Saturday, July 09, 2005
hai.mt o oral.sux.soo disappointed in myself!i was a nervous freak.i cldnt speak nor read properly!my mind wasnt working @ tat pt of time!wth!!hw can it juz leave me bhind wen tis oral is soo impt so mi??y was i soo nervous til i cludnt speak properly??ideas didnt flood my mind wen i was answerin qns.is oni wen i step out of the room den they came.wat is tis man?!why didnt dey cum @ the rite time?im seriously so screwed!darn.
with the thought tat im gona kiss gdbye to my distinction reali sadden mi.hai.wat's the use of feelin sad?wat's done cannot be undone.i simply hate tis sentence!!oh man.i nid to vent it all out and stand up on my feets again.hu's willin to lend mi a hlpin hand??hu can give mi lessons on calmin dwn?
anw saw wen sham n i was walkin towards the bus stop opp sch, we saw sum policemen wif a blue tent.the tent wil oni be seen wen der's a suicideor wadeva tat's got to do wif DEATH. so saddenin..tis is my 2nd time seein such ting.1st time was while i was in pri sch.tat person was a student frm a pri sch near my hse.
my heart sinks wen i c handicaps, i pity them n i feel tat im fortunate to be heathly n nth hinders my movement @ all.weneva i c dem, der 's a feelin inside mi tat i dun know hw to describe it.wat i wana say is tat treasure ur life and dun do silly tings wen u failed doin sth..
Posted by van at 10:35 AM