Thursday, January 03, 2008
i had club trng ytd. i was late for trng as my work ends at 6 so by the time i reached there they were getting ready for the frenly against theresians. we lost the match 2-0. i played terribly. somehow i hav lost sight of wat to do when i get the ball. the feeling is crap. seriously, how can i not be bothered by it when my 1st match is 2 days away? how, how do i get my form n my confidence back in 2 days? we hav a new player in the team. i think the most impt abt it is not abt being able to combine well as a team but the willingness of players to voice out wat they want or unhappy abt and giving the other person time to learn n adapt.
i hope my team mates will be able to voice out as sometimes bottling up of feelings cld lead to hatred towards another person. only when this happens, we'll get a bonded team. it will also hlp in the person's play n team improvement will thus be attained.
anw this morning a lady living in the same block as me asked me for sec4 notes. i got stunned. den she asked, "are u from raffles?"
is tat wat all kiasu parents do? if it's true, den my notes can fetch quite a bit of money! lol. haha. i personally do not tink tat notes from good sch hlps. in sec sch, they all hav a textbook. these textbks are moe approved ones. the content of these bks shld nt deviate much from one another. hence, i feel there is seriously no need for notes from a gd sch. if u are toking abt test papers, yes i agree getting from these schs will be a gd practice for ur child but when ur child cant do it, it doesnt mean he will flank his papers. test papers from these schs are known to be tough n tough here means the standard of the papers are much higher than those set by the moe.
okay now back to me n not those kiasu parents. bf is leaving on the 11th jan. it is exactly one week b4 my birthday. he's gonna be confined for 2 wks so he's not gonna be w me on my birthday. im upset cos i think im gonna spend my birthday alone n perharps working. bf asked me to tk leave. i dun wan to tk leave to rot at home.i tot of hitting the club aft work but nth is confirmed. frens may not be free n may hav match the next day so might not be able to go :s
alright, im stopping. knocking off in 30mins time(:
Posted by van at 4:50 PM