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Thursday, August 21, 2008
today's union day. it is a day where the different schools in ntu elect their next committee so we can time off.((:
anyhow, many things hav happened and i actually do not know how to react to it. mayb i hav kinda resigned to fate that things are jus like that. there's soo much that i wana do to change it, to make it different in a good way but no matter how strong the desire is i jus cannot do anything.
initially, i thought everything was under control and was going well. i placed so much trust and faith that it will work that i was crashed when the reality emerged right before me. i wan to know what when wrong when i was still thinking naively that all was well.i noe the only way to know it is to ask but i guess im not prepared to bring it up again, not now at least. im still kinda agitated and disappointed when im reminded/thought of it.
right now as im typing this, tears are gathering in my eyes. this incident is taking a toll on me.i wan to forgive and forget abt it but i cannot bring myself to do it now. i duno hw long will i need.i duno..
itreallydoeskillme
anyhow, many things hav happened and i actually do not know how to react to it. mayb i hav kinda resigned to fate that things are jus like that. there's soo much that i wana do to change it, to make it different in a good way but no matter how strong the desire is i jus cannot do anything.
initially, i thought everything was under control and was going well. i placed so much trust and faith that it will work that i was crashed when the reality emerged right before me. i wan to know what when wrong when i was still thinking naively that all was well.i noe the only way to know it is to ask but i guess im not prepared to bring it up again, not now at least. im still kinda agitated and disappointed when im reminded/thought of it.
right now as im typing this, tears are gathering in my eyes. this incident is taking a toll on me.i wan to forgive and forget abt it but i cannot bring myself to do it now. i duno hw long will i need.i duno..
itreallydoeskillme
Posted by van at 11:16 AM
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