Thursday, July 16, 2009
i have been listening to the old songs recently. the song everytime by britney spears is exactly how im feeling. aft being single for two months im still dealing w the occasional emo-ing. well, im still trying to cope and learning to handle things myself. i was nv really alone for abt 5yrs? i always had him w me. we were really close frens and even if i dumped him for another guy for abt 4times, he was stil der to listen to me. now that im being dumped by him, i cant possibly turn to him in times of need right? it is also useless to rant to some1 who doesn't care and get myself hurt over n over again. i will pull thru this dark period!
side trackkkk. i tot july will be a dull month but i was wrong. there are activities every week thus far. this also mean that im spending alot. im so ashamed to ask my dad for money for i hav been a bum for 3mths!zz.
i was telling rene that day that i actually hav 5dresses not worn. hahahaah. this is why my mum keeps telling me that my wardrobe is bursting!oh well who cares. hahaha. i wan to go to school now!lol(:
Posted by van at 7:04 PM