Wednesday, August 30, 2006
i finally noe why my fren finds it soo hard to let go.the love they shared is AMAZING!im serious.im not bull shitting.i havent met couple like dem.i havent experienced it myself.i would love to bt who will my partner be?my current bf?i duno.now, things between us arent tat good.
dun wana tok abt my lousy relatioship.hmm..the both of dem msged EVERYDAY.they were vvv swit to each other.i said swit n i mean REAL SWIT.content will always be like u look great today.i miss u, switheart.im happy to hav u wif me.my fren revealed tat when dey meet each other, dey r REALI REALI HAPPY.no matter how often dey meet, it stil feels like the 1st time.dey were tgt for mre tahn 2yrs!c'mon.it's tat long n it stil feels like the 1st time.how many ppl get to experience tat?
my current sittuation is tat he doesnt hav time for me at all.we seldom msg, dun tok on phone.tat's it.can say is ZERO communication.i noe he loves me.we used to tok cock alot while smsing bt now nt.i guess when ppl ask me if i hav a bf i wld pause awhile to tink n ask myself if i reali hav 1.i noe he will nv come here cos he hates reading blog n he prefers me to tel him everytin.i dun wan.stress is sth tat i dun wana give u.mayb i shldnt be involved in any relationship.im guess im not a understanding gf aftall.
Posted by van at 7:52 PM