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Saturday, August 13, 2005
today is the release of mt O levels results.i cldnt slp the previous nite.reason being im afraid of the results.im afraid tat i hav to re-tk.
early in the morning it was announced over the pa system tat we wld b gettin our results @ abt 12.we were like 4hrs away frm it??waited anxiously for the time to pass.1hr aft another.til mt period we were like 1hr away frm it?@ tis time, icy knot in the pit of my stomach and a lump tat had formed in my throat.my hands were icy cold.i cldnt stop feelin nervous.sum of my frens frm other sch had alrdy collected their results slip.wat abt mi?im stil waitin.sum real gd ones actually got a b3.wat abt mi?a C?finally it was time 4 us to make our way to the hall.tok to tis ex-higher mt student.she obtained a A2 laz yr 4 mt n drop higher chinese.was walkin with her wen she started to ask mi sum qns.she said she was nervous @ 1st.aft tat she said," actually der's nth to be nervous.i've obtain a A2 laz yr so i guess i wil get a A2 tis time round."i kept quiet as i duno wat to say.
sittin der waitin 4 our results.principal showed us all the graphs.chi n malay student din do well.our results r droppin.tamil above nat. average.well done.aft tat sum teacher said tat we wld nt be given results slip.i was like "wt!" i planned everytin.i planned to open my result slip oni aft my movie.waited n waited.finally it was my turn to c my result.saw my result n i was shocked.walked bac to my seat n felt tears stingin @ the bac of my eyes.went to look for serene n i hugged her.tis is wen i started cryin.went to the toilet n i tried to soothe my feelins.went bac to the hall n i brokedwn again.few clzmates were der consolin mi.den dismissal.wiped my tears, stood up n walked out of the hall.my form teacher,miss mel, came n talk to mi.i forgot wat she said tat make mi tear again.i tink she said sth tat i noe u studied hard 4 the exam.was sobbing wen i saw ms kalidah toking to fat abt hp.miss mel said," u r always a strong gal.i dun wan u to giv up bcoz of tis.work harder 4 the paper @ the end of yr." tat reali boost my morale.
went cp with my frens.overheard sum1's conversation.tat person got a pass for oral.he/she was damn depressed.coz u can nv re-tk oral.thoughts came floodin my mind."got a pass 4 oral bt u cant re-tk oral!.hw luck i am?i've got merit.i jus nid to try harder n mayb i can go up to another grade." anw i cant blame myself 4 gettin such a grade.i screwed up my compo.(:
i wil nt let tis stupid thing affect my game tml.NV LET THE PAST AFFECT THE FUTURE!
early in the morning it was announced over the pa system tat we wld b gettin our results @ abt 12.we were like 4hrs away frm it??waited anxiously for the time to pass.1hr aft another.til mt period we were like 1hr away frm it?@ tis time, icy knot in the pit of my stomach and a lump tat had formed in my throat.my hands were icy cold.i cldnt stop feelin nervous.sum of my frens frm other sch had alrdy collected their results slip.wat abt mi?im stil waitin.sum real gd ones actually got a b3.wat abt mi?a C?finally it was time 4 us to make our way to the hall.tok to tis ex-higher mt student.she obtained a A2 laz yr 4 mt n drop higher chinese.was walkin with her wen she started to ask mi sum qns.she said she was nervous @ 1st.aft tat she said," actually der's nth to be nervous.i've obtain a A2 laz yr so i guess i wil get a A2 tis time round."i kept quiet as i duno wat to say.
sittin der waitin 4 our results.principal showed us all the graphs.chi n malay student din do well.our results r droppin.tamil above nat. average.well done.aft tat sum teacher said tat we wld nt be given results slip.i was like "wt!" i planned everytin.i planned to open my result slip oni aft my movie.waited n waited.finally it was my turn to c my result.saw my result n i was shocked.walked bac to my seat n felt tears stingin @ the bac of my eyes.went to look for serene n i hugged her.tis is wen i started cryin.went to the toilet n i tried to soothe my feelins.went bac to the hall n i brokedwn again.few clzmates were der consolin mi.den dismissal.wiped my tears, stood up n walked out of the hall.my form teacher,miss mel, came n talk to mi.i forgot wat she said tat make mi tear again.i tink she said sth tat i noe u studied hard 4 the exam.was sobbing wen i saw ms kalidah toking to fat abt hp.miss mel said," u r always a strong gal.i dun wan u to giv up bcoz of tis.work harder 4 the paper @ the end of yr." tat reali boost my morale.
went cp with my frens.overheard sum1's conversation.tat person got a pass for oral.he/she was damn depressed.coz u can nv re-tk oral.thoughts came floodin my mind."got a pass 4 oral bt u cant re-tk oral!.hw luck i am?i've got merit.i jus nid to try harder n mayb i can go up to another grade." anw i cant blame myself 4 gettin such a grade.i screwed up my compo.(:
i wil nt let tis stupid thing affect my game tml.NV LET THE PAST AFFECT THE FUTURE!
Posted by van at 2:30 PM
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