Friday, February 27, 2009
What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't. |
Losing Someone | |
Where Your life is Going | |
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Death | |
Disappointment | |
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http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_is_your_true_fear
Posted by van at 10:32 AM
i talk to bf the other day n he told me that he is goin to nus cos it is better. its both a yay n boo for me. yay cos i guess we both will hav more freedom? boo cos we are still goin to be in different sch aft sooo many yrs in sch. zz. dont i contradict myself?hahah yes i am. actually im also worried that he doesnt like the system aft he enrolled into it. hmm dunoo lah.. :(
Posted by van at 10:15 AM
Thursday, February 26, 2009
i am pissed. i bloggged n the entry went missing. :(
Posted by van at 6:29 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
hey hey.. its recess week n i didnt do wat i hav planned for myself! zz im too lazy huh?i need to get started!!!!!!!!!!:(((((((((((
Posted by van at 12:18 AM
Monday, February 16, 2009
valentines day. how is it for u ppl? it was a quiet valentines day this yr. i had match at 730pm n by the time i was done, it was 920?everywhere was closed and the movie i wana watch wasnt showing at that time. we went kovan n headed to hk cafe!yay food! hahah we went back to my place aft that to spend ime tgt..lalalalalal. i jus love times like that. sometimes it is jus good to slow dwn our pace and simply jus enjoy the surroundings!(:
Posted by van at 1:13 AM
Friday, February 06, 2009
i believe it is time for me to update my blog. well life has been rather interesting w me hitting the BIG TWO and the just-ended ihg.
it is feb now. so far this yr has been full of surprises and excitement. i will hav to thansk my frens and my bf for giving me such a wonderful birthday. these ppl took time and killed some brain cells jus to put a smile on my solemn face. they are, sk,yong quan,bel,cy,mas n last but not least my bf.
allow me to pen down these beautiful memories that i do not wish to forget.
my dearest coursemates-lilian, huiyun and cher mui brought me sakae for dinner on the 16th jan and gave me a green hand bag as present! hahah my xiao di, sk, came along. it was jus a simple meal but i really appreciate their kind gesture. they are frens whom i have known for about 6mths and for them to take time off to celebrate my birthday for me is unexpectable. thank youuu!!((:
next, 17th jan. track finals. i was in the 4x100m team. xiao di actually planned a surprised birthday celebration for me. the sleeping god, LAM YONG QUAN, came out of src w a cake in hand. that guy is not called sleeping god for nth; it is not easy to get him out of bed for lessons. that guy came to ntu from hg at abt 10am that day. when i saw him i was very touched. sk even told the rest of the ppl there that they were going to celebrate my birthday for me so when yq came out, they sang the birthday song. they gave me a pair of slippers! hahahah. aft that we all went to nyny for end of track. avni n some other girls paid for my share.
later in the night was another surprise from bf. he cooked my fav dishes and we had a romatic candle-light dinner tgt. i have nv thought that my bf would cook for me. he told me that i would be very full but it jus didnt cross my mind that he would cook for me.hahah. i was quite slow isnt it?well, how will i noe....:( lala anw bf gave me SWATCH!hahahahah i was up on the sky when i saw that!!!bf spent mre than 200 for my birthday!!!thats more than wat i had spent on his. now i hav to think plan a nice birthday for him.. hmm.. wat can i do.. any suggestions?
the last celebration was planned by the BIG LIAR BELICIA ONG! hahaha. on the 23rd jan, she brought a special guest, CHOY CHIAW YEE, to our room when i was out w xiao di for his doc appt. when i opened the door the music began. hahahaha. she then told me that some painter "painted" her shoes by accident and wanted me to check if mine was "painted" too. i went to the shoe rack and i saw the sports shoes that i had wanted to buy! hahahaha. wat a pleasant surprise. before all these, bf kept telling me that i have another present and i was thinking that he was joking. it then struck my mind that that ws the thing my bf was referring to! hahaha. bel went on to admit her "crimes". cy told me that she was surprised by bel's lying skills and wondr wat has ntu did to her that her lying skills was honed. it beats me too. we had pizza and played bridge when mas mas came. she came aft her interhall match.hahah. it was such a good catching up session!((: thank you girls!((:
i am 20 and this is the first time i had so many surprises in such a short period of time. i thank them for making my birthday, the month of jan so exciting(:
other than the excitement from birthday, ihg was exciting too. i had my many first times too- FIRST time track drills, FIRST time doing interval trng(road relay), FIRST time running near 11flat for 2.4km and FIRST time leading a team to finals. training 4x100m was definately unforgettable. the drills during trng were itself a good exprience!heh.at the end of the event, i was satisfied w my performance!!hahahaahah i caught up quick a bit(:
doing interval for road relay was.....unbearable! hahaahah but at the end of each trng there would always be a sense of satisfaction! for the benefit of those who duno, road relay is an event that is made up of ten runners-3 girls and 7guys-, each running a dist of 2.2km. the very first time when i did the time trial i was very scared cos my best 2.4 was only 11min n 50s n that was when i was sec 3. i have nv did that timing aft that!now you understand my worries?zz. anw i completed it in 10min and 49s. my timing was always around that time till the last time trial. i did 10min n 11s!i was damn shocked!sk was the one timing us. i rmbed when i had completed the run, he looked at me n said sth about not doin ur best n asked me to guess my timing. seing the blank look on my face he told me my timing n left me ther in shocked.hahaha.
aft the run, sharp pain was felt in my ears and he said cos i ran v fast.lol. :) i really didnt think i could run that fast all my life till that day... ((: i rmbed b4 the run, i told myself to do my best n try to reduce the timing by 20s.
at the start of the trial, i was the slowest girl jus like any other time. i told myself i cannot slow down n rmbed my goal. i just kept running n then... the dist between my senior n i seemed shorter. i tot she slowed dwn. as i run, the dist seemed to be decreasing n soon i overtook her. i still believed that she was not on form. i was waiting for her to overtake me but... i finished b4 her!that was the 1st time that i ran faster than her.i am proud of myself((:
the last event was the finals for hockey. the team played extremely well that day from the defence to the forward!it was a beautiful sight to behold! hahahahah i enjoyed seeing them fight till the end to hold/extend the lead! hahahaahh. thank you girls for ending this season so beautifully. i believe without fighters in the team, the team cannot achieve anything. thank you girls!((:
woah. i hav written so much n i rarely have the mood to blog!this is one of the rare times!hahahahah kk i need to run offf.ciao
Posted by van at 10:12 PM