Sunday, May 09, 2010
i wonder if i really do hate u.
i wonder if im feeling this way because of the phobia that it has left me
im over the emo period but there seems to be sth that i cannot seem to be able to express or get it out. i myself duno wat im feeling. i wan to help u yet im afraid of facing u. i duno hw i wld react and i do not know if i hav the capability to contain it.
i really wish u well. look forward to ur 21st and a new environment, nus, i guess. jiayou. change is a constant. some dislike while others embrace.some would feel lost and aimless when there is a change but we all need to be able to deal w it within the shortest time n move on w life. this is how some ppl keep their smiles on most of the time. i hope u are able to do so as well(:
tat was wat i typed b4 the trip but it didnt feeel right to publish. haha. i feeeel so much better aft the trip and a nice talk w mas on our last night tgt in msia. i will be like iris (character in the holiday), goodbye past.
i jus wan to enjoy my life with the lovely friends that i have found and create more beautiful memories to keep and look back on:D
Posted by van at 11:25 PM