Sunday, September 25, 2005
seoul garden today!!a treat frm the manager n coach!!yep.tat marks the end of combine schs elite.yep.luch was great n i was late(as usual).bleah.hav lots of fun n laughter wif the peeps.celebrated dahlia's bday too!!had two cakes.damn full can.im sure i've put on weight.lalala..no cares.im free n alone.dun hav to kip my figure to kip any guy's heart.yep.dahlia encourages us to work hard n prove ourselves.she hopes tat we wil be in the nat. team??yah.we will.(err..i hope?) nx yr combine schs elite wil no longer b under dahlia.hw sad ah??hai
forward line has bcum mre competative.reali hav to work hard to get a place in the team.bt..hw to??wif os comin alone tat' unlikely!!!how how
how??i reali wan to be in the team!!!hai.sometimes i wonder if im promoted to the nx age grp juz bcoz im too old to be in the present team?i feel tat im a vvvv useless forward.im such a failure!!im a failure in everytin!tat's reali sux!
i tot everytin was goin well between the both of us.u did say b4 tat the thorn between us is HIM.yeah.i dun deny.ytd colours i was soo excited to c HIM??WHY??i reali wan things to go well between us bt it doesnt seem it wil happen nw..i reali dun know wat im lookin 4..hai
Posted by van at 10:17 AM