper 2 2day!!last paper 4 pre-prelim??woot!!can play!!haha..lalala..paper was alrite..it wasnt much if a terror.and tis means i owe my fren a meal.damn!!
used the laz 15min do graph.shit lah!i kept seein wrong!for instance the value is supposingly 4 the vertical axis den i c it s the horizontal.hai..kip changin the scale.BOO!!i dropped my eraser!it was juz bside the chair of the person infront!i was like "omg" i looked @ mrs raj.she saw mi lookin @ her.den she walked towards mi.bt i cldnt wait ani longer so i stretch my leg to tk.(:
din play bad ytd.hw sad ah?coz no 1 wans to play.slept @ around 1030 tat's pretty early ya?i cant be bothered about the exam.i practiced a few coordinate geo qn.is the str8 line thingy.tat was wat i did 4 tat paper.haha..im such a slacker. ;)
frens goin to watch F4.meetin dem aft the show @ 3 in town.yay!!shop shop shop!!
ytd one of my teamates called mi.she is confirmed by vj.she heard tat i wanted to go vj so she wana change with mi as she wan to go rj.initially i was worried tat i cant get into the sci stream 4 rj so i msg rj teacher n ask.he told mi tat so long i get below 20 i can choose my sub combination.so i rejected her offer.coz v ma fan n v far.vj v far frm my hse n if im willin to change i nid to go moe..save the trouble lah..
MY MOTIVATION: RAFFLES JUNIOR COLLEGE!!
Posted by van at 2:56 AM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
had amath paper 1 2day.the paper was alrite.is can do de.hmm sittin 4 amath paper 2 tml!!heard frens say it wil be a TERROR!gona do in turbo speed.haha..
may b playin bad wif my idiotic frenz.bryan has to go ny 4 interview, not comin. qing has to fast so doubt she’s comin.nan goin to play street soccer.yong, jun wei n fat stayin @ hm.sham’s parents r @ hm so most likely she’s nt comin..left wif wende.oh man!!tis is so bad..BOO!!
Is der ani trng tis sat??can ani1 tel mi??I wan trng, I wan trng!!
Im wonderin hw long wil our frenship last.
Is der an ans to it?
Do u stil rmb hw we met?
Do u still rmb the number line u asked mi to draw?
Do u stil rmb those poems u wrote mi?
Do u stil rmb u promised mi to giv mi mre poems in the yrs to cum?
Im missin u
Sum frens wan mi to ask u
If u feel the same as I do
Well, I dun wan.
Coz I noe the ans
So wat's the use of asking?
i luv u ((:
Posted by van at 2:59 AM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
dismissed frm sch @ 9.haha.early eh?it's gona b the same 4 tml!!went toilet wif qing.i waited 4 her outside the toilet.i watched a "show" haha..clz 1n6 n mrs chen!!
mrs chen was scoldin the shortest guy in the clz.he coughed.not oni tat, he's action was damn big lah.mrs scolded him.he replied, " i was coughing." next mrs chen scolded the chair n vice chair of the clz.the lil boy was standin behind his chairperson, disturbin him!!omg!!of coz tat made mrs chen even mre angry!!the boys are soo short!!so cute!!hehe..i wan to be their sugar mummy!!lol..
Posted by van at 7:18 AM
Monday, July 11, 2005
wanted to stay hm n mug.bt..ah ma dragged mi out.hehe.bt nvm..coz i met my old old fren!!havent seen her 4 a mighty long time!!weee..we ran towards each other.so drama.(: i miss her soo much!!hope yong hong her n i can meet up real soon!!hehe..she slim dwn alot!!nw prettier le!!congrats!keke
tokin abt yh n emmeline, i tot of some1 else.hai..i always miss the chance to c him.guess it's fate.wen wil i c him again??few days later, few weeks later, few months later or mayb even few yrs later?*sigh* mayb if it's a few yrs later by then i wldnt like him animre??mayb..
