Saturday, February 18, 2006
i had sch trng tis morning.quite tired!the whole world has alr watched i nt stupid too bt i havent!:(
no tears so far even tho im stil kinda sad.chewy said tis to mi b4 "if he did say tat he dun mind ur past, he shld 4giv u.tis incident is considered s ur past rite?" mayb to him it's nt considered as my past.fren told mi tat he was coming to sch to teach her stuff.the moment i heard tat, i got nervous.actually i was also quite scared tat i might breakdown in front of him.aft trng i tried to be normal n left sch.while walking out, i was tinking if he din ask mi to 4get abt tat day, hw the situation is goin to be like.
since he has alr made up his mind n wans us to be like tat, i'll jus go wif it.tat's the oni thing i can do nw.i cant force him to do sth tat is against his wish rite?i wan him to be happy.by forcing, he wldnt be happy @ all.im nt gona stop loving him.i'll jus stand aside n wait til the day he can get over wif the incident.i noe tat day wil nv come..
boy,
if der's tis day whereby u can get ovr wif the incident, make the 1st move.if nt i'll nv noe tat day has come.if u nid a listenin ear, hlp, anithing tat is within my limits, u can look 4 mi.i'll nv turn u away.i miss u..
if it's meant to be, it's meant to be..
Posted by van at 4:36 PM