Saturday, April 14, 2007
genting trip cld be better if not for SOMEONE. U jus ruined my trip w ur STUPID frens n MINDSET. i seriously do not noe hw to help u.U gav up urself b4 ANYBODY else did. it's not like we cant/dun accept the fact that u cant study. all we wanted was tat u WORK HARD n get the grades u deserve.somehow, u REFUSED to. not oni did u refused to work hard, u CREATE troubles, unnecessay troubles i wld say. dont u NOE whenever u r NOT hm n NOT CONTACTABLE, do things which u NOE U SHLDNT BE DOING, u turn the house UPSIDE DOWN? tel me, wat do u wan from us? freedom? u threw away the freedom u used to hav not us. u CHOOSE the path URSELF. u hav NO one to blame except for URSELF. i've warned u that ur hair colour is too obvious. not oni that u DIDNT u darken it, u made it EVEN MORE OBVIOUS. well done. u jus threw urself into a dark hole w tat simple act n screwed mentality. STOP comparing urself w OTHERS. so wat if other ppl in sch dye their hair? is it any of ur busniess?!does it mean tat when ppl do it means u hav to do it? if tat's the case, y cant u follow the MUGGERS in ur sch? I HATE U! I HATE U FOR BEING U! I HATE U FOR MAKING PPL IN THE FAMILY WORRy n BLOOD BOIL. r u waiting for the "i shldnt hav done......" n "i shld hav..."to haunt u? i assure u that u will lament ur insensible, infantile n thoughtless acts.
enuff of tat shit. i went to tk doc on mon to tk out the stitches. i went to the same clinic but a different doc attended to me. he asked if the stitch was 1 or 2 stitch. i told him that the doc who thinks that im oni a ten yr old kid said it's 1 stitch. anw he went on n removed those stitches n was like see two knots=two stitches. okay FINE.TWO BLOODY STITCHES DEN. tis is the worse injury i hav nv gotten since i start playing the game called HOCKEY. the doc gav me 1 week mc fearing that the wound may tear apart n asked me not to let my "wound" come in contact from water. i tot aft removing it, i bathe normally but it comes out tat i CANT. i tanhan for days n broke it on thurs. i actually went running for 15min(:
i had frenly ytd. i played w/o my guards. i played center mid n i almost died. i felt kinda awkward.zzz. i was flat-footed so players can beat me easily which shldnt be the case. zzz. i nid to get bac soon or rather NOW! MY FIRST MATCH IS ON MON!
unbearing amt of workload is killing me n is waiting for me. i hav to go.
c'mon.find ur form bac.play like u nv did.
Posted by van at 12:22 PM