Monday, January 11, 2010
its 2010. its a yr where ppl who are born in my yr turn 21. how fast. im a young adult now. its is ironic that when u were a kid u wld wan to grow up faster but when u are my age, u wld wish that time wld freeze at least slow dwn. sooner or later my cousins n frens will be getting married! hahah. i really cannot stop emphasizing how fast time is passing.
a mth of holidays flown by and wat hav i been doing other than ih? NTH. haha. i havent met up w wanting. i met up w bims n sec frens once. not very gd eh? heh. a new sem a new yr. aft this i will be yr 3 n v soon i will be graduating! it is a fact that i dun wan to accept. i dun wan to step into the working world:( well i cant be relying on my daddy my whole life even if i refuse to get married or rather find someone. haha. yes, i hav been joking w bel that next batch of freshies is our last chance but deep down i really really dun wan to be emotionally involved w anyone.the abrupt change in the state of my previous relationship scared me off. i jus dun hav any faith in such stuff anymore. it is true that not every relationships has the same ending but i dun hav the guts to try and tk the risk. no more. really.
on a lighter note, this sat is my 21st birthday celebration!YAYYYYY!! i almost need to rack my brains for the deco cos bel n i had a fight. hoho but everything is gd now. i hope she really really heed my advice. i soooo tired in telling her wat to do when she doesnt follow. haha. thanks mas n cy(:
frens are the ones that everyone shld treasure(:
Posted by van at 11:59 AM