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Friday, February 17, 2006
i tot tat i wld be fine today.apparently im nt.i went to sch wif a heavy heart.i jus felt so terrible til i cldnt hold bac my tears.i had chem pract 4 two hrs 1st ting in the morning.it was the time i had to pretend s tho im fine.i had to pretend tat im nt sad.
aft tat was break.i told chewy everytin.chewy said,"i dun understand y do u stil like him so much wen he doesnt even wan to 4giv u on sth tat is nt ur fault @ all." well, tat triggered my tears.i wiped off my tears n stopped crying b4 we met belly.chewy den left us to sell the tickets @ the booth.belly n i settled dwn @ the hockey table.she went to buy her food while i sat der all alone.i din wana eat coz i dun hav the mood to eat @ all.i skipped dinner ytd too.i jus dun feel like eatin @ all.belly kept asking mi if i wana eat.seeing tat im nt my usual self, belly asked mi wat had happened.i told her everyting n i cried again.she said tat even if tis kinda of thing happened to her, she wil nv tell her bf.i cant do wat she said coz i'll feel guilty keeping it frm him.
b4 we went 4 our econs lect, we went to visit chewy.she asked mi if im alrite.i told her no n i hugged her n started tearing.i was actually quite scared tat he wld c mi in such a state.i dun wan him to noe tat i cried so badly.i dun wan him to noe tat im nt ok @ all.all coz of sth he told mi tat day"if u r sad, i will feel sad too" i dun wan him to feel sad.i wan him to be happy.
i din c him in econs lect today.i tot he was sick or sth.i wanted to msg him bt i dun hav the courage to.i was scared.i duno wat im scared of.wen my frens n i were goin 4 our bio pract, i saw him.lucky by den i dun look like i've cried.aft bio lect, i saw him again.i was kinda ok den.
aft sch, i can finally tk off the mask.it was drizzling.it reminded mi of wat he told mi tat time.he told mi tat he will walk mi hm frm sch the next time it rains.he told mi tat quite sometime ago.frm den on, wheneva it rains those words will jus kip echoeing in my head.
tat day wen my fren told mi herself tat she stil likes him.i tot of givin him up to my fren.i tot of withdrawing.in the end i din coz i rmb-ed those words ivy n wanting had said to mi.
a gal hu was oni 12 tat yr sumhw got touched by one of her classmates.she was offended bt din hav the courage to confront tat guy.wat can she do?all she did was to kip everyin to herself n of coz tried to move away frm tat guy.wen she was 15, her bf asked if was willing to pet wif him.she broke of with him rite away.1 yr later wen she saw tat guy, she gt freaked ot n ran away.
wanting told mi tat der will be a day whereby u will feel vv terrible wen u lose the 1 u reali like, tat will also be the time u hav to grow up.yea.im growin up nw.tis path isnt gona be easy 4 mi.
aft tat was break.i told chewy everytin.chewy said,"i dun understand y do u stil like him so much wen he doesnt even wan to 4giv u on sth tat is nt ur fault @ all." well, tat triggered my tears.i wiped off my tears n stopped crying b4 we met belly.chewy den left us to sell the tickets @ the booth.belly n i settled dwn @ the hockey table.she went to buy her food while i sat der all alone.i din wana eat coz i dun hav the mood to eat @ all.i skipped dinner ytd too.i jus dun feel like eatin @ all.belly kept asking mi if i wana eat.seeing tat im nt my usual self, belly asked mi wat had happened.i told her everyting n i cried again.she said tat even if tis kinda of thing happened to her, she wil nv tell her bf.i cant do wat she said coz i'll feel guilty keeping it frm him.
b4 we went 4 our econs lect, we went to visit chewy.she asked mi if im alrite.i told her no n i hugged her n started tearing.i was actually quite scared tat he wld c mi in such a state.i dun wan him to noe tat i cried so badly.i dun wan him to noe tat im nt ok @ all.all coz of sth he told mi tat day"if u r sad, i will feel sad too" i dun wan him to feel sad.i wan him to be happy.
i din c him in econs lect today.i tot he was sick or sth.i wanted to msg him bt i dun hav the courage to.i was scared.i duno wat im scared of.wen my frens n i were goin 4 our bio pract, i saw him.lucky by den i dun look like i've cried.aft bio lect, i saw him again.i was kinda ok den.
aft sch, i can finally tk off the mask.it was drizzling.it reminded mi of wat he told mi tat time.he told mi tat he will walk mi hm frm sch the next time it rains.he told mi tat quite sometime ago.frm den on, wheneva it rains those words will jus kip echoeing in my head.
tat day wen my fren told mi herself tat she stil likes him.i tot of givin him up to my fren.i tot of withdrawing.in the end i din coz i rmb-ed those words ivy n wanting had said to mi.
a gal hu was oni 12 tat yr sumhw got touched by one of her classmates.she was offended bt din hav the courage to confront tat guy.wat can she do?all she did was to kip everyin to herself n of coz tried to move away frm tat guy.wen she was 15, her bf asked if was willing to pet wif him.she broke of with him rite away.1 yr later wen she saw tat guy, she gt freaked ot n ran away.
wanting told mi tat der will be a day whereby u will feel vv terrible wen u lose the 1 u reali like, tat will also be the time u hav to grow up.yea.im growin up nw.tis path isnt gona be easy 4 mi.
some1 once told mi tat women can 4giv their husband 4 cheating on dem bt men on the other hand can nv do tat.tis is because men value their pride mre than anything else.
hw will the me tml be like?i duno.der's trng n im goin to delta to meet tracy.der's a hockey carnival on sun 4 mi.hai.bzbz.wil i be able to play properly?wil i be affected jus like tat time?i duno..
love is patient
love is kind
love is unconditonal
every moment tat i had spent wif u
is the moment tat i treasure..(big bully is big bully.cl is cl.dey r two different ppl)
love is patient
love is kind
love is unconditonal
every moment tat i had spent wif u
is the moment tat i treasure..(big bully is big bully.cl is cl.dey r two different ppl)
Posted by van at 5:21 PM
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