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Thursday, August 31, 2006
hello!!
we broke up last nite cos he said he doesnt hav the time for me n it's not the way to treat a gf by neglecting her.
it hurts!it does.i cry like nobody's business.mum came in twice asking me wat happen.i told her we broke up n she wanted to noe y.i was so vex tat i chased her out.i dun wana a brkup.all i wan is we tink of ways to resolve tis bt he chose to escape.he said he wants to bring me out during the weekends bt he cant.i told him tat being tgt is not abt watching lots of movies or shopping trips.being tgt is to be each other's support, pillar of strength in times of need.being tgt is abt overcoming obstacle tgt.bt he chose to escape.he said he feels bad neglecting me.it has beame a burden for him.i've said if it is a burden to him i wld rather leave him.
den now wat m i complaining?y m i unhappy?it hurts so much to noe tat he's no longer mine.i guess wat reali triggered tis is when he told me tat he's goin to join the nite study in sch which means we wun study tgt on the weekdays anymre.my world was upside dwn upon hearing.bcos i noe i wld be seeing less of him.it jus doesnt feel gd.
meet him last nite n i refused to tel him wat has happened.he walked me to the bus stop n i boarded the bus.i felt tat i owe him an explanation n it's not the way in a relationship to kip everytin to urself.i alighted at the next stop wanting to tok to him bt he's gone.his sis saw him so he had to go hm.i walked hm alone tat nite wif tears streaming dwn.
it hurts when he said tat y is it tat everytime i finally hav u i lose grip.realise tat im a big fool.it hurts it hurts so much.i realised hw much pain ive inflicted on him.i keep hurting him.i hurt him thrice.i left him cos of another guy.is this retribution?i guess it is.i din realise tat he has the qualities tat i wan in my bf.i guess i was immature den.is it too late to realise it?
i cldnt slp.i oni slp for 3hrs.i woke up n i started crying all over again.it jus hurts soo much.i always thought tat he din realise tat he's neglecting me.all i wanted was to make him realise n tink of solutions bt nt jus ending tis like tat.now tat i noe he has been trying v hard not to neglect me, im all set to overcome tis wif him.nw im waiting for him to be rdy for it cos he feels bad neglecting me.how i waish i can tk away all his guilt.
iloveutoomuchtoletugocosimtoodependonu
we broke up last nite cos he said he doesnt hav the time for me n it's not the way to treat a gf by neglecting her.
it hurts!it does.i cry like nobody's business.mum came in twice asking me wat happen.i told her we broke up n she wanted to noe y.i was so vex tat i chased her out.i dun wana a brkup.all i wan is we tink of ways to resolve tis bt he chose to escape.he said he wants to bring me out during the weekends bt he cant.i told him tat being tgt is not abt watching lots of movies or shopping trips.being tgt is to be each other's support, pillar of strength in times of need.being tgt is abt overcoming obstacle tgt.bt he chose to escape.he said he feels bad neglecting me.it has beame a burden for him.i've said if it is a burden to him i wld rather leave him.
den now wat m i complaining?y m i unhappy?it hurts so much to noe tat he's no longer mine.i guess wat reali triggered tis is when he told me tat he's goin to join the nite study in sch which means we wun study tgt on the weekdays anymre.my world was upside dwn upon hearing.bcos i noe i wld be seeing less of him.it jus doesnt feel gd.
meet him last nite n i refused to tel him wat has happened.he walked me to the bus stop n i boarded the bus.i felt tat i owe him an explanation n it's not the way in a relationship to kip everytin to urself.i alighted at the next stop wanting to tok to him bt he's gone.his sis saw him so he had to go hm.i walked hm alone tat nite wif tears streaming dwn.
it hurts when he said tat y is it tat everytime i finally hav u i lose grip.realise tat im a big fool.it hurts it hurts so much.i realised hw much pain ive inflicted on him.i keep hurting him.i hurt him thrice.i left him cos of another guy.is this retribution?i guess it is.i din realise tat he has the qualities tat i wan in my bf.i guess i was immature den.is it too late to realise it?
i cldnt slp.i oni slp for 3hrs.i woke up n i started crying all over again.it jus hurts soo much.i always thought tat he din realise tat he's neglecting me.all i wanted was to make him realise n tink of solutions bt nt jus ending tis like tat.now tat i noe he has been trying v hard not to neglect me, im all set to overcome tis wif him.nw im waiting for him to be rdy for it cos he feels bad neglecting me.how i waish i can tk away all his guilt.
iloveutoomuchtoletugocosimtoodependonu
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