Friday, March 14, 2008
now tat ive passed my As, i hav to worry abt uni course. it seems like ive been worrying non-stop. it was season then common test den prelims den As den results now course in uni. zz it suckssssssss. damn it. i do not hav any idea on wat to do w my life. im serious. i duno wat course to tk. i dun wan to tk the wrong course n regret my decision! how, how do i make a PERFECT decision? tell me wat is best for me. tell me wat shld i do next. tell me which course shld i tk. i need some1 to guide me. i need some1 who is invincible, some1 who knows wat is gd for me n suits me. where can i find such person? ha. zz.
to tell the truth, im actually apprehensive. im uncertain. im afraid to tk the step out. im afraid to make the wrong move n jeopardise my future. sigh. i dun wan to be asked to do sth i dun like either. im troublesome right? i guess it is bcos this is a grave matter tat cannot be tken lightly. mayb this explains why i am so uptight.
i wan a course tat i will enjoy studying and will lead me to a job tat i will enjoy doin. in addition, there must be a market for it! wat will this course be?
on a lighter note, today's my last day of work! im be enjoy life w bf n look for a new job in the meanwhile!!yayness! oh oh i bought clothes!!haha ive been buying clothes ever since i started working! i only buy when there's sales!hehe!i bought a skirt for 11.7! cheap isnt it?lalala. i saw this nice necklace which cost $24. i was soo tempted to buy it!oh boy, it is so lovely! i asked bf to buy it for me as he still owes me my bday present but but he REFUSED to. he thinks tat it is my bday so he wants to give me sth unique plus he doesnt think tat i need a necklace!! arg! wat a jerk! haha!
anw, i went for national and u21 trials. it was ______. anyhows im sooo glad to be able to play hockey w wanting again!!hahaha she injured herself again!!!! how sad.rest well babe!
Posted by van at 5:12 PM