Friday, March 19, 2010
i jus hav this sudden urge to blog. i found out that he has alr moved on w another girl on sunday. i think he also has issues w it cos the way he sounded like he is afraid that the current might fail. mayb like me, he believed that we were meant for each other but the fact is otherwise. i duno how our lives are gonna be from this pt on; will we be able to commit fully in our new relationship and give our 110% like we did when we were tgt? for me, im not very sure. believe it or not, im dying to move on. i want someone special to be there for me always. i actually disliked being single. zz. mayb cos i had him w me all these while so the impact is rather great but whatever it is, im determined to moved on.
we mentioned that if we are really meant to be we would be back tgt one day. that sentence made me feeel good all over again. im not saying that im still hanging onto the lil hope that i hav. it jus made me realised that theres no pt feeling upset abt it. if we are destined to be tgt, we are. if we are meant to go one big round to realise that we hav alr met the best that we could hav, so be it. let nature tks its course.
i still insist on changing email cos i got bored of the previous one. HAHAH. addd meee(:
ohhhh im a cooools kid now. i hav twitter!! lol
agh: to make ur present relationship work, u need to let go of the failure. dun hurt her. im sure u wouldnt want her to be like u a few yrs back(:
im sorry for the rude, hurting comments. like you said, im stronger than wat i think. mayb its true. hah. despite that fact, i still need a bf. lol. anyhow, be brave and tk the step out to meet other photographers! where is the garang spl that i once know? side track a lil, i nv tot u would hav difficulty in adapting to changes. aft being w u when all the dramas from ns happened, i realised that you are someone who needs your friends alot. this is why you cannot adapt to new camps asap. i guess many are like that tooo. it gave me a chance to be aunty annie cos ur life is tooo perfect unlike mine. hopefully my broooooo will really change. okay back to wat i was saying, be more confident of ur works. i have seen them they are not that bad. i guess there are more to learn in photography so keep exploring and learning!! you will make it thru. hav faith!
ahhh canon in D.. those were the days yea?((:
Posted by van at 6:27 PM