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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
it is happening again. i duno why n i reali want to noe why?
aft trng ah ma called to tell me to news n i din wan to do anyting abt it. it's not that i do not care nor love him. it jus tat im TIRED of it. he's really eating everyone's life. ah ma was super worried n she kept asking me to call his gf n msg him. i din wan to do it at all. but for my ah ma's sake, i did. i cldnt get his gf nor him cos bth their hp were switched off. i msged him. he replied ard an hr later. he said that he's not coming tonight n tell the rest that he's fine. i tot he wld go to sch the next morning but apparently he din. and how do i noe that? my ah ma went to sch to look for him.
once again, she asked me to contact his gf. i msged her n she replied. she said that she doesnt noe where he is. WELL DONE. we can nv find him. i was quite affected by then but i was trying not to be. it was tough, really. i din wan to affect my play for the game today. took a bath aft sch b4 the game. i tried to calmed myself dwn n set the mood right. it worked but din last long. i got a call from my ah ma. i was vv pissed cos i reali do not want to affect my play n she had to call me at that time. i hung up the call b4 she finised. i feklt really bad aft tat n i called her bac. i tried toking to her nicely n asking her not to care abt him cos he is not some1 who is worthy of our love n care. she broke dwn. i joined her. i jus felt vv hopeless n feel like tking my life. if tking my life wld bring him bac to the right path i wld cos i dun wan to c dem sad n stressed up again. i dun wan my dad to do it again. i dun wan. does he understand n noe hw i feel n wat i truly want?
im sick n tired of this. spare me, will u?
aft trng ah ma called to tell me to news n i din wan to do anyting abt it. it's not that i do not care nor love him. it jus tat im TIRED of it. he's really eating everyone's life. ah ma was super worried n she kept asking me to call his gf n msg him. i din wan to do it at all. but for my ah ma's sake, i did. i cldnt get his gf nor him cos bth their hp were switched off. i msged him. he replied ard an hr later. he said that he's not coming tonight n tell the rest that he's fine. i tot he wld go to sch the next morning but apparently he din. and how do i noe that? my ah ma went to sch to look for him.
once again, she asked me to contact his gf. i msged her n she replied. she said that she doesnt noe where he is. WELL DONE. we can nv find him. i was quite affected by then but i was trying not to be. it was tough, really. i din wan to affect my play for the game today. took a bath aft sch b4 the game. i tried to calmed myself dwn n set the mood right. it worked but din last long. i got a call from my ah ma. i was vv pissed cos i reali do not want to affect my play n she had to call me at that time. i hung up the call b4 she finised. i feklt really bad aft tat n i called her bac. i tried toking to her nicely n asking her not to care abt him cos he is not some1 who is worthy of our love n care. she broke dwn. i joined her. i jus felt vv hopeless n feel like tking my life. if tking my life wld bring him bac to the right path i wld cos i dun wan to c dem sad n stressed up again. i dun wan my dad to do it again. i dun wan. does he understand n noe hw i feel n wat i truly want?
im sick n tired of this. spare me, will u?
Posted by van at 8:45 PM
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