Friday, December 17, 2010
need to quit being emo! LOL. but who blogs when they are happy/contented. i duno. unless theres like a special ocassion to do so like hmm birthday?
anyhows, a self note to myself.
it may seem bleak, it may be hopeless but dun give up all hopes. aft u are done whinning, rmb to pick urself up and move ahead for u may lose even more.
bel asked me if im affected by the fact that they hav gotten back tgt. my ans was no. she told me she wld be. like ive told my frens, i think i jus miss having someone there aft all i always had someone there for me till we broke up. this is really the longest time that im single so its a lil hard to get used to n mayb a lil upsetting? cos sometimes i start to doubt myself:s bad i noe. i become more concious and mayb a lil more reserved. hahha. no confidence man:(
i will get by this phase and den im done w relationships. time is all i need. i noe it is goin two yrs but u noe... habits are hard to kick so be a lil more tolerance towards me k?:( hahaha. k nights!
Posted by van at 2:37 AM