Sunday, April 20, 2008
this thought has came to my mind way too many times. i actually tot of stopping hockey, both nat n club. this is bcos i feel tat im not up to it. i duno think i contributed much to my club much less to nat. i feel as tho my performance is stagnant or even going dwn. i hate this feeling. i wan to know wat is wrong n rectify it! i dun wan to keep dragging this matter n lose the chance or time for more improvements! i jus jus duno hw to support my team mates in the game. my arms are so weak that i always lose control of the ball n mistrap the ball. i noe it is especially frustrating to my team mates who work the ball up but trust me, i dun feel any better as well. i really duno hw to play w my team mates. yes, aft sooo long im saying this again. there are many times where i assumed that they are capable of dribbling past the players so i moved away in case i obstruct. arg i duno how to play hockey. im not a gd hockey player! how long hav a been playing n how hav i been playing?! it jus doesnt make any sense! sigh
i WILL buck up n i need to tok to the respective players as well. i need encouragements!!!
i pray n hope that min's injury isnt serious
Posted by van at 8:10 PM