Tuesday, December 12, 2006
hmm went m'sia.met cute twins.hahah.they refused to let me go bac.i din do any shopping cos der isnt any shopping malls nearby plus we din hav much time.went for the wedding n i saw a guy who look demure.yes demure.a word that is used to describe a gal.haha.overall the trip was alrite.home is stil the best.
came bac n i heard a bad news-the demise of my uncle.he only had 1 daughter and she is only 9-yr-old.yes, that young.it is reali heart wenching.she is soo young n yet she has had to send her dad off.went dwn ytd n my eldest uncle told us wat had happened n stuff.he died bcos of the cancer.the cancer cells had spreaded to his brain, causing him not to noe wat he is doin when he was alive.der was a way to rolong his life bt my aunt din wan to bcos he was alr sufferring a lot.doctor told her tat he only had 2 week.he died on the 9th day.sigh
went thru the last ritual with the rest-cousins, uncles blah.it jus reminded me of my ah gong. the scenes jus kept replaying in my mind.i cld c myself crying my heart out when the coffin was carried into the van.every1 knelt dwn with their eyes red n tears streaming dwn the cheeks.when we were walking behind the van, all of us chant along the way.even nw as i tot abt it, it stil makes me feel vvv upset.yes i wan my ah gong bac but der's no way i can do it.
uncle,rest in peace.
Posted by van at 6:33 PM