Posted by van at 9:34 AM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
yawns.juz fin hlpin dad do sth..tired.wanted to do sum amath qn b4 i slp bt i guess i cant nw.coz im simply too tired n mayb abit lazy??hehe..
im nt bac on my feets ya.im stil worried.weneva i panick my mind goes blank.wen i was in p4, my math result dropped all of a sudden and of coz i din do well in math 4 streamin.it happened in both p6 n sec2.im worried tat it wil happen again..hai..
spoke to 1 fren.he said it happens to every1 even he, himself.bt i guess my stituation is worse..*sigh*
wanted to go trng 2day.oh i meant sat.bt der wasnt any trng ytd.so sian.wanted to much to vent my anger.i nid to play hockey!!!i havent been playin 4 2 weeks??and wen's my tournament startin??i cant wait!!haha
yawns.wana slp le..nites ppl..oh ya.today a sec2 gal say i look like sec1!!lol
Posted by van at 4:40 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
hai.mt o oral.sux.soo disappointed in myself!i was a nervous freak.i cldnt speak nor read properly!my mind wasnt working @ tat pt of time!wth!!hw can it juz leave me bhind wen tis oral is soo impt so mi??y was i soo nervous til i cludnt speak properly??ideas didnt flood my mind wen i was answerin qns.is oni wen i step out of the room den they came.wat is tis man?!why didnt dey cum @ the rite time?im seriously so screwed!darn.
with the thought tat im gona kiss gdbye to my distinction reali sadden mi.hai.wat's the use of feelin sad?wat's done cannot be undone.i simply hate tis sentence!!oh man.i nid to vent it all out and stand up on my feets again.hu's willin to lend mi a hlpin hand??hu can give mi lessons on calmin dwn?
anw saw wen sham n i was walkin towards the bus stop opp sch, we saw sum policemen wif a blue tent.the tent wil oni be seen wen der's a suicideor wadeva tat's got to do wif DEATH. so saddenin..tis is my 2nd time seein such ting.1st time was while i was in pri sch.tat person was a student frm a pri sch near my hse.
my heart sinks wen i c handicaps, i pity them n i feel tat im fortunate to be heathly n nth hinders my movement @ all.weneva i c dem, der 's a feelin inside mi tat i dun know hw to describe it.wat i wana say is tat treasure ur life and dun do silly tings wen u failed doin sth..
Posted by van at 10:35 AM
Thursday, July 07, 2005
woot.2 paper dwn!!rj and sa accepted mi.erm..havent make up my mind wher to go..haha..
found out sth 2day.he's stil smokin.he's concern abt mi.he asked mi if i lyk the thing he gav mi.haha..i wana discourage frm smokin..bt wateva i said is useless.he said it was being passed dwn by parent.wat kind of lame excuse rite??boo!!hai..wat can i do to stop him frm ruinin his life??
Posted by van at 9:12 AM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
pre-prelim has juz started..had ss n el paper 1.i wat can i say??i screwed up my ss??haha..soo tired..my mind juz went blank wen i was doin sbq.gr8 eh?my brain ps mi.hw sad ah?haha..juz hope to pass.hope my seq wil hlp mi!!*prayin hard*
used abt 1hr on letter as dey were alot of tings to write.as 4 my compo, i juz write wadeva tat come to my mind.was having a terrible headache durin the brk.i brokedwn.the pain was juz unbearable!i cldnt rmb any of the factors 4 venice.*sigh*
slept @ abt 1 ytd.supposed to wake up @ 430.bt i cldnt wake up.ah ma called mi bt i din hear her.i opened my eyes and look @ the time.the time was 448.i said to myself.aiya.5 den wake up.so i closed my eyes and the next moment i opened my eyes it was 542.gr8 eh??lol..
hmm..went 4 tuition and mugged.limin dey all were havin a fun time wif roy.haiz..my chilli crab!!!sigh!!if oni i dun hav pre-prelim, i wld hav joined them!!damn!screwed the pre-prelim!
today is sok kiang 16th birthday!! happy bday ger!!
