Thursday, March 06, 2008
i realised it is easy to say "aiya, ive did my best so i will not be upset even if my results is like shit" but it's difficult to do it. im worried. yes, wat's the use of worrying when everything has been decided and there's nth a pathetic mortal, me, can do. i noe that all along but it jus doesnt make me feel any better. i noe i will be disappointing many. i noe i wld cry when i see my results. i noe i will be vv affected by it. i noe i'll be laughed by many. i noe i wld be in a vv bad mood so whoever reading this BEAR THIS IN MIND, DO NOT ASK ME FOR MY RESULTS. i swear i'll BLOW UP. i noe my results will be somewhat similar to my prelim results which means i'll only pass math, chem and econs? well, im not so sure abt econs.
does it really make some1 better prepared for worst if he/she noes that he/she will get shit results? mayb yes, mayb no.
my dad thinks tat jus a pass for every sub will do but in actual fact it isnt. it is so competitive here in singapore. it is soo freaking tough to get into any local university!i guess i'll jus go to poly aft this.hmm get rdy to enter and adapt to a new environment in mid april?yes, tat's wat im going to do.LAUGH ALL U WANT, ASSHOLES!
ifeellikeimstandinginthemiddleofthecrossroads,notknowingwhatmynextstepis..
Posted by van at 5:34 PM