Monday, September 28, 2009
soon it will be 5mths aft we broke up. it is really fast. i survived the 3mths holidays rotting, emo-ing at home and attending some outings ocassionally. jus last wed, he msn me. it still hit me hard. sadness drowned me completely. it is hard but i noe i am stronger than this. my angel is going uk this wed and joel contacted me all of the sudden. haha. he said he realised he still cares abt me tho we didnt contact for a long while. how funny eh?i duno. now my focus is on jcrc, schwork and hockey. no more u-know-who. i realised its impossible as he wants a christian partner. im soo gonna drift away from him as he is kinda try out w another girl. yep. i dun wan to be called the 3rd party aft an awful exp in jc. yep. thats all. recess week is way to boring i think. hahaha.
wat a totally random and lame post eh? i seriously cant be bothered to organise my thoughts.
ps: i feel really happy for my frens who are attached! no hatred nor jealousy!heh. all the best my dear frens((:
Posted by van at 6:47 PM