Thursday, February 16, 2006
im feeling damn dwn nw.i jus cant accept the fact tat we can nv be tgt.der's a sayin which say tat loving som1 doesnt mean u hav to be wif him.seeing him happy wld be enuff.it's rite.bt it's hard to do.aft tat incident, i felt v disgusted.i felt tat i dun worth his luv @ all bt i've nv told him.i felt tat he deserves a beta ger.i knew tat a relationship wil oni work when bth of us hav to honest to one another.tat's also the reason y i din kip anyting frm him.since wen i noe wat a horrible past i hav, it bothers me wheneva i reali like some1.some frens said tat im stupid bcoz i told him abt the incident n caused soo much unhappiness.m i goin to jus randomly agree to be wif any guy jus like wat i did b4?nah.im nt.hw long do i nid to get ot of this?another few yrs?perhaps.
Posted by van at 10:16 PM