Wednesday, April 30, 2008
aft soo long, i finally found a job or rather finally some1 wants to employ me. i'll be working at singapore land authority this fri and i start work at 830. damn ive got to be punctual unlike my previous job. anw im soo looking forward to it!! hopefully, i'll learn sth and they wldnt regret employing me! hahaha. they asked for a rj student so i think there must be sth abt us that makes them wana employ us. hmm let's see.. mayb intelligence and speaks good english? if that's really the case then im soo gonna change their opinion! haha im soo not rj-ish.
anw, i had frenly matches w the aust team on mon n tues. we lost on both days while the guys won one and lost one. im pretty impressed by our performance however the results didnt do justice to us. well, we all learn and will definitely come back stronger, right sup? for me, i seriously think i have to build up my mental strength and stickwork!
ohoh im sooo glad that min strain her mcl and will be back playing pretty soon!!hmm in 3wks' time? yayay. i bet the happiest is xinni as she wldnt hav to play without a partner! hav i mention tat i wana get a new stick?! i hope i can find a stick that i like and suitable so i will have to knock around w the new stick b4 i can safely say i like it and it is suitable for me but the shop owner wldnt allow.zzz. alright gonna bathe n meet bf for dinner!(:
Posted by van at 5:10 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
alright so 18th april was shamela sugumal's 19th birthday. we, as her bffs, celebrated her birthday on the 20th april. for more information pls click "her frens", search for the letter "L" and look for the name "luo han". yepyep.
aft rene has boarded the bus, the rest were at the bus stop waiting for ours. i saw this particular lady in a bus which has jus stopped for potential passenagers to board and others on board to alight tapped her card!! she didnt alight the bus at all! she totally disgusted me.
i couldnt believe my eyes when i saw it. i hav nv tot that such ppl existed! arg!
Posted by van at 7:33 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
this thought has came to my mind way too many times. i actually tot of stopping hockey, both nat n club. this is bcos i feel tat im not up to it. i duno think i contributed much to my club much less to nat. i feel as tho my performance is stagnant or even going dwn. i hate this feeling. i wan to know wat is wrong n rectify it! i dun wan to keep dragging this matter n lose the chance or time for more improvements! i jus jus duno hw to support my team mates in the game. my arms are so weak that i always lose control of the ball n mistrap the ball. i noe it is especially frustrating to my team mates who work the ball up but trust me, i dun feel any better as well. i really duno hw to play w my team mates. yes, aft sooo long im saying this again. there are many times where i assumed that they are capable of dribbling past the players so i moved away in case i obstruct. arg i duno how to play hockey. im not a gd hockey player! how long hav a been playing n how hav i been playing?! it jus doesnt make any sense! sigh
i WILL buck up n i need to tok to the respective players as well. i need encouragements!!!
i pray n hope that min's injury isnt serious
Posted by van at 8:10 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
PERMIER LEAGUE:
1st match of the season was against police. b4 playing the game, i was thinking that we'll die. i was thinking if this season will see us at the bottom of the table yet again. i can safely say that we start this season without thinking we'll achieve any results bcos we didnt hav any addition of star players from local nor overseas. we are almost the same team as the previous yr! the 1st round of games saw us topping the table n the starting of second round saw us losing to police 4-0. im not happy w it. im really not. this is bcos i noe that it wasnt supposed to be like this. it is not only bcos we managed to draw w police in the 1st time round that im saying this. this is bcos i all noe that external factors had a great impact on us. i saw my team mates walking, showing signs of giving up the game. i saw my leader losing her cool bcos of it. if not for it, the scoreline wldnt be this. i noe we shld lose to dem on that day bcos we werent on form n stuff like that. i wld gladly accept the lost if not for the external factor!
tml is THE GAME. we are playing against src whom we won in the 1st round. i really do not know what is going to happen. we were supposed to hav club trng n team talk today. it is CANCELLED! i was one of those who didnt reply bcos i noe it is known that all of us shld attend. i duno how are we goin to tk tml's game. are we all over w the lost n ready for tml's game?
now that we hav come so far i really do not wan to see our efforts goin down to drain bcos of unspoken displeased. arg! damn game's tml how are u ppl feeling?
