Monday, August 13, 2007
ah ma went China last thurs. since then, my ah uncle n family came over to ah ma's place to keep me company. it seems as tho i dun hav parents :s aunt made breakfast for me n often or rather always tks me out for meals. it's sth tat i duno do w my mum. i duno y either.
a house w/o ah ma makes me sick. i miss her. i dun have any1 to bicker w when im at home. ah ma can be reali cute at times. her absence makes me wonder wat life wld be when she's gone. it's something that wld happen sooner or later. will i stil get to meet my , aunts and cousins once a week? actually i seldom c my cousins like wat my ah ma has said, there is nth attractive to dem here. when we were young, they wld come over bcos the playmates r here so coming here wld be FUN. now when most of us are alr grown up, we tend towards the outside world like frens, movies, shopping, bf. it's esp true for gals cos my female cousins are disappearing!!! if ah ma is gone, will there stil be a reason to meet up? i duno. it's alr v tough to maintain frenship w pri, sec frens. how is it possible to reali balance it. hmm.. mayb i shld try to meet up my cousins for meals, movies?oh well A levels 1st!
bf asked me y did i choose that B over him initially. i was quite irritated tho. it jus reminded me how dumb i was to think tat he reali liked me. wat are the odds of him being able to like me wholeheartedly? i shld stop harping on this issue.
jansenites, a team i've learnt a lot from. i hope i'll be able to get closer to my team mates.
an announcement tat touched me. the j1 council is helping the j2s to buy dinner when we mug in sch!! they do it FOC. how nice can tat be? im proud to be a rafflesian. rjc makes me feel v homely, a big family.
but im not a rafflesian tat other rafflesians will be proud of
Posted by van at 3:50 PM