oh ya!went to rj trials on sat!oni 5 applicants for hockey!so few rite??haha..hmm..trial was alrite..oh ya clarissa was der too!!yay!hehe..had game against the rj gals.game ended and i was a lil tired.aft tat one on one against each other [as in the applicants]den the teacher in charge played one on one wif us.darn!he's soo fast!no1 beat him.cant push thru his leg,cant run pass him.cant trick him.der wasnt any ting i can do!!he's juz too fast!
watched alot like love wif the 2 crestcent gals..so swit can??hehe..met wanli and gang.received sa's letter.sayin tat im confirmed 4 the phrase 1.i hav to reply the letter bt i juz cannot make up my mind.i hav to wait 4 rj's n vj's reply.anw ytd my fren told mi tat rj called her 4 interview!!oh
man!!wil i be called??will i??sigh.. *kipin fingers crossed*
if oni i hav the ability to delete those unhappy memories,
i wil want to delete u.
if oni i hav the ability to let go easily,
i wil nt be sufferin rite nw.
if oni i hav the ability to control my feelins,
i wldnt hav fallen so deep.
Posted by van at 6:01 AM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
hey!!bac to report on the MISSIN ADIDAS BOTTLES.both sham's and qing's ADIDAS BOTTLES WERE FOUND YTD!!now everynow n den qing wil remind all ADIDAS BOTTLE HOLDERS to check their bag to c if they hav taken their ADIDAS BOTTLE.this solution is adopted by CHEW KAI QING to prevent the lost of ANY ADIDAS BOTTLE.wil tis work??check out for mre news on tat..:D
sth hilarious happened recently!!
a phone conversation wif gh
mi: hey,wher r u goin to tk ur oral 4 chinese Os?
gh: in the hall lor.u leh?
mi:ooh..in the haven
gh: hahahahahaha..yaya.haven
mi: reali!!haven is a BOMB SHELTER IN MY SCH!
gh: huh? u meant tat the name of ur sch bomb shelter is haven?
mi:ya!!
gh: i tot wat paradise, u tkin oral 4 chinese in jurong bird park!!
oh well..tat was certainly hilarious!!lol..
2day is YOUTH DAY!i sincerely wish every1 of u a HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!hope u guys did enjoyed tis special day.
started wif dm n other teacher singin den lesson..dm was soo cute!!!the other teacher's voice was gr8!!haha
2day's party was superb!even though we din play games as a clz [as food kept comin in.waHAHah], i did enjoyed myslef..gers were assigned to bring tibits whil the guys were assigned to bring drinks.the gers did bring!!i soo proud of them.i tot dey wldnt care.hehe..
we invited teachers hu tot our clz to celebrate tis day wif us.miss mel our form teacher bought us pizza!!weee..we had cake, fried rice, qing's potatoe salad, yilin's ice-cream, jellies and others!!hehe..the food was nice!!yummy!![edwin was always serving ppl wif cakes n ice-cream! thanks!]
we started to play games within our own grp of frens.my grp played the tappin n the animal game!!so fun!kenny joined us in the games.hehe..kenny looked so stern wen he was playin the animal game.he was concentrating damn hard ya??
sum tips while playin animal game wif sham: make her luff n she wil b confused.hehe
nan din play the animal game coz he said he cant coordinate.lol.i managed to survive!!waHAhahAH..wende gt himself confused wif mi n bryan!!lol..he looked soo hilarious!
ppl frm other clz joined our clz.nt to play wif us bt to eat the food.well, tat's alrite.COZ SOARERS R PPL HU R KIND-HEARTED.*gRiNz* 1 of the dem acually took a new bottle of coke n drank it frm the bottle!!tat's soo gross!!he's such an ass!
my grp werent the oni ones left in the clz wen we were supposed to clear up.others were tat too.tis is sth tat surprised mi.i tot the rest wil feel bored n go bac wen the bell rang.bt NO!dey din!!
our beloved teachers pasted their msg 4 us on the walls of the study area.i was soo touched by their words!!:D
TO SOARERS: thank you so much 4 contributin to tis party!!u ppl r gr8!!happy to c tat u guys hav enjoyed urself..all the bez 4 pre-prelim!!rmb, dun overwoked!!hehe..love u guys to bits n pieces!!
Posted by van at 9:34 AM