Posted by van at 2:02 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
i went to support my junior ytd at ccab. as i was on the way there, many images came flooding into my mind. as these images flashed b4 me, i realised that i was actually more enthusiastic in season when i was in j2. i watched the rugby, netball, hockey, bball and badminton finals in j2. i rmbed how excited i was to catch those matches! i recalled that i was supposed to hav lesson during bball finals but somehow i was still able to attend it. mayb i pon lesson? haha i cannot rmb.
season is the time when all sports cca in sch show what they hav n makes the rest of the population a lil busier than usual. some wld watch the matches to support their frens or some coolie player in the team while this group of ppl called raffles press wld be super super bz n sometimes frustrated. i guess by the name raffles press u, readers, wld noe what it does. basically, they update the sch population w the sports results n is a means of conveying the messages from the respective sports cca captains. i think is paragraph is kinda redundant
well season generally makes sch more lively n bearable. it is a period where the sportsmen and sportswomen are excited abt. the reason is simple YOU GET TO PON LESSON FOR STH THAT U ENJOY DOING! cheers to that. i used to get like abt 2hrs of brk b4 the bus leaves. that is cool to the max!hahahaah!!
anw aft catching their match, i had my early dinner at prata cafe w lai b4 heading to delta to allow my body to undergo both anaerobic n aerobic respiration. by the word anaerobic u wld guess that it is respiring without oxygen. so what does it do? it replenishes the nad+ in our body so that aerobic respiration wldnt stop due to the lack of nad+. nad+ forms nadh when combines electrons n hydrogen atom. in aerobic respiration, both nadh n fadh2 are formed to produce atp by protonmotive force. atp is a energy currency that is commonly demand by different tissues/parts of the body.....!!!wooooooooo hav i meantioned that i love bio but hate to study it for exam?!
well this is pretty much a rant than a proper post! boo bb!
Posted by van at 2:25 PM
Monday, April 07, 2008
wah i have been unemployed for almost a week! that's very long n opportunity cost is high:S nvm at least i enjoyed my time at home annoying my ah ma n playing w my cousin who is super active n adorable (:
1st round of premier league has come to an end and my team may be topping the table!!! yes, the team who had lost every single game last yr. haha! i duno what is happening but im really happy abt it! we played against crescent last wkend n we won 3-1. as usual, we had a better 2nd half. 2nd half was enjoyable- it didnt feel like we are playing a tournament. ha tat's my team for u ((:
i wldnt say that i played well but i just just love that match bcos we all had fun! i missed a few goals n everyone was making fun of me! i havent played a match that makes me feel relaxed while playing for a long time. thanks mates (:
ive always been scared playing w my team mates bcos i feel so small beside them. i noe that i am not a gd nor a smart player so i feel inferior playing w them. i dun hav the composure and confidence like most of them. i wan to be composed n hav self-confidence. it doesnt make sense if ur coach believes in u n yet u dont. i wan to play fluent hockey! i wan to impress my bf! haha. he's impressed enough. lol he thinks that i play better at sch level which means i havent reach the level of play that i shld.
oh hav i mentioned that i love my team? thanks mates n we'll gonna keep e team in top 4! (:
Posted by van at 4:09 PM
Friday, April 04, 2008
i had my interview at smu today for business management. i duno why is it that since the time i woke up till now im feeling uncertain. i thought it was due to the interview but it doesnt seem like it now. maybe before the interview i felt nervous n after the interview i feel that ive done badly n will be denied a place there.
i duno why is that a turmoil inside me. ive always thought that i know what i want n stuff like that. right now, it doesnt feel like i know it anymore. i wana screammmmmmm n bite my bf!!!!omg i really miss him. he's stucked in the camp!zzz
i wonder if i stil hav a chance to do accounting in smu. the thing is that business management is my second choice and accountancy is my first choice. i went for the interview for business management instead of accountancy. i duno if i stil hav a chance at accountancy since bels fren has alr gone for interview for accountancy at smu.AHHHHHH can anyone tell me if i stil hav a chance at accountancy? i dun wan to keep guessing because it is pointless and never ending!:(
Posted by van at 10:47 PM