Monday, September 15, 2008
im not a person who is able to perform right from the start till the end.
den how? wht shld i do since i cant change the sch sys? i seriously wonder what m i doing here in the university. do i belong here? is this where im supposed to be? if i cannot do this course well den why m i hogging on to this spot? why do i have to let my dad's hope fly high when i noe i most probably will dispoint him at the end of the day?
come to think abt it the tests are only 2percent of the total so why do i hav to feel so dejected?mayb exp in rj makes me feel so.in rj no matter how hard i try i jus dun do well.i cannot afford the history to repeat. sigh
i duno hw my biochem mid term will turn out. its freaking 20percent!right now i jus wana dig a hole n hide myself!:(
Posted by van at 10:16 AM